MY FACE IS NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS MY HEART
EPS 13'S
Pov twilight
I can't continue reading this, I have to find out where mom…. ? I don't blame you for everything. If fate is cruel to me, if I may beg.
begging is not born by you if it will end like this. What ahrus I told my father ma'am
if I meet again, I'm gonna hate mom,,, am I gonna get mad…. Or am I doing the same thing as you leaving her…? Give me all the answers ma'am…..
Off Pov twilight
Morning was greeted with a gentle drizzle and sang quietly and soaked the recesses in the heart. Without a smile of the sun, but today I try to compromise for my past. I wouldn't
blaming my father or my mother, I will thank him that I have been allowed to be born in this world. I did my runtinitas like I started it all. I worked this morning with a heart that was careless and slightly healed in my heart. When I'm gonna get in the elevator and turn around to
looking at the closed door, I saw a lot of arkana next to the elevator door that would be closed.
Maybe I'm just hallucinating, there's no way arkana exists
right here, I might as well for arkana here. I finally got to the floor I was on, I went back to the operating room. Every morning I would clean all the units inside. After completion I usually make a warm drink that is requested by doctors who have an operating schedule.
One of the nurses talked in the pantry area over a warm drink and discussed about the new director who was newly appointed by the largest shareholder. And will introduce the ranks of shareholders who are indeed this hospital stood by one person who indeed penetrated into individuals and shaded by SOEs to become international hospitals.
“later in the afternoon we are told to gather in the hall to welcome all directors and directors along with the largest shareholders.” Bang wok told his interlocutor, namely bang tok.
“Iya, said the owner of his stock is American.”
“And he said again the director was a doctor from the psychology division”
Bang Tok chimed in the word bang wok. And I smile and listen to that and
give their coffee orders. I'm picking up on both of them
“It would be nice if Americans could see the bule, and most importantly for twilight dusk dapet salary
hehehehe”
Bang tok and bang wok just geleng geleng only, We also agreed to come together consisting of 22 people to the hall, Because it is in the full version possible because the schedule does not exist in the afternoon.
We also take turns in each division both outpatient and surgical divisions and PO (post operation) divisions.
Because I was in the back row next to the other cleaning service group.
I was called by the surgical team to join them and introduce myself to the director and shareholders. Which is predicted by his handsome gadang not kelulungan. I also lined up next to
kabul, he's a friend of the shift change between cleaning service.
When I got to the side of kabul I raised my head and greeted the new director.
DEG….. DEG…..
“Arkan...”.
I spontaneously said those words to the new director at my place of work. I shook his hand, and he just smiled knowing my surprise in my eyes was expressing it all.
“Happy working together mba dusk..”
While replying to my hand department. I know his sneaky smile and eyes that harbored all the pain he wanted to overflow right now. To the extent that shareholders introduced themselves on the podium.
When the name of the father was on debut I immediately remembered the name of my father that was listed in my mother's book, he was MR.MARDIAN Smith, I immediately cried and was angry and hated to ask why all this.
To the point where I was pulled by arkana to get into her room without people noticing because they were too focused to see the MR.smith. I was pulled so tight and threw my body in the mini break room in his room. I felt his anger at me.
“What are you satisfied... see I destroyed twilight…. Answer me dusk..”.
With a shout in front of me that can no longer hold back my tears.
“What do you know, I feel crazy without you I'm crazy looking for you after that day, I don't mind everything, I want us to live happily three with aiko. But what …. You didn't give me a chance to fight with it all, I could live without my family's money twilight, I could twilight…. I'm angry with you, I hate you, you hurt us both twilight".
Pointing to me, I knew he was now angry and expressed his love and hatred for me. But I don't want to be selfish to separate and make a son disobey his mother.
I sat in front of ya, and began to speak softly and hold back the cries.
“I'm sorry, I can't go back to the master.. I have that reason that thinks of all of her, I'm the son that was dumped by my father, I was made fun of the son of the actor, I'm the son of the actor, I'm bullied for not being beautiful, which can be seen from any direction and any angle that we don't match masters like heaven and earth, I don't want it to ruin your reputation as a respected man".
I explained with a mouthful in between my words. He sat down in front of me and shook my shoulders loudly and shouted in front of me, Dan said
“Fuck the twilight caste, I don't care what people see about us, who know our relationship is me and you, Don't think of ways we can't possibly do. You understand...”
“Sorry sir I still can't..”.
While taking her hand off my shoulder. And I stood up and wanted to grab the doorknob of the room.
“Good... If you can't have me well, then I'll do the rough thing and won't be able to get away from me which is impregnating you.”
As I continued to walk closer to me
“ You don't go crazy arkana, We're not mahram and we're not a halal couple. So please don't do this”
“Why can't I do this, if this road can make me have you”
“You're a jerk of arkana”
.“Yeah.. I'm a jerk because you”
please someone who is there, but all of that is in vain. I'm stained, Arkana as if it's all vaporizing
to this intensity with great excitement but tenderness, He wanted to show everyone that I was his and I was his life down to the sweat and coercion that I was willing to do.
I'm just him and feel the pain in my heart, and lament the destiny that's been playing me umpteenth time. Arkana hugged me tightly after everything she did, and slept next to me. Even he woke up
when I move gently though.
“Where are you going hemmm..?”
while continuing to tighten his embrace.
“I want to go ... I hate you arkana, I hate all my breath in this world".
Crying while lamenting all this.
“I don't care, Tomorrow we'll go to the top and do the wedding and to the civil record to register our marriage, I don't care if you want to hate it or whatever it is. What is clear is that I have all of you is mine and that no one else will ever have you but me. We sleep yank, And let malem later you come with me to the hospital dinner banquet huh..... ?”
I just kept quiet and felt tired and sick in my sensitiv part. I also fell asleep in his arms. Until the afternoon I felt a hand stroke my cheek and whisper in my ear to wake me up. Arkana was in front of my sight and kissed my forehead deeply and for a long time.
He told me to take a shower and get ready because he had already prepared clothes and shoes for me. He seems to have changed with the same clothes with me. I also prepared with a batik dress that was in line with her. I walked over and he grabbed my hand to hold and got out to get to the standby car in front. I got in the car and we headed to the venue where they welcomed their new director who just a few hours ago turned into a monster that was cruel to me. I have resolved to leave the life of arkana, and will not return to her.
Until we got to the venue, he took my hand to enter the largest ballroom in the city. I entered the door of the ballroom was already greeted with a hand slap from arkana's mother. I held it back and stared intently at Arkana's mother.
“Did you forget your awareness and shame not down when heading here ha..?”
all the guests looked at me and there was a direct sneer at me.
“This is a woman who was educated by her mother to be *****nyang thirsty for the property of men who already have a wife”
everyone started to whisper about the words uttered by arkana's mother. Up in front of the podium was a big screen showing that my true identity and who my birth mother was, what my background was like.
“Well, I will make you aware in front of everyone here and show you how ***** you and your mother are.”
The invited guests just looked at me and sneered at me by licking me with harsh words. I looked at Arkana who had been beaten by her father's men.
“Bu laksmi enough…. Stop that…. Stop hitting your own son like that, I'm gonna give up and walk away from his life and everyone here. But before that I'll clean up
about your allegations about my mother, and I beg you and my mother to speak out and not to be cut off or even denied. This is my last request. My mother was a very high-economy person, and only a graduate of elementary school, but she educated me in religious and educational settings up to high school.
He's trying to make me the same as everyone else, I I can be worth it, He'll do everything he's done for us to eat and go to school. My mother is a single mom, what's wrong she hopes her son can eat and be educated…? My mother was married to a Chinese woman who could afford to pay for all of us, although she had to accept insults even small shops would not accept our money, Who thinks our money is haram from the sale of ourselves.
But what you see is not in accordance with reality, my mother married in the word whisper and made a promise in front of God without any adultery surrounding them. Ask me where my dad is ,…? I'm a bastard like
the accusations are on that screen. No. I'm not an illegitimate child, I'm just a daughter of a woman named Arumi, she left about 20 years ago from her husband's house and returned to my mother whom you despised. What you have to blame is your destiny and your God. Why are we the ones you judge and scorn, and we must forge our hearts so as not to crack with your words and your insults. If I could choose I wouldn't have been born with something like this. I want to choose to be born the same as you. I'm also human, who can be sick and fragile.
Even my friends who work here never mind this status, I thank you all my friends, For everything you never miss never count when I need your help. Thank you friend. And for mother laksmi, remember my word you too
born from a woman's womb, even your son was born from your own woman. If you insult a woman's creation of a god it also means you're marking yourself as the woman you mentioned earlier. I will go from your son and will not come back again until death meets then I choose death for it all.”
I also stepped on my feet in front of a mother who waited until the crying was so bitter. I hugged her tightly and broke out all the cries I had been holding back since.
“ Come bu... under dusk go away from this place bring dusk go bu..”
the old woman simply hugged my shoulder tightly and nodded her head a sign she agreed to my request.
After we walked in front of everyone, she turned around and walked towards Bu Laksmi and slapped him hard.
PLAQUE…..
“What's your problem ...?”
“Laksmi you may have forgotten who I am standing here. I am ATIACI SUKMA SUBEKTI sister of ARUMI SUKMA SUBEKTI where the man whose wealth you are proud of is, the man you took from my sister, you must not forget the true you who shamelessly seized my sister's fiancee. Remember you
here thanks to my brother who relented to release the king to marry you who already bore the king's son. Remember that back laksmi”
Achi's mother went and stepped her foot towards the door of the hall. Until a voice stopped his footsteps
“WHERE IS ARUMI NOW ACI...?”
DEG…….
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