My Boyfriend Having Affairs
8. Unilateral Love

Myung Soo drove me to the terminal. He hugged me as a farewell. Because from now on he will work in Busan while I will return to Seoul.

“ Take good care of yourself yes.” Myung Soo said he took my luggage to the bus.

“ You too.” Answer's short.

“ You're still angry because of yesterday's problem?” ask Myung Soo who is aware of my change of attitude.

“ Don't make me keep thinking negatively. You know that, right? my reason why I can't marry you yet?”

Myung Soo nodded then kissed my forehead before getting off the bus. He waved his hand at me until the bus left the terminal. I looked back and he was still staring at the bus until it disappeared at the intersection.

“ Actually how do you feel about me?” my question is in my heart.

Myung Soo said he would visit me once every two weeks, even once a week if he had more days off. But I couldn't hope for more because I would only feel lied to if he couldn't keep his word.

The rain poured all the way to Seoul, making me sleepy. Then I decided to go to sleep.

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After a long journey, I finally arrived in Seoul. Because it's raining here too, I'm having trouble finding a taxi. Almost all taxis are filled with passengers. Then I decided to wait for the bus at the stop.

Not long after that I saw a familiar car stop in front of me.

“ Kangjun??” I said in my heart.

“ Come in. I'll take you home.” Bargainly.

“ No need. I don't want to trouble you.”

“ Come?! Do you want me to pull you here so you want?”

After Kangjun's insistence like that, I finally got into Kangjun's car.

“ No schedule?”

“ I'm done, just a magazine photo shoot today.”

My stomach suddenly rang at an inopportune moment.

“ I'm hungry. How about we eat first in the hot chicken restaurant.” Kangjun pretended not to hear the sound of my stomach constantly beeping asking for food.

“ We go home right away. I'll cook ramyun at home.”

“ Now you are arrogant once yes, today you have rejected me up to twice.”

“ Alright, but I will treat.” I said to Kangjun because I felt bad after yesterday's incident.

Kangjun smiled.

That smile again, made me unable to take my eyes off her. His brown eyes made him more attractive, he used those eyes to look at me deeply, so I didn't wart in front of him. Her eyes were like magnets pulling me inward and deeper until I sometimes forgot Myung Soo.

“ Did you get that role?? Aren't you going to the casting?” my many.

“ Without casting I must have graduated, because the director had been eyeing me to play in his drama.”

I just nodded.

“ Then who is your co-star??”

“ Soo Ah.” He said flatly, he seems to have found out if his co-star for his drama debut this time is Soo Ah.

“ I've guessed.” Mumbles.

“ Is there anything I don't know??” ask Kangjun suddenly.

“ Nothing.” I'd love to tell you how Soo Ah's real character is. But I don't have any evidence to show Kangjun.

But if I don't tell Kangjun what really happened. I'm afraid that he will be harmed by Soo Ah.

I glanced at the car behind Kangjun who seemed to have been following his car. This is very strange because the car was already there when Kangjun stopped to offer a ride at the stop.

“ Cars behind you, not weird huh? He's been there ever since you offered me a ride. Why does he keep following us?”

Kangjun looked straight out of the rearview mirror.

“ I didn't realize.”

“ You don't have sasaeng fans right?” I asked Kangjun, because if he really has sasaeng fans, it will make Kangjun's life complicated.

He will not have privacy in his life. Even more so if the sasaeng fans are very crazy. Just imagining it scares me.

“ I don't have.”

“ You don't know, instead of not having.”

“ Now let's try eating first. After this will he follow you as well?!” I said and was heard by Kangjun.

He immediately slammed the steering wheel and returned to the previous direction. He deliberately looked for a small way to test whether the car would still follow him or not.

A few minutes later, the car following Kangjun was nowhere to be seen. I got out of the car and circled my eyes, just in case the car following Kangjun was still following him or not.

“ You're scared huh?” Ask Kangjun. He smiled to see me scared.

“ Is not the time to smile. What if that person tries to harm you.” This time I was really worried about Kangjun.

“ If you're worried about me, how about we eat first?” Kangjun invited me into the restaurant.

My eyes still could not stand still, I scanned the entire room and the car park visible from inside. So I deliberately chose a place close to the window.

“ Eat first.” Kangjun's voice surprised me.

“ Suddenly I have no appetite even if I feel hungry.”

“ Eat first after it worry.”

I finally ate the food in front of me with uneasiness. And it was not until ten minutes I had finished my meal, Kangjun was astonished by what he saw at this time.

“ I'm going to the toilet for a while. If a stranger asks you to leave don't want.” My words are like a mother to her young son when left for a while.

“ Aigoo~~ if you're worried you can take me with you to the toilet.” Kangjun smiled nosily.

I saw the red car that followed Kangjun was not in the parking lot. Then I went to the toilet to finish my business.

Shortly after, my eyes saw the car following Kangjun parked right in front of the restaurant. Kangjun was still busy with his food. He didn't realize that someone was following him.

She's a woman with a black hat and a mask on her face. He seemed to be looking for someone. His strange appearance was too striking that even if I saw him immediately know who he was.

I hurried to call Kangjun so he would follow me to the toilet.

“ Kangjun-ah. Hurry up here.”

“ Wae??”

“ My leg broke due to slipping.” I lied intentionally.

“ Where are you now?!! I'll be there soon.”

“ I was in the corridor near the toilet. Hurry!!!”

Kangjun hung up. I saw him running towards me.

“ Are you okay?” Kangjun looked at my feet after arriving at the corridor.

“ I'm fine.” I answered but my eyes saw the woman was looking for someone.

“ Let's go now!!”

“ What is it?”

“ I'll explain later.”

After paying at the cashier. I pulled Kangjun's arm out through the back door.

BUKK!!!!

I saw a woman like accidentally hit me. She is very beautiful with her long hair. He took my phone and apologized to me.

After the apology was over, I ran to get out of the restaurant quickly.

“ You have eaten, do not run around later your stomach can hurt.”

I didn't care what Kangjun said and stopped the passing taxi.

“ Then my car??” Kangjun still looked confused by the situation that was happening right now.

“ Later we can take it again.”

“ Us?? Then you want to accompany me to take it?”

I nodded quickly. And I felt so relieved when I got in the car. Unknowingly I was still holding Kangjun's hand. Then a moment later I immediately took it off because I felt bad for him.

“ To kosan Aiden yes sir?!”

“ Good.”

“ Relax. It's okay, everything will be fine.”

“ But..”

“ Be quiet, you must be tired after your long journey. You just sleep, I'll wake you up when you get to.”

I was silent, but I obeyed Kangjun. I'm still tired, because I haven't rested since Busan. I rested my head on the window of the taxi, until my eyes were heavy and dark.

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“ Hive-ah. We have arrived.” The soft voice woke me up.

My eyes are so heavy for me to open, I still feel sleepy. When I really woke up, I realized that my head was already resting on Kangjun's shoulders.

“ Ah!! I'm sorry Kangjun-ah!!” I feel sorry and guilty for Kangjun.

Not because my head might be heavy, but what if it turns out I made a map on his shoulder. That must be embarrassing. I then rubbed Kangjun's shoulder to make sure that no saliva was left there.

“ Nothing. Just relax.” Kangjun calmed me down and found out what this attitude meant.

“ Really nothing, right?” ask shy.

I got out of the car without my luggage because I was still in Kangjun's car. I glanced at Kangjun for a moment, for some reason my feelings were so bad.

“ Hive-ah?!” calling out to him, I immediately twisted my body to see the source of the sound.

“ Can I stop by for a while?” Ask carefully.

I looked at him for a while and smiled.

“ Alright.”

Because I think there's no harm if Kangjun stopped by and visited Ji Eun who has been sick for two days.

“ All of Ji Eun Yes.” My advice to Kangjun.

“ OK. He lives near you, right?”

I'm nodding.

“ After he asked to move to become another model manager, Ji Eun immediately fell ill. He didn't tell me anything. Just say if the fever is ordinary.”

Ji Eun got sick a few days ago. He said if he was too tired with Kangjun's new hectic schedule, then he asked to move on to become another model manager. And now Kangjun's manager is Jaebum again. Jaebum was discharged from the hospital a while ago and was able to work again as usual.

Despite moving on to become another model manager, she had to handle two models at once because of Kangjun's not-so-dense schedule. And Ji Eun accepted it with pleasure.

But there is a little something that bothers. Why did Ji Eun suddenly decide something like this? All I know is that he likes Kangjun, but why does he seem to want to stay away from Kangjun??

“ Kangjun-ah!! We go to Ji Eun's place directly yes.”

Kangjun nodded.

When I knocked on Ji Eun's room door, she appeared with a face as if she was crying.

“ You why?” I asked when I saw Ji Eun's face.

“ I'm fine.” Said Ji Eun limp she was surprised I came with Kangjun.

“ Kangjun-ssi!! Why are you here?” Ji Eun asked as if she saw a ghost.

“ He said you were sick, so I decided to visit you. How have you improved yet?” Kangjun asked, Ji Eun just lowered her head not daring to look at Kangjun.

“ I'll take a quick shower ya.” Then I left them both in Ji Eun's room.

Ji Eun POVs

I've done something undue to Kangjun! How could I think of sleeping with the artist I'm dealing with?? I looked so pathetic as soon as Kangjun turned me down that night. Then I was afraid that Kangjun would know that it was not a dream but a reality, but it was not Sarang who kissed him but me. I was so scared and embarrassed.

After returning home from Kangjun's house I went straight to the agency and asked Jaebum to replace me. At first he was very curious but I explained if I could not afford Kangjun's schedule. He agreed after a long thought, but I now have to handle two models at once because their schedules are not as crowded as Kangjun.

“ Do you have a problem with Kangjun?” Jaebum asked curiously.

“ No problem, it's just that I still seem too amateurish to handle it.”

“ I talk first to the boss, later if OK you have to handle two models yes.”

I'm nodding.

“ Good.”

He left and then came back in front of me a second.

“ It's not because Soo Ah says you're the no-no right?!” Jaebum was still curious, he seemed dissatisfied with my answer.

“ Bu-not like that.” I gasped when she suddenly reappeared and found out what Soo Ah told me.

“ Ok if not, becoming a manager is not easy. It's not yet if your artist gets into a scandal you'll be more bothered than this.”

His last words made me realize that the mistake I made could have caused a scandal for Kangjun.

That night, why did I want to have Kangjun so badly?? Unlike usual I became like this, being a reckless person.

Is it possible because I know that Kangjun likes Nests?? So I couldn't see it and do what I wanted. Because all this time I've never seen Kangjun like women. He is only focused on his career, but everything changes when he suddenly meets Sarang.

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Someone knocked on my bedroom door. The sound of the nest was heard from behind the door. He returned from Busan today.

I was shocked when I saw Sarang coming with Kangjun, a person I was trying to avoid at the moment. He asked me how I was doing and wanted to see me, even though I knew it was just the bases.

The cleaver nest for a bath, made me have to be together with Kangjun in this room together. This is not what I want. Because I can't talk to Kangjun about anything other than work.

“ Did I make a mistake with you?” Kangjun asked, his voice filling the silence in my room.

“ No, you're not wrong.”

“ Then?? Was it because of my rude attitude towards you a few days ago??”

“ If it is because of that, I want to apologize to you. Because my feelings were so bad back then.”

Kangjun continued to talk and said that he regretted his actions. He didn't think it would make me want to move to another model.

“ Not like that.” My speech.

“ Is there anything else?? Just say.”

“Nothing. I just feel like I'm not good enough to be your current manager.”

“ What was it because of that night??” kangjun's words jolted me, does he know everything.

I looked at him with guilt.

“ I know if it was not a dream, and that night who kissed me was not a Nest but you were the manager-nim.”

I lowered my head and cried, I'm really embarrassed to face Kangjun at this time.

“ I'm sorry, it looks like I've lost my mind back then.”

“ Do you like me?” Kangjun asked as if he knew all my heart.

My lips twitched word for word. I'm really ashamed of Kangjun.

“ Sorry if I like you, I don't know if I'm going to be like this. I also don't know why I suddenly liked you so much that I did such a despicable thing.”

“ No need to apologize, because there is nothing wrong with how someone feels. But you know if I like someone else?”

He said in a voice that sounded soft but could pierce my heart.

I'm nodding.

“ I will not report the incident to the director. After that, work well. And forget the night if it keeps you distracted.”

“ And please don't tell that to Sarang.” Pinta Kangjun's.

The nest then entered with his wet hair, he saw an unusual sight.

“ What's wrong with you guys??” Ask Sarang.

“ Nest forgive me, but it looks like I want to be alone for now.”

“ Oh, um alright.” The nest doesn't seem to know what's going on.

Then Kangjun came out together with Sarang.

I saw the two of them being so harmonious yet it made my heart ache so much.

“ Can't you see me just once.” I'm lirih.