MENANTU
FOUR
ORDEAL 2.
Two months I lived in the dormitory.got my heart was at peace, it feels somber life at home lenyab.
And tomorrow is our day off, I'm allowed to go home and I remember Aziz's face.
I've planned everything I'm going to tell Aziz.
In spirit I prepared all my things and prepared to go home.
“Cie... its fun to be home...!!”
The mockery of Sanah who saw my spirit preparing the goods.
I just smiled embarrassedly.
“Surely he has planned to talk about what his heart adoration is
Kang azizz....
Hahaha.”.
His taunts are very embarrassing and immediately reply to his taunts by criticizing him and not forgiving him easily.
“ampuunn nay..”
His screams couldn't stand my curls
“Still want to tease me...!!??
Huh..!!!”
Ask me loud
“Nggak nay..ampun..oke..I'm not mocking anymore.”.
The next day I went back home and for the first time I was happy to come to the house it was all because I missed Aziz so much.
“Assalamualaikum.”
“Waalaikum salam”
Mother greeted me with a cold face that confused me
“maybe again fight with papa.!!”
I denied it in my heart, and to not prolong the matter I went straight to the room and left mother with her muddled face.
I threw my bag and immediately opened the closet where I kept my mobile phone.
And how surprised I was that my phone wasn't there
“Papa sure..papa must have picked up my phone..!!!”
I said in my heart very upset.
“What nay...you are looking for hp....!!?”
An irritated voice suddenly sounded approaching my bedroom door and it was none other than papa, papa throwing my phone at me violently.
I can only be silent..
“Search for trouble let alone him.!!”
Stabbing me in a heart that restrains resentment can do nothing.
“you saw Mak...how did your son behave.?”
He tried to get my mom to vilify me..
I also just shook my head with a drama that sucks to welcome my return after two months of boarding.turns out I can't hope for them to be kind and fair to me.
Instead of missing me waiting for me to come home so I can be scolded again.
“yaallah..what exactly is the secret of all destiny from you this..?”.
I blame God for everything.
“heard you nay..if you continue to argue this way starting from tomorrow you no longer need to school”
The connection that still snapped as if he could not be satisfied just by yelling.then maybe soon he will slap me, support me, or maybe until I die he was satisfied.
“denies anything pa...I slalu trying to make Jauhin he just to obey, if I do not obey as papa maybe from long ago I am not here as papa I have lived with him.!!”
I answered loudly, he was tired of everything, and as usual because he was upset and could not accept my answer as fast as lightning he entered my room and slapped me making me who was standing slammed into bed.
Why he could never advise me coldly and hands that did not slap me.
Are all parents like this, can only slap and yell at it.or just me why God is unfair.
“just go to the dormitory you have to say goodbye to men who do not deserve you...
Got what he nay wants to live with you.he has nothing nay...!!
You don't live with nay's real dad.you want to trouble who's gonna be, your dad won't care.
Papa has believed in you.Why still don't you listen to papa..
Wouldn't you like your mom if your school broke.?”
As usual, he taught me for hours.
I'm tired of continuing like this, it's all pressing on my heart and mind.
I just got in trouble, at that time I didn't even dare to open my phone,I lay crying still feels hot papa's rough slap and outside is still fussed with papa's lecture.Endly I fell asleep with the tiredness of my crying that soaked the pillow.
How about the talk and the commotion outside I don't care anymore.
“what's the problem anyway sir if rinaya with Aziz if they like each other just let it go.?”
Mother said in protest..
“Can't not Mak...can only...but not now..later...!!!if he has graduated from school, stay a little more.
Aziz is not a person who is afraid of school because Rinaya hangs out with people who are not in school so follow-up does not care about school.”
Answer papa
“Iya but do not overdo it so afraid rinaya later become desperate.”
Answer mom again...
“Whatever Mak important I have tried to educate him, he heard or not it's his business..”
After many hours I fell asleep, and the state of silence with the accompaniment of time.Mom woke me up after the azan magrib reverberated.
“Ri..rinaya..build ri...azan magrib has been reverberating pray you have left your prayers asarmu, khodolah.”.
Mom wakes me up, I see my mom's cold face maybe this problem makes mom a lot of turns.
“Buk..sorry yes rinaya go home even become a big problem..”
I said with guilt to my mother
“What a ri...your father is exaggerated, but you must listen to his advice, because.nasehat it is not wrong ri..”
“I know buk..cuman I don't like every angry papa never forget to handle ku”.
I said annoyedly looking at Mom..
“ That's why you don't have to answer just let your papa.”
“Alah buk..answer it or papa still handle me, maybe it's a habit that can not be changed..
I hate that mother's husband.. !!!”
My strict defiance made my mother hurt.
“That is why your papa should handle you.you stubborn can not be talked ri..”
My mother replied with a loud voice to me
I just kept silent Mother's words immediately pierced my heart.
Maybe the mother was right I was wrong to try to defend myself.it turns out that stepfathers are not allowed to defend themselves and convey their own desires.each position can only be silent and do nothing.
That night I went to my closest friend and sister Ika..
“Kara..karaaa.”.
Call me by my beloved call, cause..,to me he is very special.I do not say it does not mean impolite but it only shows how special he is in life and my heart.I who just go into his house.the house is slalu I make my own home.because I am big with Ika at the house.
I lived with my mother and papa it was still recent.only after papa married my mother.usai my biological father divorced her mother, but, my little sister and I were left alone with my grandmother, which is why I grew up with my grandmother and Ika was the one I made my best friend and trusted.
All I'm complaining is that only he knows and only he understands.
“rinaya..”.
The answer ran after me and hugged me right away.Maybe because he had not seen me for a long time he finally missed me.
“Why the nights here rinaya later your papa angry..!!”
Said grandma with an offending tone.indeed grandmother and papa from the past did not like each other.often contradictory.
“why looks nek..??”
Answer me loudly
“later you get scolded again and slapped”
Answer
“alah it's not her business grandma..this grandmother's house can't she touch”.
My answer shows my hatred for my stepfather.
“Ri..we heard here you were scolded by your papa again.we ruled by you ri..”
The words piss me off remind me of that.
“Already Ra...indeed he is so...already crazy..!!!!”
Answer me
“Indeed what problem ri...???how to get to that.”
“ My bias is that there is still a relationship with Aziz.
Before the acidity I used to send a message for the part as aziz.cuman not reply message I deleted from hp but Aziz answer instead read papa.
I did not think papa could find my phone even though I had saved it to a hidden place.”
“gilak times yes just a problem so be big.indeed why if you are close to Aziz..???”
Answer kara.
“alah you just married..!!, that's just because your papa is stepfather no target”.
Grandma was sure of her suspicions.
Make kara laugh and talk to grandma
“mak don't do it later no.!!”
He disputes grandma
“Indeed yes..if it is not what matters to him if rinaya dating.rinayakan already large..”.
Grandma answered still with her words.
“grandmother honestly nay..grandmother will calm her life if you want to get married soon..for, the age of the kindness of this stepfather is not clear where, and not necessarily it is sincere.
If you marry your father, you can't do anything anymore , can't tell you anymore
Live quietly and stay with your husband.”
“iya nek.tapikan RI still school”
I stared at the grandmother who was lecturing me
“School..do not need to be high nay, you women are just enough stock to educate your child later.
Grandma doesn't like the attitude of your parents that slalu presses you as they please
You remember the grandmother who raised you never dared to handle you.she's just a stepfather who just came after you grew up and used to.your mother was the mother who left you.
Anyway grandma wants you to end all this granny anger.make grandma calm.every day granny worried rinaya for living with stepfather, Javanese anyway..!!
If not ask your mother to go back to live with grandma.”.
Another long talk hit me.
My grandmother cared about me more than my parents.