My Bodyguard My Obsession
Not Having Memories

"Friends???" Ask Ethan.

"Yes, friends... From now on we are friends, except when in front of the other bodyguards...!! Whyyy??? You don't want to be friends with me???" Ask Leona.

"Why friends???"

"Oh come on, Ethan... What's wrong with you??? Is there something wrong with being friends??? Kaia and I were friends when she worked with me... We're friends, aren't we??? I feel good about you, and I'm sure you're a good friend.. "

Ethan stared at Leona confusedly. But he saw sincerity in the woman's eyes. Ethan returns Leona's hand. "We're good friends... "

Leona's smile immediately adorned her beautiful face. "Thanks Ethan's..... From now on we're friends, so don't be shy anymore... Be formal in front of the others, but when there are only the two of us and Kaia, be casual.. "

Ethan nodded his head. She did not expect that Leona would be this relaxed and invite her to be friends.

Ethan takes the fish and sticks it into the log to make it easy to hold and when we turn back when burned. After everything is done, Ethan takes a brush and smears the surface of the fish with the seasoning he made. Then burn them one by one.

"I'm curious about the taste... " Say Leona, holding a wooden object that was planted with fish and burning it in the fire.

"It tastes so good, sweet and savory... You must be addicted.. " Ethan immediately shut his mouth realizing that he was still used to using formal calls on Leona.

Leona stared at Ethan. And the man immediately corrected his words. It made Leona laugh. I realized that Ethan was not used to it. "Start trying from now on... "

"Sorry.. "

"It's okay... Oh yes, from your CV I see you used to go to college but why don't you use your knowledge in the same field but instead choose to become a barista... Far away.. And you took business science.. How strange.. "

"I've been working in that coffee shop for a long time, when I was in college, and I felt comfortable there so even after graduation I still didn't budge from there, and yesterday when I tried to find a job in a business like an office, they didn't accept me.. " Answer Ethan.

Leona smiled. Ethan's true acceptance is because of his actions, he's the one who sent his people to prevent Ethan from getting a job so Ethan can work with him himself. "And now your fortune is with me.. " Switch Leona. "But what do you think of working with me???? Are you happy or just the opposite because you have no other job choice???" Leona asked as she flipped the fish she was holding.

"It's nice that I got the job eventually, because I really need money to support my life, I also have a big responsibility that I have to keep doing, in addition to my own life, I also have a big responsibility, I also have to send money to the orphanage where I grew up, I have promised to set aside some of my money for them as an expression of my gratitude to those who have taken very good care of me and given her love to me during my stay there..." Ethan said.

"You still thinking about them???"

Ethan nodded his head. "They are my top priority, and I feel I'm responsible for my entire life to them.. "

"Wooow...!! You're really amazing... At a time like this you're still thinking about it.. "

Ethan flips the fish in his arms and looks at Leona with a charming smile. "What can an orphan like myself do besides return the favor of those who have contributed to my life, if you have parents for you to love, is different from me, my priority is where I grew up.. "

"That's absolutely right...!! And I'm sure they're very proud of you, too, because you're very attentive to them... Your relationship with them must also be very good.. Aye right???"

Ethan nodded. His relationship with his caretakers in the orphanage was very good and awake until now. "But I haven't been there for a long time, they often ask me when I can come because the kids miss me so much.. "

"Why not go there???"

"I don't have time.... I also miss them all very much.. "

"How about tomorrow we go to Portland, and take a walk... How's it???" Ask Leona.

"You want to go there???" Ethan did not believe it.

Leona nodded her head. "Yes, I want to go to the orphanage... I used to go with Papa a lot, but ever since I went to high school until now, I've never been to an orphanage... If you agree, I will contact Kaia to buy a lot of toys, books and other necessities to give to the children.. You want to take me there???"

"But...???"

"Oh come on Ethan, we're not doing anything here, there's no harm in having fun with the kids...."

"Alright if that's what you want... "

Smile. Leona was engaged, and she immediately contacted Kaia to buy a lot of toys, books and school supplies for the children, as well as deliver groceries. Leona asked about how many children were there at the moment, to make sure everything was out. Including the needs of toddler children such as diapers, milk and baby food.

After talking to Kaia, Leona again picked up the fish and burned it again in the embers. "All will be in order tomorrow and the day after tomorrow we're going to Portland.. " Said Leona.

"Is all that not excessive!???" ask Ethan.

"What's overrated, I want to help and it must be really nice to meet a lot of kids.. Oh yeah, you haven't answered that question.. "

"Are you happy to work with me??? And how did you feel while working with me???"

"I replied that I was happy to get another job.. "

"Then what do you feel when you work with me??? Upset, tired or ordinary???" ask Leona again. "Honestly, you must hate me so much huh???"

"That's right, you're so annoying, and powerful.... I hate you so much, you lock me up in your apartment, and I'm like a fool who has to always follow my will, imagining working with someone like you would be really annoying, but I have no other choice.. But it turns out you're a good person, and not as thick as before.. I don't know why you're acting like that, it makes me think badly of you when you're actually a good person.. "

Leona laughed out loud hearing Ethan's confession and of course she had guessed it. "I'm sorry for my attitude, I'm like that, I don't like it when people argue with me, it happens until now, and seeing you like that, I'm getting intrigued to prank you.. Haha... "

"" I don't know what your motivation is to act like that.. " Murm Ethan.

All the fish were finally burned. And Leona and Ethan start eating it. Leona took a little fish meat and ate it. During the burn it was very fragrant. And it also tastes really good. "Enak... Gee whiz... Why had I not thought of making condiments like this before. . " Said Leona.

"You can spend it all if you want to hehehe.. "

"And I'll have trouble sleeping later because we're full, we'll have to spend it both.. " Leona looked at Ethan's handsome face as the man was eating. I don't know why he feels so comfortable with Ethan. This man made his mood improve.

"If you may know, why was yesterday when you left the office, you looked so upset and asked to be dropped in here???" Ethan asked suddenly.

"Mama came to the office and made a mess with me, which is why I decided to leave and not go home for the next few days.. "

"You look so hateful to your Mom, did your parents treat you that badly???"

Leona nodded. "Only Mama, but not with Papa, I love her very much and she always supported me, but another with Mama who always forced her will to obey her..!" Leona throws a smile and tells Ethan about her family. At this time his Papa is sick, and should not be much activity so that his Papa should spend his time at home alone. For the past few years his Papa was sick, during which time Leona was burdened to take care of the company owned by her family in place of her Papa. Her papa doesn't actually ask Leona to take care of the company and wants Leona to do what she likes. But unlike her Mama who obliges Leona to enter the company and replace her Papa under the pretext of not believing in others to take care of it so that family members must stay in and take care of it.

From then on Leona's life changed, she was distressed by what she was doing, but she tried her best to keep what Papa had been doing all along. Although heavy but Leona still works well, and it brings great results where at his young age, he managed to develop his parent company very well.

All the more difficult as her Mama continues to interfere and always encourages Leona to be close to the rich men who become leaders of big companies. It makes Leona more uncomfortable and always rebellious.

"Why feel uncomfortable??? Isn't that great, if your mom introduces you to the great people who own the company???" Ask Ethan.

Leona chuckles. "Do you think I'm interested in them??? Hahahah not at all, sometimes they are 40 years old, sometimes there are 30 but can not be anything other than to take advantage of his wealth, they also like to play women, sometimes there are 30, besides they don't have a good commitment other than just being able to play women's hearts, and I've never been interested in anything like that at all.. "

"What are you looking for???" Ask Ethan again.

"Like you.. " Answer Leona answered briefly.

Upon hearing that, Ethan immediately choked and coughed. While Leona fides to find Ethan's expression. And he said that if he was just joking.

"Your flirting is not very funny.. " Gerrick Ethan and he drank his cold coffee.

"Why do you ask like that.. " Said Leona.

"Something wrong with my question???? I'm just asking what kind of men you want if you reject those your Mama has chosen.. "

"I don't know, and I haven't thought about it yet, I just want to enjoy my life with fun, and I'm sure I'll get it later.. Now I just want to have fun, and I'm lazy to have to deal with Mama.. "

"I don't know what it's like to have parents, I think it's so much fun but it turns out to you it doesn't really mean much... It seems that you don't like your mom very much... "

"I always hoped that no one would have a Mom like my Mom, she was so annoying, stubborn and forced... But don't you remember your parents at all??? You really have no memories with them???" Ask Leona.

"I don't know, don't remember at all.... And never have I heard of my wonderful childhood story or not, other than when I was living in an orphanage... How my parents too I don't know.. Because my parents also have no family, it is very difficult to get information about them. There are no memories left of them, but once in a while I used to visit their graves..."

"You must miss them so much???"

"I don't know how to use the word miss myself, I don't have their photos, and I just have an old photo of their identification card that the police found, then when I understood enough, my caretaker gave it to you, and it was bad... So how can I miss them, not even one memory I have.. And what I do when I look at their nights is why the world is so cruel to me, why the two must be taken away by fate, and leave me alone, suffering because I have no memories of my parents.. "

"Does that mean you blame God????" Ask Leona.

Ethan smiled wryly. "Sometimes I blame God, because my destiny is written so badly.... But what I can do, what is in this world belongs to God, he has power over everything, no matter how great we are, we cannot stop the fate that he has written even while we are still in the womb.. " Tell Ethan sadly. His destiny is so bad that he often blames his destiny. Living alone without a parent since childhood is very painful for a child his age. But in the end he tried to accept and live his life well even though the road was full of pebbles and thorns that always made him hurt when trying to walk.

"But even so, you must have asked God for something, right????" Ask Leona again.

"When I was a child I always hoped that God could bring my parents back to me, and I would be happy, but the older I got, the more I realized that it would never happen.. It's probably only 0 percent hahaha.. There's no way my parents will live the song, even they've become bones now.. Even if reincarnation does exist, in the end that person is still not my parents... " Ethan laughs even though his heart is so painful when it comes to his parents.