MY FACE IS NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS MY HEART

MY FACE IS NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS MY HEART
EPS 3'S


" Assalamualaikum "


I said my greetings when I entered the house, and my mother answered.


“ Waalaikumsalam ”


“how does it work today dusk ? "


I answered while putting everything I had


" Thank God, everything smoothly and well goes on schedule because it is a lot of mama's operations today. ”


***" Thank you for dusk, quick shower and quick soak in her work clothes, ***


if you have not eaten, eat first so as not to catch a cold. ”


" Yes ma, dusk has eaten and wants to go straight to sleep after bathing. ”


After the bath I looked and corrected again about the safety of the door, and saw the child was asleep and according to his bed. I am grateful that children are very regular to sleep because it is needed for children who are, indeed, need brain nutrition rather rest for at least 7 hours every night.


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I also do my night routine using skincare and body care every night even though it is cheap but still


fits on my skin. Usually before going to bed I always think of shortcuts,


and suppose that if I had a lot of money and could give 


good and good facilities for my family .


Until I thought if there was such a thing as a sugar daddy or being a sugar baby.


But that is not possible because the city is very small and rarely there are crazy rich who are nongol


and the residents of this city. I also eliminate the aches and pains of former work which incidentally is to stand 8 hours when doing the action in the operating room.


Even though I'm just a cleaning service, but I have to stand bay to control the blood that falls so as not to widen anywhere.


And perform tasks if there is a spill of patient fluids. So I'm in the periority to maintain cleanliness in the operation or outside the operating room .


It is tired but this is the work that is able to support my family with enough words


you can get the school your nephew wants.


My morning always with a yelling voice my mama woke her grandchildren.


"Let's wake up this morning, the chickens are crowing, the prayer bath continues. ”


Although my mother saw limitations but she was very enthusiastic in doing everything by herself,


I'm going to tell my mom a little bit why she can't see. My mother is a housewife who has children, all she raised alone though


it should be the mistress of the wife of the sturdy china.


But that doesn't guarantee we live well, but he's always grateful and


received whatever money the living was given but my mother was not broken or fragile until 


every way that his son tomorrow can see the world with a calm mind, a full stomach and have the same life as everyone else.


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My mother probably harbored everything on her own without dividing her by others, until at my age in adolescence entered my mother's Middle School bench in total diagnosis can not see, can not see, and the cloudiness to a total black without light. 


Imagine her son still needs to eat


while he cannot provide all the needs of his son with full and equal.


Until finally my mama had the initiative to make sales like donut crackers, although it has been assisted with reading or viewing aids but my mama is still not discouraged because the economy is ready to be oppressed our lives in the future. My mom was always optimistic,


and every morning I brought crupuk merchandise and in the afternoon I went around selling cakes and doughnuts.


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The doughnut I sold until it ran out, because if it does not run out then the profit we need for breakfast tomorrow must be collected intact. Even we had time to eat rice that was smelly and juicy, we made fried rice just because of the kepepet to menopangkaki us in order to have the energy to walk for 


peddling cakes and there is energy to think about receiving learning, in the school of children and grandchildren.


When asked where his other children were, they chose to live to get out of the family home and involve their sense of unwillingness to live their mother's life,


maybe I was wrong to tell my brother's bad, brother, but that's the fact when the family can talk to each other for his sister in the mind of a mother but it's all different when there are other people who enter the life of one person, who is in our family.


My mother can only pray that her children will always be in the protection of Allah swt and be content, and most importantly always in the way that Allah hath advised. But I'm working


in school did not bother my mother, I always asked for leniency


in any form in the school that I know his knowledge, and thank God there is always a provision for him to reduce my school financial expenditure.


My best mama is always the best, never shed her tears because it's a sin


a very big digger to do. Maybe spil this little bit for my mom figure who is always behind you who strengthens you.


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