My Boyfriend Having Affairs
6. A Decision

Myung Soo POV's

Next week I'll be moving in for a while, for three months at the Busan branch. My parents must be so happy that I will be around them for a while. But my problems and the Nest have not been solved until now make me a little worried.

I shouldn't have ignored the Nest all this time. Remembering what he had done beyond what Hye Sun had done to me. I am a stupid man!!!

And why should I impregnate Hye Sun??? How did that happen? If I hadn't called Hye Sun that night, maybe none of this would have happened.

This morning I met a man who was none other than Sarang's friend. I admit he's handsome, then what if Sarang likes him?? Because it seems obvious if the man likes Nests. I know that because I am a man too.

“ Where to nest during the holidays???” Bora knocking on my desk made me realize from my daydream.

“ What do you know for??”

“ If I notice Sarang taking a leave of absence after we meet at the reunion. And there was Hye Sun and her husband. Is it possible that he is having a problem with Hye Sun?” Ask Bora to investigate.

“ Stop paying attention to things you don't need to pay attention to. Back to work!”

“ Oh yes, this is a letter as long as you are transferred. Be fine there, or you'll settle in Busan and part with Sarang.” Bora handed me a letter containing references from my superiors.

I took the envelope. "Next week isn't it too soon?” muttered.

I'll leave the Nest and I won't know what's going to happen here as long as I'm not around. My application that day has not been answered by him. Has his love changed???

“ Hye Sun is pregnant again huh?? Wah will certainly look like his father if his son.” conversation of the female staff caught my attention.

Their words made me a little shunned, because I knew it wasn't Seokjin's son. Except my son. Good thing Sarang didn't work today, what if he worked and heard that?? Must have hurt him a lot. He took a week off after the incident. I really feel very guilty about the Nest. Because all this time I never noticed him and just kept hurting his heart.

He sacrificed a lot for me. Even when I have a hard time.

“ See Hye Sun now different huh? He looks like a real rich man.” A staff member is back.

“ He has already become a rich man. Not like anymore, you stupid.” Sahut Bora's.

“ Is Myung Soo ssi?” Bora asked and all the staff looked at me with curious gazes as to why Bora suddenly mentioned my name.

Maybe they're wondering how I feel about Hye Sun right now.

Being fed up with their chatter I decided to go to the pantry to make coffee. I sat in a chair placed in the middle of the room. Seen an office boy mopping in the pantry.

He looks foreign is he a new employee???

“ Good afternoon, I am a new employee here. My name is Oh Jun Hee.” He bowed politely and I replied with a smile.

I pulled out my phone and was curious about the chat that was being talked about at the moment. My finger typed Hye Sun's account name on instagram. I used to block it, but I reopened the block because I just wanted to see the news. Again I realized that I was a jerk for Sarang.

Hye Sun to Canada after reunion that night. Many say if her husband opened a branch company there. I can see the happy hue of Hye Sun's smile, not having any financial distress. Maybe things would be different if he chose to stay with me.

Unknown numbers coming in. And I raised her doubtfully, the soft voice I used to hear calling my name.

“ Hye Sun?” muttered.

He hasn't called me on the phone in a long time.

“ Myung Soo ssi?!” call him.

“ Wae?”

“ I want to say something to you.”

“ If about the child in your womb, I already know.”

Hye Sun was silent for so long that it created a silence. My lips can't talk anymore. I waited for him to open his voice first.

“ I'm sorry.”

“ I'm guilty too. Do you want something from me?” ask her.

“ No. I don't want anything.”

“ Then what do you mean by telling Sarang about it?”

“I... only..”

“ Enough of your relationship with me is broken. But don't break my relationship with him. Because I can also ruin your life by telling your husband that the child is not his biological child.”

“ Don't... don't do that.”

“ Then from that. I beg you not to come back even if you just call me on the phone. Because I'm getting married to Sarang.”

“ Oh.. so.. well hope you are happy with him.” Hye Sun then hung up, I felt that if she was a little disappointed with what I said just now.

“ Myung Soo ssi!” I turned and Bora was behind me.

“ Is that true??”

“ What??!!” askaku.

“ Son Hye Sun is your son??” I immediately closed Bora's mouth with my hand.

I pulled him to sit down and talk to her.

“ You heard everything?” my many.

Bora nods. He was surprised to hear all my conversations on the phone.

“ Can you keep it a secret? I beg you this time.”

Bora shut up and looked at my face in annoyance.

“ So this is what actually happened. I didn't think you could do it. I feel very sorry for Sarang for having to experience all this. And what did you say?! You're gonna marry her? Hmm!! Are you sure you can marry her? After making his heart hurt ?” Bora got up and prepared to leave.

“ I know this is outrageous, but please keep it a secret to the other staff. I just don't want him to be the talk when I'm not here.”

“ Alright. I'll keep it a secret for Sarang, not for you.”

“ Whatever it is, I say thank you.”

I breathed a sigh of relief. I don't know why Bora always knows what's going on between the three of us.

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I called Sarang many times but he did not pick up. He said he was going with Ji Eun to the beach. I would love to pick him up but he would definitely refuse it outright. And sure enough he was still angry with me and reluctant to pick me up.

My body has been hot since the pantry this morning. Cold sweat was pouring out of my body and my head felt really heavy. I seem to be sick from skipping meals these few days. I want to cancel my meeting with Sarang but I can't because it's very important to me. Besides, it's not time for me to renege on Sarang anymore. I used to deny it too often because I secretly wanted to see Hye Sun.

I had been waiting for Sarang in the minimarket near where he lived, but had not yet found any signs of his presence.

I went in to buy some headache medicine to ease the pain in my head. At least I can hold on until I finish talking to him.

Shortly after, I saw Sarang get out of the car. As he walked towards me, I could not hear what he was saying, and his shadow began to blur. And my head is getting heavier…

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POV Nests

“ I don't want to go home.” Myung Soo.

“ Why?” my question approached and checked Myung Soo's body temperature which gradually returned to normal.

“ Can't you be here with me?”

“ I've been with you since last night right?”

“ You, no longer want to be with me huh?” Myung Soo threw his eyes out the hospital window.

“ I don't know.”

“ I'm going to Busan next week. The manager asked me to work at the branch office for a while because there was a problem.”

I was silent, confused as to what to say.

“ For what? I also have a job here.”

“ Marry me, then we'll stay in Busan. I'll ask the manager to move me permanently there.”

“ Suddenly? Why?”

“ Since seeing your friend, my feelings have started to feel bad. And again I want to change and start a new chapter with you. You don't want to?”

I kept quiet for a while and thought that this was the right time to ask Myung Soo this question.

“ I'll ask you a question, which some days really bothers me. I hope you will answer it honestly.”

Myung Soo nodded, he sat down beside me and tried to hear what I was going to ask.

“ I just want to ask, as long as we're dating. Did you call Hye Sun often? do you see him often?” I was very nervous about asking this question.

I was so scared to receive an answer if Myung Soo did contact her. I've been seeing him behind me all this time. Often women ask questions that will clearly hurt them. But with this a little curiosity will be answered.

Myung Soo was silent for a long time. He played his fingers indicating that he was also nervous about my question. Is everything true???

Then he breathed his heavy breath and looked at me deeply. The eyes I had never seen before. Like a heart from his heart.

“ Earlier I wanted to apologize to you, because I never noticed you. Honestly, I never called Hye Sun because I blocked her number. Then, I never went to meet him. It's just that I often go to places where I used to spend time with him. And... Sometimes I go to see it from a distance."

DEG! My heart looks like someone's been punching it. So hurt. I can't look at him anymore.

“ Then maybe because I can't stem my longing for her. I unblocked her number and called her when I was drunk that night. I asked him to see me. I really didn't realize I was doing that with him.”

Wounds that had healed like salt sow by Myung Soo. But this is what I want an honest answer from him.

Clear water had unconsciously wet my cheeks. Her delicate hands wiped gently, and I only resigned when she rested my head on her shoulders.

“ Once again forgive me.”

I just kept quiet. Enjoying the silence created when Myung Soo and I began to drift in our daydreams.

“ And now, I will truly love you. And turn into someone nice to you. Trust me.” Myung Soo brought his face closer to me.

There was only one cm of distance between the two of us. Then she started to kiss my lips gently. I felt her warm lips for the first time, as this was indeed my first kiss with Myung Soo.

His eyes looked into my eyes, then lastly he kissed my forehead and hugged me. The hug was different from what I felt before, it was very warm. I don't even want to let go of that hug.

All my hatred for him suddenly melted along with his treatment of me.

“ I can't marry you right away. Let's get engaged first.” I said softly right behind his ear.

Myung Soo's eyes rounded and looked at me as if in disbelief.

“ Really??? You didn't lie, did you?”

I nodded in agreement.

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On Saturday I was going to Busan, to meet my parents and Myung Soo. I finally decided to get engaged to Myung Soo. Impressed stupid but I still love Myung Soo. When I saw him sick, I couldn't watch him suffer anymore because of this problem.

I talked to Ji Eun about this engagement. And he supports my decision as long as it's the best for me.

“ Then how about Kangjun?” Ji Eun asked suddenly.

“ Kangjun?? What's wrong with him?”

“ Looks like he likes you.”

“ Hah?! Where possible? You want me to help you?”

Ji Eun shook her head. He still doubts Kangjun's feelings for her.

“ But you like it right?”

Ji Eun nodded shyly.

A message came in, I glanced at him for a moment. It turned out that Kangjun sent me a message, I feel bad for Ji Eun right now. So I ignored the message from Kangjun for a while.

“ From Kangjun huh?? Just reply, don't make a man wait.” Ji Eun smiled and went out.

I tried to call Ji Eun but she wouldn't stop. I'm afraid this makes him jealous or hurt. Because Ji Eun is a precious person to me as well.

“ *What's first?”

“ Chat with Ji Eun.”

“ I called ya.”

“ Don't.”

“ Why?”

“ Unpleasant with Ji Eun*.”

“ *Kok Ji Eun?!”

“ Ah enggak.”

“ Saturday tomorrow you have no event*?”

“ Saturday tomorrow* I'm going to Busan.”

“ What event?”

“ I will be engaged to my lover who yesterday it*. ”

After that message Kangjun did not return my message again. But he has read it. Maybe this disappointed him a little, because he knew Myung Soo had done something bad to me. Three o'clock in the morning, he suddenly called me.

“ Congratulations yes.”

“ Thank you, Kangjun-ah.” He sounded like he was drunk.

“ You why haven't you slept?”

“ It's okay, you yourself why haven't you slept?” I have not slept because I was busy preparing for Busan.

“ I'm drinking.”

“ With whom?”

“ Alone.”

“ Are you okay?”

“ If I'm sick would you do the same as you did to your lover.”

I'm silent for a moment. I know Kangjun is already too drunk.

“ I'm very disappointed.” Kangjun's voice was becoming more and more unclear.

Then I ran to Ji Eun's room, to tell her that Kangjun was not doing well.

“ Why?” Ji Eun is still half conscious.

“ Kangjun was drunk, he called me just now. I'm afraid if anything happens to her.”

“ Wawat!!! Tomorrow there is a web casting drama, what if until tomorrow he is still drunk??” Ji Eun immediately regained her senses and picked up the sweater then ran out.

" Ji Eun wait a minute!!!" I shouted, but he ignored me and called a taxi to pick him up.