My Bodyguard My Obsession
The Ghost of Guilt

Leona had just been from the kitchen taking drinking water for her Papa, she had not slept yet because she was still discussing work with Kaia in her room. Leona opened the door of the guest room where her Papa was currently resting. Leona was surprised to find that her Papa had not slept. "Papa...???? How come you haven't slept????" Leona asked as she approached her Papa.

Leona put a glass of water on the table next to the bed. He frowned at seeing his Papa like a frightened person, gasping and breaking out in cold sweat on his forehead. Leona sat next to her Papa who looked frightened. "Papa why???? Papa's okay, right???" Leona asked who looked panicked. Leona picked up the glass she had put down and gave it to her Papa. "Papa drink first...!!" Leona orders Papa to help her drink.

Mr. Haidee drank some water from Leona and took a breath and sighed. He tried to calm himself. The dream really always bothers her if it comes. Dreams and events are the same as before.

"Why are you okay, right???" Ask Leona again.

Master Haidee threw her smile and rubbed Leona's head gently. "Papa was fine, just a nightmare... "

"Nightmare???? What dream???" Ask Leona curiously.

"It's nothing baby, it's just a nightmare, it's common.. " Mister Haidee lied. He and his wife had kept meetings all those years ago and at that time Leona was a child, about 5 years old and Leona never remembered that either, maybe because his childhood memories weren't good enough. So that the incident also did not have much impact on Leona's life.

"Papa lied....!!! Leona is not a child that Papa can lie to, Papa why??? Being honest with Leona, Papa was so scared.. Whyyy??? Pa's story??? Maybe Leona can help Papa..!"

Master Haidee just smiled. "It's okay, Papa is just a nightmare, you can calm down.. Maybe Papa didn't pray when he was going to sleep, so it was a nightmare!"

"Papa sure???" Leona asked to make sure again.

"Dear, Papa was just a nightmare. You just go back to the room and rest, it's late, Papa also wants to sleep again, Thank you for the water.. "

"Leona won't leave before Papa sleeps again, lie down, Leona will accompany Papa. "

"Did you think Papa was a child??? Papa can sleep alone without having to be accompanied.. "

"No...!!! I'm not leaving before Papa goes to sleep..!" Leona helps her Papa lie down again and covers her and sits next to her waiting for her to sleep again. Leona remembers her childhood Papa always waiting for her to sleep and then leave her in her own room. It is now her turn to accompany her Papa to sleep. Moreover, his Papa rarely stayed in his apartment. Leona wanted her Papa to feel comfortable in her residence. His papa every day must also experience tremendous bath pressure because of his Mama's behavior, so his Papa must also need entertainment and also need to calm the mind for now.

Mr. Haidee could not resist Leona's wishes. He lay down and closed his eyes to go back to sleep. Although she was actually reluctant to sleep again but she had to make Leona feel calm and leave her alone.

Every time he finished that dream, Mr. Haidee was always in the shadow of overwhelming fear, fear mixed with guilt. He had helped his wife cover up a great crime concerning the lives of innocent people. He remembered how the boy's cry was, and how his parents were in an accident, severely injured and dead. Even after that incident, his wife had absolutely no sense of pity and regret even to this day. Madam Haidee was always acting ordinary as if nothing had ever happened.

But Mr. Haidee was always at the mercy of guilt leaving those people behind. Even since that incident, he had actually been trying to cover his ears and eyes. It was too horrible to remember. Not forgetting but he always remembered even his memories were so detailed regarding everything, making him even more tormented every time.

At the beginning of the incident, he had heard that there were two people who died and it was a married couple. They had to separate from their five-year-old son. Mr. Haidee was afraid and he was no longer brave and could hear about the news of the accident, even at this time he also did not know how the little boy who might now also be the same age as Leona. He always wished the child to grow up and be in good health, as well as to have a good life after losing both of his parents. And hope that the child still has a family to take care of him.

In the last few years he tried to find out how the boy was doing now but he did not know any info and did not dare to tell anyone. He was just trying to find it himself but the result was nil.

Leona looked at her Papa who had closed her eyes. He could still see there was fear there, not knowing what his Papa was afraid of. Is it true that his Papa was indeed having nightmares or there is something else that makes his Papa so scared and panicked that he even broke out in cold sweat. Leona loves her Papa very much and wants to always be happy. Leona hopes her Papa comes here not because there is a problem with her Mama but purely because he wants to meet her to give up longing. His papa has been made to suffer too much by his mother, and what a child wants if he does not see his parents happy. Leona hoped that Papa was just having a bad dream.

Leona waited more than half an hour and confirmed that her Papa was completely slumbering. He then moved up and arranged his Papa blanket. Mr. Haidee's breathing is regular and even a slow snoring sound is heard. Leona smiled then turned off the sleeping lights and went out to her room. Wish her Papa no longer had nightmares.

Leona climbed the stairs and headed for her room. When entering he saw Kaia still lying face down staring at the laptop in front of him. Kaia turned her eyes when Leona entered. "Old Na????" Ask Kaia.

"I went to Papa's room and found him like a frightened man.. * Leona replied while sitting next to Kaia.

" Frightened???? Why why???" Kaia asked curiously.

"I don't know, but Papa says he's a nightmare. Actually I don't believe it just like that, I'm just worried that Papa came here because there is a problem with Mama, I'm afraid Papa becomes sad, then here.. "

"Maybe he came because he missed you, and it was just a normal nightmare, you don't worry about anything, earlier I tried to contact your house people, they didn't hear any quarrels between your parents, they didn't hear any quarrels, Your mom has been out of town since yesterday.. Everything's fine, your Papa must be just lonely, that's why he came here.. "

"Hopefully... " Switch Leona. He grabbed the phone that was on the table and checked the short message app. He checks Ethan and Gemma's chat history. And it turns out from there he learns that Ethan is going home to Gemma's flat. Ethan's staying tonight. Again Leona's chest felt tight to see what was in front of her eyes. His love is not welcome and every day he is faced with this painful condition. Leona placed the phone limply in front of her.

Kaia glanced at her best friend. Leona's face brackets and looks sad.Kaia can guess what Leona just saw on the phone. And that must be because Leona read Ethan and Gemma's message. "If you're always moody with every cell phone, you better throw it away.." Kaia Ejek. "If you are not with what is in front of you as well as what is in your heart, better stop monitoring their activities, because it will only cause heartache... " Subsequently Kaia.

Leona glanced, looking at her best friend in silence. "If I hadn't checked on her I wouldn't have known the extent of their relationship!" Leona muttered.

"Yes, if it is like that, don't be sad and hurt.. You have to be mentally prepared to accept all that, they are lovers, it is natural to admire each other and live in the place of their partners, lovers are free to do anything they want.. You have to hold back your feelings, if you are not ready, don't keep checking every day.. " Kaia.

"Shut up...!" Leona's grouse began to be irritated by the words of her best friend. "Kai....???? What should I do to get them to split up and dismantle Gemma's evil???" Ask Leona.

"Definitely! yes, you can't destroy it without having accurate evidence, because Ethan can be very angry with you later, and if you want to dismantle it, you have to think carefully about what to do, what is clear is that you have to trap him" said Kaia.

"How's it going????" Ask Leona.

"Yes, that, we have to think about it well, make a batman trap to keep Gemma from twitching in front of Ethan... "