
Until midnight even Nisa has not slept, there is a sense that is still very stuck in her.
Even to write something he couldn't, his mind was not fine.
"That's thirsty!" his throat was dry, he was holding his neck open. Immediately she sambar instant hijab that she just put next to her pillow.
He also took the empty glass that was inside on the nightstand. Wearing the sandals under his bed, the lamp he had initially turned off now he turned on again.
Nisa also chose to leave her room.
"Astaghfirullah azim thing!" Nisa was so surprised when she came out of the room because she found Gus Raka who was asleep in front of her room.
Nisa held onto her chest and reverted back.
Gus Raka was no less surprised he woke up from his sleep.
"Sisa forgive me!" Gus Raka immediately woke up and stood up with reddened eyes because he had just fallen asleep and had to wake up again.
Nisa asks why Gus Raka is in front of her room.
"Mas Raka why in front of Nisa's room?"
Gus Raka also looked confused when he wanted to answer it but then Gus Raka also chose to tidy up the mat in front of Nisa's room.
"Sorry Nisa Actually I'm too worried, sorry if this bothers you! I'll leave later if you're asleep again and lock the room from the inside! I'll sleep back here!"
Nisa was speechless she did not know what to answer at this moment, she felt her throat getting drier.
"I'm thirsty, I'll drink a pot!" he said then Nisa smiled and then walked away from Gus Raka who was still standing in his place.
Nisa filled her empty glass with water and sat on the chair in the dining room.
"Mas, Nisa wants to talk!"
Hearing Nisa's words, Gus Raka put his mat back next to the small table beside Nisa's room door.
Gus Raka also began to approach him and sit in the chair in front of Nisa, they were only attached to a dining table that was not too big.
"I'm sorry!" again Gus Raka apologized, he did feel so wrong because he slept in front of nisa's room without asking permission first.
"Mas, it really doesn't need to be like this! Mas Raka would be sick if sleeping here without such a pedestal, Nisa really does not want to bother Raka mas!"
Gus Raka lowered his head, then again he lifted his head after sighing heavily, saying,
" I don't feel bothered by this, it's my responsibility!"
Nisa fell silent and thought for a moment to take the glass that was filled with water on the table and gulp it down to half.
After putting back his glass, he looked back at Gus Raka.
"Nisa is not the responsibility of Raka! Nisa is not Raka's wife, Nisa is Leon's wife, Mas Raka should understand that!"
Like a big blow to Gus Raka's body, his eyes that had been reddened by drowsiness were now reddened by drowsiness but now reddened by holding back his tears so as not to bleat.
"I'm sorry if I get too involved in your business! Nisa I really don't mean anything!" Gus Raka stood up from his seat and left Nisa.
Nisa was still dumbfounded and staring at my back greedy in her heart she also felt pain from saying that, really she felt comfortable with the attention given by Gus Raka.
But that comfort even made him even more sick somehow the feeling he was experiencing at this time.
The children in his stomach if close to Gus Raka are also calm.
Nisa rubbed her stomach that felt a few times kicking,
"I'm sorry Mom, I really don't know what your next life is like! May God give you the best path for you! Pray for mom!" his hand continued to rub his belly which continued to move like he was reluctant to stay still.
His eyes were still staring at Gus Raka who was no longer visible. Nisa also chose to return to the room and lock the door from the inside like what Gus Raka said.
Her eyes were still reluctant to be closed, getting used to sleeping with her husband hugging her made it difficult to sleep since her husband left.
Because he found it difficult to sleep, he chose to take a flat object on the nightstand beside his bed, open the gallery and see photos of his memories together with his husband.
His cheeks were now wet with tears, as hard as he could hold it still if himself the fake smile he always showed his friends vanished and changed with tears.
There was guilt in her husband not even a hundred days left her but her heart felt different when she approached with Gus Raka.
It felt like a betrayal, she felt like she had betrayed her husband's love, the guilt always grew when she was close to Gus Raka.
" I'm sorry, you must be very disappointed with me, this is not what I want!"
"I'm sorry!"
Always an apology in his lips.
After being satisfied to see a photo of memories with her husband nisa also moved from the bed to take a dress commonly worn by the husband. She knew her husband had only a few clothes.
It is not difficult to find the beloved clothes of the husband.
This time Nisa sleeps while hugging the clothes of the husband to feel the scent of the body of the husband that is still attached to the shirt, smelling the scent of perfume commonly used by the husband.
The scent of perfume reminds him of someone.
Deg
His heartbeat returned as if struck while inhaling the scent that the person thought in the person he had in mind was Gus Raka.
"Why him?"
***
This morning Nisa looked lethargic, she was already sitting at her desk and slapping her head on the table.
"It hurts Nis?" Asna who just came immediately approached Nisa and shifted the plastic chair that was beside Nisa. Nisa had already raised her head and picked up the mineral water in the bottle she had accidentally brought from home and gulped it down to reduce her drowsiness.
"I can't sleep all night!" nisa said after closing the bottle.
"Mas Raka still lives in your house?" Nisa is accustomed to the story of everything to Asna, in addition to Asna usually Nisa also tells her brother, doctor Reza.
Nisa nodded her head. "Mas Raka today also want to come here, today I'm checking the pregnancy schedule! Though I have banned it but Raka mas still force!"
"Mas Raka is so considerate! He really is my heart's dream!" Asna closed her eyes while crossing her arms in front of her chest like she was hugging Gus Raka.
Nisa frowned, she recalled Gus Raka's words while in the mosque yesterday.
"Na, have you ever talked to Raka?"
"Yes, we talked yesterday too!"
"That's not what I mean! I mean it's you talking to Raka, talking from heart to heart!"
"Peneeen! But when!?"
So it's not Asna, then who?
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