Mr. Arrogant Vs Mrs. Salihahs
I'm without you (Alex)
Alex PoV
It feels so hard to say that to the woman I love, but I have to do it for her and my daughter. One day, when we meet again, he will know me not as a prisoner but as a father who became the first love of a princess.
"But mas ..., Aisyah can not be able to mas! How can mas?"
Aisyah kept begging that I never told her to leave, but I should be able to.
"You can, I know you're a strong woman, Leon will take care of everything! All your needs. For baby Kia, Ay ....! You can do it!"
Those words are actually for myself, I have to be strong without them. I should be able to, until we meet again.
"But promise me you'll. promise to find us again!"
"Sure ..., and you remember, I told you once, if you forget later, I will remind you, if you do not greet me, then I will greet you first ...! I'll say hi to you!"
It was the last day we met, my next days without him, without Kia, were empty.
Right now all I have is God, in every prayer and prostration I put my miss on his servant whom I love.
"Yes Allah ..., I know I have always forced you ..., but this time I ask for something different O Allah .., let me cultivate this longing for him, but do not let him grieve for this endless longing, O Allah ..., Your servant is too good for me who is a sinner, meet me again with him when the time has come ....!"
Maybe God is listening to my prayer always the same. But I hope to see him again someday, someday.
The walls of my cold room were already filled with streaks of black markers, I counted the days I had missed without them.
Every week I always ask for a new marker so I can make a mark. I've spent a year without 'Aisha'. The name that is always in my prayers.
A few months ago, Tito had actually undergone his execution, the last few months he had become so close to me.
Gus Fahmi too, he became our spiritual teacher, he ya v taught us about religion in this place.
Tito was actually so lucky, he could even prepare his own death while everyone was queuing up, not even knowing when the death would pick up.
When we are happy, we will feel if our death is still long, but one day we feel our death is so close like morning and night. But I don't know when exactly.
Tito, the man can prepare all his charity before dying. Until we were completely separated by her when the rifle shot right into her heart.
"Welcome to Tito ..., good luck friends who have been delayed, hopefully we will be found again in His heaven!"
A lot of things I've missed in this place, a year feels like a hundred years. The day became so long and the night became so silent.
Only Leon greets me every week, he sends me food and some files. He was exactly like my mother, bringing me medicine when I had a fever and asking me how I was every time I met.
"When you can go if you want to go, why take care of me!"
I do not want to continue to bother her, she did not get married because she was busy taking care of me, but if she wanted, she could control the company.
"Don't talk like that sir, only master now comes out me, if I go, where I go!" said Leon.
"You can get married and build a household, if you want, take the company, don't worry about me!"
I couldn't think of the company anymore, even I offered him to take a power of attorney over the company, I knew Leon had been looking after grandma all this time, without me or dad. He should have been the one who was more entitled to grandmother's property, not me.
"Sorry sir, I will marry you later but with your permission! Mr. Alex was already like a big brother to me, how could I get married while his brother was in this place!"
I know he has a lot of respect for me, Leon was the kid Grandma took off the street. She is so smart and understanding, she loves Grandma very much. No wonder he is so good to me now.
"How are they?"
I tried so hard not to ask that, but I couldn't. My lips and heart were so eager to ask.
"Miss Aisyah completely shut down access about them sir!"
Hehhhhhj
I sighed, disappointed. True I am very disappointed and relieved, at least no one will recognize them and know whose wife they are.
"Do I need to find out about Miss Aisyah sir?"
"Don't ..., let it go, I want them to stay safe! There are still four years to look for him!"
I don't want to make him remember me too much, he must have taken the trouble to be able to live without me, so just leave it like that.
I am sure that Allah has betrothed me to Aisha in the sky, and this iron bars will never separate us.
Every Friday Fahmi always comes to this place, I don't know what exactly he is looking for, but he always approaches me.
"How's Alex doing?"
Every time he met, he always asked me,
"I'm good!" I said, "Thank you for always coming for me, but I don't want to trouble you anymore, Tito is gone too!"
"But I told you right from the start that I came here on purpose for Alex!"
"Why did you pick me out of the many inmates here?"
"Because you are my abi student, because you are Ayesha's husband, because you are my wife's best friend's husband, because I know you, because I know you, for me that's enough reason for me to help you get closer to the creator!"
It turned out that the man who used to be called gus Fahmi was just as stubborn, that was probably what until now I felt matched with him.
As hard as I refused, he came and taught me.
Seriate
...I love you because of God, when I miss you I will leave my longing to God in every prayer...
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