
Aisyah kept all the gifts from gus fahmi except the book, she read
every time he had free time, he learned many lessons from the book.
This afternoon became the point he had to make a decision immediately, it had been three days
and then he must answer.
Previously, he had been to the boarding school to meet Nyai Sarah. He met her deliberately to ask her about her decision.
“What's son, why?” ask Him Sarah gently.
“Ummi..., do you know if yesterday Mr. Kyai came to the house to preach me?”
“Ummi know, son..., what's up? If you are not sure, you can reject it!”
“What's not pa pa?”
“If you are not sure and something makes you heavy, then pray is Istiqarah ask Allah for guidance, let Allah guide you!”
“Thanks ummi for the advice!”
“May you continue to be happy son, ummi's blessing always accompanies all decisions that will
you take!”
"Umi's speech has made Ayesha's heart calm!"
"Remember son, if the soul mate God gave was not close to Him! That means God wants you to bridge him so he knows God!"
"So umi knew?"
"Umi can only pray for the best for you, may this be a field of charity for you, remain patient and sincere then God will ease your every step!"
***
After getting advice from Nyai Sarah, Aisyah became a little calmer. It
doing as Nyai sarah asks, he performs the prayer istikharah pleads
guidance to God.
And from several times he prayed istikharah, God sent the same answer, but somehow the answer made him feel heavy.
"O Allah, I give up on all Your decisions, O Allah, if this is best for me, then I will try to be sincere!" Aisyah ended her prayer, there was Nino's face in each of her prayers. He could not be happy on the suffering of his sister, if the healing could be worked out, then Aisyah tried hard to take it even though it would be very heavy later.
***
This afternoon Aisyah was preparing to meet someone, she was wearing her usual clothes with a hijab that was not too long and a pink shirt, so fitting on Aisyah's body, she said, although loose but does not cover the charm of an Aisyah, soft and character.
Miss Santi was already sitting in front of the tv staring at Aisyah expectantly. He made the TV light up but there was no desire to watch it, as his feelings of Santi's mother were as swollen as Aisyah.
"Mom ...., Ayesha left first!" aisha said while kissing her mother's hand.
“Nak..., I just hope you can make a decision wisely, think
your sister, she will be able to live a normal life after this!”
“Aisyah knows ma'am, pray Ayesha ma'am! Hopefully the decision that Aisyah takes is the best decision!”
“Definitely! son, hurry up and go! I know you're an adult to be able to take
right decision!”
Aisyah stood up from her seat, she immediately took the bag and the map. He restores
his game.
“Assalamualaikum, mom!”
“waalaikum greetings!”
want to stop the time at that time so that there is no burdensome decision for him.
If only he could choose to be a child who could only play and cry because of the toys he would choose to remain
being small.
It turned out that being an adult was hard, he had to pretend to laugh even though his heart was crying,
he must be accustomed to the word let, yes, and not pa pa pa…
Big events can always make a person mature quickly. They cannot escape, they cannot fight.
They could only embrace all the sadness, hugging it tightly. That's how it is when
this is what must be done by Aisyah, she must make peace with grief and
acquiesce.
Aisyah's steps stopped at the end
that garden, he stared at the vastness of the garden which had made him feel that claustrophobic. It
exhaling her breath was rough like she was trying to get it all out
problems in his life.
His eyes looked at the figure that was
standing behind him, he stood so haughtily, though not
looking at his face, he could recognize that he was the person he was looking for when he was
these.
Aisyah started to move
his feet, so slow that even the grass was unable to sway because of exposure
his feet, his hesitant steps. Until his steps stopped right behind
that guy's.
“Assalamualaikum sir Alex!” courtesies
Aisyah, the nodding man immediately turned to the source of the voice, he took off his glasses
black covered his eyes and grasped them.
“I don't think it's coming!”
alex said with a smile.
“i'm definitely coming!”
“goodbye ..!”
They were silent for a moment, Aisyah
step his feet back until they stand lined up, even if in fact
aisyah was so nervous about facing the arrogant man but should not back down.
“How?’ ask Alex to Aisyah.
. Seriate
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