My Friend to My Husband
Finding a Way Out That Is Deadly

"Yahoooooo!! Shouts and tantrums echoed inside the soundproofed room. Zaniah cried out his anger. It does not matter if the husband is already in the room at this time.

Firhan who saw the attitude of the wife was certainly worried and immediately followed, but he was shocked to see the messy room and Zaniah who was already sitting crouching leaning in front of the mattress. His hands grabbed his hair while drowning his face on both knees.

"Why should it be like this? Wh why? I want to stay fine, Oh my God.but why is it so painful.Why do I have trouble controlling my own feelings?" He was crying sobbing.

Zaniah doesn't care about the warm embrace he gets. Firhan is definitely the culprit. However, the woman's feelings were completely hurt at this moment. He could not stand this pretend role anymore. Intentions want to make the in-laws forget the matchmaking of Sela Agnes but she actually get sick from the woman she chose herself.

Because Lillia is so easy to like a lot of people. That's why Wuri looks comfortable. As for speaking, Lillia would be much more active.

"Niah, don't be like this, baby. Come talk to Mas. Whatwant? We're looking for a way out together." Firhan said very gently.

His heart could not see his wife crying like this. Firhan slowly began to understand Zaniah who was so sensitive when he heard the words of the mama.

There was no reply from Zaniah for a moment, he just hid his face. Even with Firhan himself he felt unable to believe this moment.

"Come, Mas. I want to be alone." - Zaniah cried.

It felt like Firhan was dizzy if he had to face everything at the same time. "Darling, we go home and we live quietly alone. Let it be the same mama. That way you won't think of anything."

The head that was originally lowered now Zaniah lifted when he heard the husband's words. "Mas said let him in here with Mamah? Then what will I consider to be Mamah, Mas? The wife who is selfish for controlling the husband while your second wife is abandoned. Do you want me to be considered like that, Mom? Da? Just following to another city I've been alluded to Mas. I'm tired, Mas." Zaniah grabbed her hair in front of her husband.

Firhan could not bear to see that, his hand pulled the wife's hand to hold and hugged Zaniah's body back. "Do you want us to move cities? I'll do it if you want, Niah?" firhan asked in the end giving another way.

"Mas, you know your mom, right? I would say separate parents from their children. And I'm sure Mamah will definitely come to us more often even if far away. I don't know what to do, Mom?"

Firhan looked rough rubbing his face. "It's time to talk to Mom. You wait here. I just want to strengthen my relationship with Mom. I want you to never talk that will offend you."

Firhan's words sounded so easy, but for Zaniah who had memorized how the character of the in-laws felt it would not be possible to agree the path of the husband. He could have guessed, with Firhan talking to his mother, Wuri would automatically be angry at Zaniah on the grounds that Zaniah had reported nothing to Firhan and made the relationship between mother and child so tenuous. Zaniah is not a woman who can be stupid and fine if the in-laws are not being nice to her.

Then what way can Zaniah get on the good side of the in-laws like Lillia? Of course only one. By being able to give a grandchild. Remembering that Zaniah came back crying. In his heart he was so eager to scream.

"Why, God? Why haven't you given me the confidence of being pregnant to date? Why?" he shouted in his heart while crying increasingly sobbing feeling the pain in his chest that was so tight.