Mirages
Self-punishing
Several days have passed since that tragic incident. During that time, Mira did not come out of her apartment at all. He prefers to lock himself in there, accompanied by dozens of bottles of liquor that are seen scattered on the floor of his living room.
His eyes looked tired, with blackened eyes. Her face was dull, covering her beauty.
Mom Winda occasionally came to the residence of the beautiful woman, but Mira did not want to see him at all.
Linga was made anxious with the condition of Mira like that. He tried to disturb the woman by constantly banging on her door, every morning in the afternoon and evening.
However, Mira did not care at all about those who were worried about her. His gaze was empty, and his hand that kept grasping the liquor bottle, while occasionally downing it.
It began that day, after Thomas' funeral, and the atmosphere was still cloudy. Lingga returned to the office after driving Mira home to her apartment.
Linga actually could not have left Mira alone, especially the situation is still very unstable. However, his work could not continue to be abandoned. Moreover, the day before, he continued to accompany Mira until the morning before.
When in his solitude, Mira who seemed to have lost that direction, remained silent in the room, sitting on his bed, still wearing funeral clothes.
His face looked grim, flat and expressionless.
Long enough he was in such a position, until Mira decided to change clothes, with a T-shirt and long black jeans.
He picked up a black hoodie jacket that he rarely wore, and hung neatly in the corner of his wardrobe.
He put it all on, and then walked out of the apartment.
Mira doesn't look like her usual self. Wearing his hoodie jacket, he walked while bowing his head, with both hands inserted into his jacket pocket.
He walked down the sidewalk and ended up in a self-service.
Mira came in and took the shopping cart. He walked to the refrigerator that was inside.
The pace stalled right in front of the cooler that stores a variety of alcoholic beverages from canned beer to the harder ones in bottle packaging.
After completing the contents of the basket, Mira took pains to bring her shopping in front of the cashier table.
The cashier was stunned to see Mira's groceries were only in the form of fruitful drinks from various brands and types.
However, it has become his job to serve buyers, so he still processes the payment.
After paying for everything, Mira brought two large bags of liquor, and walked back slowly, holding the weight of the luggage to the apartment.
He no longer cared about the views of others. All he needed now was to vent his sadness, channel it into a drunken stupor, so that he could forget all the things that had befallen Thomas.
Arriving at the apartment, Mira placed the two large bags of the drink on the middle room table, right in front of the TV.
He began to open one can of beer, and finished it. then re-opened another, until finally one by one the can and the bottle was empty.
Mira sat on the floor, leaning against a chair, straightening one leg, and her next leg bent upward, supporting the arm that was holding the drink.
I don't know how much he spent, which obviously Mira still feels not drunk. Until finally, he felt tired and sleepy, then fell asleep curled up on the floor with a carpet in the same place.
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