Miss Most Perfect Beauty
Cry Sia!
“Ukhh... His Eminence..”.
Next to Kitty's body, Scarlesia just realized there is someone who is not foreign to her. He dispelled for a moment the chaos of his mind and walked over to the body of the girl who was leaning over. Scarlesia pulled and turned her body, apparently it was Erin who was in a terrible condition. His two eardrums were broken and bleeding, his legs were badly injured, his hands tightly hugging a box. The box was a box that Scarlesia had shown that contained her mother's necklace and relics.
“Erin, why is it like this? Who did this to you? Tell me!”
“Your Majesty, what are you talking about? Sorry, I can't hear it...” Erin said.
“Huh? Erin, you..”.
“I managed to save your valuables Your Majesty, you said at that time that this is a valuable item from your Mother. So I tried hard to save him,” Erin said pulling the corner of her lips to smile.
“You don't have to do this, you just leave this box in there. Your life is worth more than anything Erin, why are you so stupid?”
“I can't hear you Your Majesty, everything sounds quiet to me.”
Hearing that made Scarlesia's heart ache, wanting it to feel like she was healing Erin but she couldn't do it because her strength had yet to recover. All he could do at this moment was clutch Erin's body tightly.
“I'm sorry Erin.. sorry..”.
Although Erin could not hear what Scarlesia was saying, it seemed that she understood what Scarlesia was trying to convey to her.
“Your Majesty, forgive me for my Kitty getting hurt, she got like that because she saved me. Please forgive me...”
“It's okay, you don't have to blame yourself. I'm not mad at you,” replied Scarlesia.
“Yang Mulia...”.
“Ya?”
“S-I am afraid of death.. I do not want to die. I want to be with you until the end of my life, I want to see you happy. I'm afraid to die Your Majesty, I'm afraid.”.
Erin sobbed in Scarlesia's arms, her body trembling. Scarlesia tightened her embrace, there was nothing she could do now other than to give Erin some calm.
“Don't worry Erin, I won't let you die. Take it easy, you'll live for 100 years. Don't be afraid, I'm with you.”
“If I die, will you forget me? Are you going to suffer? Your Majesty, I do not wish to leave you. Please me Your Majesty...” Ogre Erin back.
“You will not die Erin, you will continue with me. I will never forget you,” Scarlesia said.
Scarlesia's voice sounded unstable, she stroked Erin's back to calm herself down so as not to be afraid anymore.
“I love you Your Majesty, I want to always be with you. I'm afraid of dying but it's too late for me now. I will leave you, I fear Your Majesty.. I ta... kut...”.
Erin's voice stopped even Scarlesia could not hear Erin's current heartbeat. The sound of her breathing also stopped completely, Scarlesia immediately took off her embrace and held Erin's body which was no longer lifeless.
“Erin... wake up Erin! Erin, awake! I beg Erin... ERIINNNN! I beg you not to go.. please open your eyes Erin...”.
Scarlesia seemed to be struck by lightning this afternoon, in just a few hours she lost the people she loved wholeheartedly. The chaos today just happened without him knowing the exact cause, not just one corpse he found because around him many other corpses were scattered and blood scattered everywhere.
“Is the world joking with me now? Haha this isn't funny. It's not funny at all,” muttered Scarlesia.
Then he touched his chest, he felt his heartbeat no longer stable and his whole body was helpless. His world was dark, he could no longer feel any emotions from within him. His soul seemed to fly out from his body, what else could make him sober at this moment? There ain't! He was hit, fell, sick, but he couldn't express it.
“I'm hurt, I'm sad, I'm hurt, but why can't I cry? Hahaha really, it feels like I want to die right now. Why is the world like this to me? What wrong? Am I guilty of living in this world?”
Scarlesia continued to mutter things that were difficult to understand, her two eyes were blank, even she could not cry for any injustice she received. Moments later, rain flushed the land and helped people to extinguish the flames that were still running through the palace. The sound of lightning blaring in the sky and lightning alternately came out with the lightning.
“Sia, it turns out you're here,” Elios said.
Finally the Scarlesia men came, they were looking for him and had just met him now. Scarlesia did not reply, she just remained silent, stunned, and fixated as she continued to mutter nonstop.
“Sia...”.
They continued to call Scarlesia, but their call was not endorsed by Scarlesia. He just sat down limp while staring down toward the ground, his body was getting drenched by the rain that was falling.
“SADAR SIA!” zenon shouted shaking Scarlesia's body.
Scarlesia blinked her eyes, she returned to her consciousness. Andreas and the others stared softly at Scarlesia, they already knew her wounds all over. They could not imagine how far Scarlesia had fallen.
“You guys... it turns out you're here. Okay, let's take care of this...”.
“Sia...”.
Zenon immediately clasped Scarlesia's body, there was nothing they could do to help Scarlesia apart from giving her a tranquil hug.
“Why? I'm it's okay. Look I can still smile, I am not sad at all,” Scarlesia said lying to her own feelings.
“Why do you have to go through all this? I know you're hurt, you're sad. Don't lie anymore Sia, don't show us your fake smile. No problem, you're okay crying, there's nothing wrong with crying. Don't push yourself anymore, cry Sia... cry..” said Zenon.
“Are you guys also going to leave me later? Will it all end up leaving me? Am I destined to live alone? I'm sad... I'm hurt.. my heart hurts... actually my life should I take it to where else?” scarlesia.
“We won't leave you, so cry. Don't put up with your pain, we'll be with you forever. No matter what happens, we will continue with you,” Zenon said.
“AAAARRHHHHH!!”
Finally Scarlesia's cry broke, no one was able to hear her cry. Under the rain he wept, full of endless pain in it, and tucked away thousands of pangs of his heart. His heart seemed to be pierced and stoned many times by thousands of sharp daggers. His life seemed to stop circling the world, his soul was shaken, his happiness vanished in the blink of an eye. What other surprises will the world give him? No one knows.
2000 Years is not a moment, the world is cruel to him, the future is like nothing in front of him. His world was dark and filled with suffering, all this time had he ever been happy? Nah! He was never happy. When he managed to achieve his happiness, one by one the reason was happily snatched away by the world. What happiness can be fought for? I don't know, for now he's just enjoying his self-destruction slowly.
“I'm tired... I want to stop.. please don't hurt me anymore....”.