
Plakkkkp!
“It's just that you were born in this world but there's nothing you can do for this family!”
“I never asked to be born! You should have killed me when I was born! Why did you bother raising me? Damnit!”
“Badness!”
The father slapped him back but he quickly held back his slap.
“Don't you ever beat me up or slap me again!”
Scarlesia watched the memory with a deep pain in her heart, she ran out unable to see her old memory.
“I remember, that day my father did not stop there. The next night I was drugged and he put me in the same room as Rey, the brash president's son. I, who was unconscious that night, lost my crown. I thought it just got there but it turned out that two months later I was pregnant, I immediately held the damn guy accountable but all I got was humiliation. She told me to abort my womb but I didn't obey her then when I got back from the hospital checking the contents she paid someone to bump into me until I had a miscarriage,”
What a pain, past pain has not been treated. He could not forget the most painful experience of his life. The bitter taste was still tempestuous on his chest making him even more fall too deep. In fact, there was no happiness on her side. He himself bore all those wounds, as whatever storm he went through he kept holding the same pole so as not to be carried away by the storm.
“In fact no one loves me in this world, even though I have tried to do my best but no one appreciates my efforts. A great humiliation kicked me out of my zone of great hope. When I cried there was not a single person behind me, when I was down there was nothing pulling me out, I was really alone in this world,”
Scarlesia crouched down, she bent her head on her knees then slowly cried considering how painful her life was. However, in between his sadness someone patted his back. Scarlesia spontaneously raised her head to see who the person in front of her was.
Just as he opened his eyes, he saw himself in the past life before him.
“Sia, you don't have to be sad anymore. Forget me and live your life as Scarlesia,”.
“But, I was always afraid it would end the same,”
“Now you are Scarlesia and no longer Fyrensia. There are many people who love you in your new world. Trust me that you will be happy this time, go Sia! Don't come back here, chase your true love, get your happiness. Go!”
He grabbed Scarlesia's hand and pushed her away from this dark place.
“Go! Don't look back,”
Scarlesia convinced herself and ran for a way out, at the end of the road she saw the light again but the difference was that this light calmed her down instead of dazzling her. Scarlesia wiped her tears and encouraged herself not to be sad anymore. After a few steps he entered into the light while closing his eyes.
By the time he opened his eyes, he had already returned to the real world. He found himself in bed. He immediately woke up and looked at the window which turned out to be still early in the morning.
“How long have I fainted? It feels like this poison is hurting me even more, I can't let this go much longer.”.
Then he got out of his bed and looked out the window. He looked at the still dark sky.
“I have to go to Grigori Hill to pick up black tulips and white grass,”
Scarlesia slipped out of the room, now she headed for the library. Fortunately, there were no guards outside her room. Scarlesia searched the library for a map to Grigori Hill. Not long after, he finally got his map and went straight out of the library.
He immediately got ready to go out, this time he planned to go alone without anyone escorting him. Scarlesia put on her robe and her neck was wrapped around her red scarf, not forgetting that she was carrying a knife and a sword just in case something bad happened to her later. Finished it, Scarlesia went to sneak up behind the mansion. In Scarlesia's memory there was a hole behind this mansion that she could use to go outside.
“Well here's the hole!”
Scarlesia crawled into her hole, it turned out that it was true that she had immediately arrived outside the mansion. Scarlesia inhaled a breath of cold air that day, she checked her map before leaving. It turns out that the distance from the mansion to Grigori Hill is about 35 minutes on foot. Yeah, because he has no other choice now than to walk.
The road to Grigori Hill was quite quiet, there was no one passing by there. According to the rumors, on this Grigori Hill were so many beasts that no one dared to come to Grigori Hill.
“Oh so this is called Grigori Hill,” said Scarlesia who had reached the end of the road.
“Grrr grrrrrrr.
“Eh is that tiger sound?”
Scarlesia crazily looked at the left right, she also circulated her gaze to ascertain whether it was true tiger voice or not.
Srakk srakk
From behind the bush came a sound, Scarlesia's reflexes pulled out her sword just in case.
“Roaarrrrrrr!!”
A white tiger suddenly leaped towards him, it seemed like he wanted to pounce on Scarlesia.
“Oh you want to play with me?”
The two tiger eyes were very sharp looking at Scarlesia as her prey then Scarlesia kept her sword again and took a wooden twig.
“I use this only, if you use the sword later the day is even injured,” muttered Scarlesia.
“Come quickly forward here!” scarlesia's fishing rod pointed its twig at the tiger.
“Roaaarrrrrrrrr!!!!”
The tiger tried to jump again, but Scarlesia managed to hit her head with a wooden twig until her tiger was silent for a moment.
“Do you want to continue again?” scarlesia challenged the tiger.
“Roaarrr roaarrr,”
“So you want to go ahead? Okay come here,”
The tiger was challenged and repeatedly tried to pounce on Scarlesia with his fangs but always failed. He fell many times because of Scarlesia's punch, until finally the tiger relented to win.
“Do you acknowledge my abilities?”
“Roaarr,” replied the tiger.
“OK, now I will call you by the name of Kitty. Let's be friends,” said Scarlesia extending her hand to the tiger.
The happy looking tiger was called ‘Kitty’ by Scarlesia, his ferocious demeanor turned into a big cat that was so adorable. Kitty rubs herself against Scarlesia's feet like a cat.
“Kitty, will you take me up that hill?” ask Scarlesia.
“Roarrr,”
Kitty as if telling Scarlesia to sit on it, without lingering Scarlesia sat on Kitty's body. At full speed Kitty ran towards the hill, because riding Kitty he became faster up the hill.
“Loh this feeling? The same feeling that I felt when I first met Andreas, Scarlesia's inner” that suddenly an alien force regained its heart and made its heart beat fast.
Scarlesia descends from Kitty's body and tells Kitty not to follow her again. Scarlesia walked a little further up to reach her hill, when she was at her peak how shocked she was by what she saw back then.
“EEHH NAGAAA??!”