Miss Most Perfect Beauty
The True Feelings

“Hey you're a murderer! Turns out you've improved yes,” ketus Aldert suddenly just came out of nowhere.

Scarlesia spontaneously looked at the source of her voice, and she greeted Aldert with a smile.

“Oh second young master, you came again huh?” welcome Scarlesia.

Seeing Scarlesia's smile irritated Aldert, then he closed his distance to Scarlesia.

“Can you not smile at me? I don't like to see it,”

Scarlesia's expression immediately turned flat, she really disliked Aldert's overly rude attitude in saying.

“What business are you here for? Would you like to visit me?” ask Scarlesia.

“Hahaha visit? Wh-wh-what for? Instead I hope you die because a murderer like you doesn't deserve to live,”

“Oh some time ago I was dead,”

“What?!”

“Some time ago I was dead but no one was near me. Maybe because the gods loved me so I was brought back to life, Scarlesia's return confirmed the answer.

Aldert was stunned for a moment, he thought Scarlesia was joking about this.

“You mustn't be kidding me, where maybe a god loves a murderer like you,”

“I also thought that the god was wrong in making a decision but I know the god has a reason for that,”

Scarlesia served every word Aldert calmly so as not to cause a commotion because she herself was not wanting to make a fuss with anyone.

“If I can talk to a god then I will ask him not to revive you because your existence is not important at all,”

Aldert kept insulting and swearing Scarlesia to death but he endured it patiently.

“Are you here just to tell me to die? If only for that I'm sorry to go into the room first,” said Scarlesia left Aldert alone.

“T-wait! I heard you bullied Mom and Nieva as long as I wasn't around. I heard it from the two of them even you tried to kill him yesterday. Why are you so rude to them? Though I only asked you for this pavilion, what harm would it do if you took it down? Sia, it seems like you really should just die. You're very annoying to me if you're in this mansion, you better kill yourself,”

This time Aldert was very outrageous, Scarlesia's heart was so sick to hear his words containing a thousand needles that every word was raining down his heart and heart.

“WHISPER!” scarlesia shouted, fed up. “You always tell me to die, die, and die! You always say I'm a killer. If you hate me, please ignore me! I also don't need a brother like you who always kills me mentally,”

“H-hey what are you saying?”

“When Mom died, did you ever ask me if I was okay? No right? You're saying I'm a killer, but have you ever thought about how I feel about watching Mom get killed by someone else? You only know how to curse me, swear me to die,”

“So you said I bullied them both? Haha you're so funny, I'm just replying to what they've done to me. Did you know that this pavilion is the one that Mother had prepared for me? Dad gave it to me and then you just told me to give it to that woman? Hey are you crazy, huh? I'll take good care of what Mom gave me. You see that? You see that ruined portrait of Mom?”

Scarlesia pointed at her broken mother's portrait, Aldert not realizing it had been there.

“What happened? Why is Mom's portrait broken?”

“You don't know why it broke? You're more stupid than I thought. You know who broke it? It was Zaneta! That stepmother you love! So, now you understand why I'm angry? Sometimes you use your smart brain to think before you talk and act!”

Scarlesia's feelings raged, her emotions ran high, her tears that could not stop coming out and her heart that seemed to be sticking out.

“Since you've always treated me badly. You forced me to get out of my room and you gave my room to Nieva! But did you know? When I moved to a smaller room, it was cold that night but no one had provided me with a blanket! I finally got a fever tomorrow and the waiters gave me stale food and nobody cared about me. Can you imagine how much I've suffered? As for you, you always spoil Nieva when I'm your sister,”

Scarlesia spoke until her neck veins were visible, she was unable to regulate the rhythm of her breathing. While Aldert was speechless because at the moment he did not know what to say.

“Even my fiancee was taken by Nieva, but how did you respond? You're blatantly saying that Nieva is indeed more worthy of being empress than I am of this killer. You even arranged a date for Nieva with the crown prince. Hahaha I'm hurt, I'm suffering a lot, it's even more painful

than death! I was hurt, sick, crying but no one listened to me. If you hate me please ignore me as usual, don't hurt me again please. I'm tired so don't hurt me again yeah,”

There was no chance for Aldert to answer all the outpouring of Scarlesia's heart that he had been alone. Her furious rage slowly turned to guilt, her expression bent as if she wanted to say something to Scarlesia. Scarlesia's tears could not stop, she continued to flow profusely as if her entire pain was speaking.

After saying all that, Scarlesia went into her room. He slammed the door and left Aldert alone.

“And I did not want to cry, but it felt like my heart was hurting as if my soul and Sia were fused together, as if all her suffering was my suffering as well. Why do I feel like this?” she wrapped her body in a blanket.

Scarlesia remained silent in her room until night, causing her servants to worry, not only were her servants even Kitty, Andreas, and Zenon were also made to worry. Scarlesia had not eaten anything since this morning either.

“Actually what happened to Miss? Why did Miss suddenly lock herself up?” asked Erin astonished.

“I want to tell you that actually this morning Miss met with Young Master Aldert,”

Hana told them all about what she witnessed this morning, she explained it in detail without missing a single one. Erin cried to hear the story, and so did Hana who explained it with tears.

“Justify Miss says all that?”

Hana nodded. On the other hand Zenon and Andreas were saddened after knowing everything, as if the pain Scarlesia felt was piercing into them. Then Erin tried knocking again on her bedroom door but still there was no answer at all.

“Nona, if you are still awake please listen to me from here. There are facts that I have always hidden. Miss, all this time His Highness the Duke and Young Master Carlen were watching Miss from afar. I was asked to be their spy in case something happened to my Miss directly informing them. Then you need to know that during this time they both often go into Miss's room when Miss is asleep just to check your condition,” Erin explained.

The fact that Scarlesia really does not know, this is quite surprising because it is not expected that Eldrick and Carlen really love Scarlesia.

“Then you need to know about the palace doctor who poisoned Miss, it was the doctor sent by the emperor. His Highness the Duke does not know at all if the doctor will harm Miss. Then regarding your engagement to the crown prince as well as His Highness the Duke and Young Master Carlen insisted on canceling it but the emperor refused their request. All this time they've been trying to keep Miss unnoticed by many,”