My Boyfriend Having Affairs
4. Choices
“ Nest, you go to the car first. Shooting is soon finished.” Ji Eun threw the car keys at me. Looks like Ji Eun knows that Soo Ah's manager is after me.
I pretended not to see her and left Ji Eun and Soo Ah's manager.
“ I shouldn't have come here.” Mumbles.
I saw Kangjun from far away through the car window. He was still busy filming for the final scene. I threw my body in the front seat of the car and checked on Hye Sun. I don't know why I'm so curious about the situation right now. How could he live with such a lie. I see him very happy in every post with Seokjin. Seokjin loves Hye Sun very much. In my mind, I asked a question, what is the interesting thing in Hye Sun that can make men like Myung Soo and Seokjin hooked on her.
Myung Soo is not as rich as Seokjin. Because Seokjin was born as a child of a rich man. While Myung Soo can be enough because of his hard work so far. He has an apartment in his own name. He used to hope that someday he could live in the apartment with Hye Sun. But all his hopes are shattered when Seokjin comes into the lives of the two of them.
Seokjin falls in love at first sight with Hye Sun. At that time Hye Sun was on duty for an audit to the branch restaurant. There he happens to meet Seokjin who is eating together with his friends. Then boldly Seokjin asked for Hye Sun's parent number and strangely Seokjin immediately said if he wanted to propose to Hye Sun.
Hye Sun who initially balked at it finally agreed because Hye Sun's mother threatened to kill herself. The ordinary Hye Sun family was far below quite like getting a lottery. And ever since Hye Sun married Seokjin, her family has been far from hard. They even gave him an apartment. Myung Soo who can only promise a happiness for Hye Sun is of course rejected outright by them.
After becoming Seokjin's wife, Hye Sun quit her job. He did not have time to say goodbye to Myung Soo, because Myung Soo deliberately avoided him. But it is very clear if Myung Soo feels heartache. Only a few of Hye Sun's friends came to her wedding reception. And I was among those who didn't come, because I was with Myung Soo at the time.
He got sick from stress. Her weight also dropped very drastically back then, and I couldn't just ignore it.
Flashbacks
“ Eat a little.” I offered a bowl of mussel porridge to Myung Soo but he refused it.
“ I want to be alone, you go home.” Myung Soo covered himself with a blanket.
“ Want to see when you're like this?! You want to die?!”
He's still quiet.
“ You are hurt with someone who is happy right now. You risked your life for a woman who went with someone else?!”
“ Go..”
“ If he really likes you. He'll choose you somehow. Not just give up!”
“ Know what you're about him? Know what you are about this feeling!!” Myung Soo finally got up and stood right in front of me.
“ Feelings?? You asked about feelings?? You wanna know? I liked you long before you knew Hye Sun. I like you, keep liking you even though you always tell me about Hye Sun. How much you love him. And.seems like you know if I like you. But you'd rather pretend you don't know.” My tears dripped, Myung Soo's hand that wanted to wipe my tears.
“ That's not what I meant. I already consider you like my own best friend. I just don't want to lose a friend like you. You know we've been together over ten years.”
“ Friend? There is no such thing as friendship between a woman and a man.”
“ I had liked you at that time, but I was afraid that if our relationship did not go well, we became enemies.”
I was stuck hearing Myung Soo's confession back then.
“ Don't reason. I'll go, whether you want to eat this porridge or not. Wants to rise or fall. It's all in your hands.”
I left Myung Soo still frozen in his place. Then a few weeks later I didn't know if I and Myung Soo decided to go on a date. And because of my great love for him. I promise to heal the wounds in his heart.
Flashback end
“ Looks like you're a dreamy hobby huh?” kangjun's voice coming from behind surprised me.
“ Since when did you arrive here? Then Ji Eun??”
“ Five minutes ago I was here. I called you but you didn't answer.”
“ Ji Eun is having business with the director, soon she will be back.”
“ Oh..”
“ I want to apologize to you.”
“ Heh?! For what?”
“ I overheard your conversation with Ji Eun while leaving earlier. At first I woke up because my sleeping position was uncomfortable. But you guys were busy talking, so I decided to pretend to sleep.”
I'm silent.
“ Your boyfriend who got pregnant with his ex-girlfriend??” Ask carefully.
I'm nodding.
“ Basic man be**ngsek.” Kangjun turned his back to the beach and I just smiled.
“ Thanks.” I said to Kangjun but he looked confused.
“ Then you will marry him?”
“ I haven't received it.”
“ Oh..”
“ Why?”
“ It's okay. Just curious.”
Because there was a chance I ventured to ask about Soo Ah to Kangjun.
“ Kangjun-ah?! What do you think of Soo Ah?”
“ Soo Ah?? Why suddenly ask Soo Ah.”
“ Ehmm just wanted to know. He seems to like you.”
Kangjun laughs.
“ How yes? I think he's normal. Nothing special about him caught my attention.”
“ But she's beautiful right?”
“ I must admit she's beautiful, but she's not attractive.”
I'm silent.
“ After all there is someone I have liked for a long time.”
I reflexively looked back and was very excited to find out who the woman Kangjun liked. I wish it was Ji Eun. I think they both fit.
“ Who?? I know him not?”
“ What the hell? How to be excited.” Kangjun smiled shyly.
Before Kangjun replied, Ji Eun came in with a sour face.
“ I really hate Soo Ah!” said Ji Eun.
“ What's wrong?” I whispered to Ji Eun.
“ You know, right? Scene in the house. Said he wanted to retake his picture because he looked so ugly.”
“ Then how?” Kangjun turned very serious.
“ Looks like only you can persuade Soo Ah.” Ji Eun said.
“ If he wants to take his picture again, we can go home in the morning because of one person. And the rest of the crew also look very tired.”
Kangjun was seen thinking for a moment and got off in the car.
“ You guys wait a minute, I'll persuade him that we don't have to shoot anymore.” Kangjun said through the window next to me.
Her hair that was exposed to the wind made the smell of shampoo smelled by me.
“ Please yes Kangjun-ssi!”
I saw Kangjun walking towards Soo Ah. Kangjun has indeed changed, he is now a gentle man in charge. I'm sure he persuaded Soo Ah for not wanting to see Ji Eun suffer. Kangjun must like Ji Eun, I'm sure.
Kangjun seemed to be talking to Soo Ah. Soo Ah thrusts her phone at Kangjun, maybe he asks for Kangjun's number. Then he stared at our car at a glance and then typed something on Soo Ah's phone. It appears that Kangjun's lazy expression gave his number.
“ If for example Kangjun likes you how?” Ji Eun who was drinking suddenly sprayed water on my face.
“ Such questions?”
“ Can eg?!”
“ There's no way he likes me. If so, I've been dating him for a long time.”
Ji Eun N seems embarrassed by my current question.
“ Try to remember how many times Kangjun Seemed to you. Often or sometimes.”
“ But right!?”
“ I just asked him about Soo Ah. Then he replied that he had liked someone for a long time. Could be you, right? have you ever seen him hook up with a woman?”
Ji Eun shook her head.
“ Let's go home everything?!!” Kangjun directly got into the car in relief.
“ Kangjun-ah. Can we switch positions.”
“ Wae?”
“ Looks like I'm dizzy sitting in front.”
“ Yes already here sit with me.”
“ Where can it be?”
“ But Hive, where there is a seleb sitting in front.”
“ Yes Yes you are sitting here.” said Kangjun directly out of the car.
I got out of the car and winked at Ji Eun hoping that their relationship would be closer.
“ You're dizzy why the hell?” Kangjun gently ruffled my hair, Ji Eun looked at me from the steering chair.
“ I used to ride the bus because.” Reply origin.
“ Looks like he's already planned this.” Kangjun said as he closed the car door violently. I felt offended that I intended to bring the two of them closer together.
“ Why indeed?” Ask Ji Eun.
“ Soo Ah asks for my number and tomorrow she invites me to dinner. Isn't it like it was planned before.”
Turns out I was wrong.
“ Then you agreed?” ask Ji Eun.
“ Otherwise we'll all be here all night. I don't know why we have to comply with the request.”
Kangjun sighed, I have already started pretending to be asleep. So that the two of them could chat even deeper.
“ You know lover Sarang?” Ask Kangjun suddenly.
“ How to ask about Myung Soo?” My inner.
“ Recognize, Sarang often tells it. But I rarely met Myung Soo because he rarely went to our boarding house.”
“ I already know if it turns out to be a depraved Nest lover.”
“ Then..”
“ It's okay.”
Not long after the atmosphere became quiet. Kangjun seemed to be asleep, as well as me. These eyes become heavy. Pretending to sleep is hard.
"I'm sorry Ji Eun can't keep you driving" I said in my heart.
Kangjun decided to drive the two of us first because going to the agency building would take a long time. I saw Myung Soo waiting for me at the minimarket like I asked.
Not wanting to make things more complicated I finally got down before Myung Soo realized I was coming home with Kangjun.
“ You're really waiting for me?” I asked Myung Soo.
He smiled and sipped a bottle of mineral water. But he looked pale, his face was not as bright as when I saw him this morning.
“ You sick?” I put the back of my hand on Myung Soo's forehead, and it's really hot.
“ You're okay, right?” I asked to confirm Myung Soo's condition. But he did not answer and fainted in front of me.
“ ANYONE HELP ME!!” I screamed out hoping someone would help me. Then Kangjun and Ji Eun appear from a distance who just got off the car.
Kangjun helped me to bring Myung Soo to the hospital. Then I, Ji Eun and Kangjun went straight to the hospital to check on Myung Soo.
I went straight to the administration right after I arrived. But Kangjun said that he would take care of her, so I could accompany Myung Soo.
After a long wait, the doctor said that Myung Soo only had a fever.
Suddenly my heart is weakened. My hatred for Myung Soo faded when I saw him on the infusion and lying weakly on the bed. Just like he lost Hye Sun.
“ You guys go home, tomorrow there is still work right?”
“ Are you okay if you're alone here?” Ask Kangjun worriedly.
I'm nodding.
“ Please take Ji Eun home ya.” I said to Kangjun.
“ If there is anything contact me. Don't let it not.” Kangjun this time stroking my hair makes me feel bad for Ji Eun.
“ Iya-iyaa..” I encourage Ji Eun and Kangjun to leave quickly because the day is getting late.
I entered the room where Myung Soo was being treated. Her hands were so cold, then I rubbed them with my hands hoping to warm them up. I looked at his face so closely. I don't know what I feel, I'm confused by this feeling. Or do I still love him?
Then I gently rubbed her hair and smoothed it with my fingers.
“ Did you suffer so much?” lirih.
***
I feel like I'm sleeping in my room with a soft bed. My eyes were reluctant to open, I wanted to enjoy this atmosphere. It felt so comfortable, but the smell of medicine made me feel sober if I was in the hospital with Myung Soo from last night. When I opened my eyes, Myung Soo was already beside me, sleeping with my arms under my head as my sleeping pillow. To my surprise I found it hard to balance my body…
BRUCK!!!
I fell out of bed to wake Myung Soo up.
“ Hive-ah?? Gwenchana?!” Myung Soo was no less surprised to see me under his bed.
“Hemm.. yesaa, I'm fine.” Although my back hurt enough from the fall.
“ Why can I be in bed?” my many.
“ I saw you sleeping next to me. I thought it made you very uncomfortable, so I lifted you up on the bed.”
“ Are you better?” I see Myung Soo has looked better than last night.
He's nodding.
“ When can I go home?” Ask Myung Soo.
“ I'll ask the doctor first.”
Myung Soo pulled my arm, holding me back from leaving. I stared at his face so I could leave. Then with weight he let go of that grip.
The doctor said that if Myung Soo gets better, he can go home this afternoon. And he will have to eat regularly and take the medicine given by the doctor.
While in the administration, the cashier said that a man had already paid all the bills overnight.
“ Man named Mr. Lee Kangjun has paid all overnight.” I just nodded awkwardly because Kangjun paid the cost of Myung Soo's hospital bill.
Because I felt bad I sent Kangjun a message to say thank you. Then soon he replied, and somehow I spontaneously smiled every time I read a message from him.
“ Messages from whom? You seem very happy?” Myung Soo was watching me from his bed.
“ Is nobody. You can come home this afternoon.” I said to Myung Soo.
“ I don't want to go home.”
“ Why?”