Moonlight On The Sea's
Desperate Asa

Rio who was elated jerked instantly sat down, but Nindi was already invisible.

"He should be a running athlete." His words were upset while touching the former elusan Nindi.

Her lips were next to her, feeling strange and confusing. His hand feathers stood up reacting with his thoughts.

"Is this how Mara feels?" He muttered considering Summer who liked to stroke Mara's head.

But he judged at that time Mara looked like a pet that wiggled its tail. Why did it feel this way when it happened to him.

"What time is this?" He muttered as he looked at the black-colored watch that was coiling in his hand, Rio was curious how many more hours he would have to wait for Nindi to come home.

Rio so felt unable to relax, watching but mind went somewhere. Awkward themselves and agitated themselves. Sometimes he sat up, sometimes stood up, walked around the small room, then squatted down and looked at the clock a hundred times.

“Ah not very clear I.” His word.

From 18 to 22 o'clock, Rio moved somehow. Looking for a way to kill time that goes like a snail.

“Ah don't know ah!” It doesn't matter what will be done anymore.

He took the hanging jacket, put it on and left the room.

Rio turned on his motorbike and ended up stopping in front of the convenience store where Nindi worked.

He took off his helmet, leaning on his bike staring into the supermarket. It looks like Nindi is serving customers from behind the cashier table.

“Shit. Why I'm here.” He doesn't understand what's going on with him. His eyes could not be separated from the figure of a nindi that was 100 meters from his view.

Nindi who turned her head outside and realized the existence of Rio, immediately came out when the store happened to be quiet.

“Why?” Words approaching. Nindi is afraid of anything happening when she is not in her dorm.

“Gak pa pa.” Sahut Rio's.

“Not yet home.” Nindi.

“Tau.” Rio's voice is short.

Nindi raised her eyebrows and immediately went back inside after feeling nothing had happened.

Rio continued to stare at the always smiling face of Nindi talking to the person who was in front of his cashier table.

“Smiles are sweeter when eating. Moreover fitting his mouth again bloated.” Said Rio smiling amusedly.

Rio was shocked by that attitude of his, it seemed like something was wrong. Why smile when Nindi smiles.

“Well she is quite funny.” Mumbled later.

Rio spent 2 hours waiting for Nindi until she closed the shop. Nindi ran over with two cold drinks in her hand.

“Padahan wait in kosan aja. What's not new here?” Said Nindi chugging her drink. The only thing he gave to Rio.

“Gue prefers here. So ask your boss to let me work here.” Rio.

Nindi clinched and grabbed Rio's head to stroke it while he was off guard.

Rio who was down talking directly looked at Nindi.

“Udah I said don't be.” Said complaining.

Nindi chuckles away, she has new habits to enjoy. Rio's annoyed expression left an exciting impression for him. He would keep repeating to look at that expression.

Rio went straight home after delivering Nindi to his boarding house. As usual to get home he will move very quietly so as not to disturb those who are asleep.

When he stepped into his already dark house, “Abis from where?” Suddenly there was a sound from the living room.

“Haahhhh!!” Rio was shocked to hold up lifting one leg reflexively. He let out a lamp and saw Mr. Bagas sitting on the sofa.

“Paaa. Why sit dark-eight?” He stroked his chest.

“Pa I'm not allowed to drink.” Said Rio did not accept being suspected.

“Hmmm.” Mr. Bagas does not smell the drink.

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”Certain abis from where lately go home malem continue?” Said Mr. Bagas.

“Work.” Reflex.

“Work? For what?”

“Ya.. let's learn just find money.” Sahut Rio looking for an excuse.

“Hmmm.” Mr. Bagas stared intently at Rio.

“Where to work?”

“There is Pa. I'm going to sleep tired.” Said Rio fleeing to his room.

Mr. Bagas went into his room, there was Bu Ayu who was seen waking up and getting up.

“Where's Pa?” Serak.

“Rio likes to go home tonight lately.”

“Oh yes. She's home?”

“Udah. Said he was working.”

“Work? Suddenly?” Bu Ayu can't believe his lazy son is working.

“Says so.”

“Well good. Things to support. Later he payday I want to ask for a tract.” Said Bu Ayu smiling and lying back down to sleep.

*****

While the news in all the media fussed with Jenni who was rushed to the Hospital due to a drug overdose. Amidst the crowd of reporters, Yura and Harith desperately yelled to give her a way for Jenni to be put in an ambulance.

Ambulance sirens are interlocked with camera light that does not stop blinking. The look on Yura and her husband's face clearly looked very worried about their daughter's condition.

In the ambulance, Harith and Yura kept shedding tears holding Jenni's hand lying down and being given CPR by medics. Worried if they were late to save her daughter, how would their life be if they lost Jenni.

All fear and guilt torment, but only crying can be done. While looking at medics who tried to press Jenni's chest along the way to enter the IGD.

*****

Before deciding to end her life, Jenni thought if she still had a chance. For a month confined to a room just read articles and comments that insulted and cornered him. From there can be seen the opportunity to be able to fix this all is no longer there.

So did the parents who looked disappointed and less talked to him.

If he leaves the house, it means he will be the subject of an invasion of all reporters and netizens. If you have to hide in a room for the rest of your life, what does it mean.

He has no place anywhere. Anywhere whether inside the house or outside the house, it means suicide. All the things he tried half-dead to sacrifice himself, it was still not enough.

It was only a year that he felt the results of his hard work, yet it was only a year no more. This feeling was hundreds of times worse than when he had just started his career from scratch. No one will be able to accept it, even his Papa is now not as it used to be.

How does it feel to continue living in such a state of collapse? There was nothing else he could do, it felt like life was already inappropriate. Wherever it went would all label her as a cheap actress. She tried to be an actress not for that name.

Jenni drooped weakly with an empty look. Already lacking the energy to live, calling this not khilaf, Jenni took a lot of medicine from her desk and ate it all at once without water.

He sat down and laid down, allowing medicine to work to kill lives. Staring up at the ceiling with trembling eyes, the mouth was about to vomit and it was hard to breathe. His mouth continued to gape while it was hard to breathe air, it felt like something was suffocating. White foam flowed down the side of his lips. My eyes slowly closed.

Seriate…