My Friend to My Husband
Go Or Stay ?

The atmosphere that was originally tense as the clock went on the wall increasingly seemed to feel calm. Until the time before noon, I don't know what makes Firhan dare to land his lips in the niche of Lillia's neck. The eyes that had been closed were open. Lillia was really surprised to get that treatment from Firhan. Wanting to refuse, he was embarrassed to show himself being conscious.

The more Lillia remained silent, the more Firhan's hand moved around her body to move forward.

"Mas, stop." Suddenly Lillia dared to make a sound. Feeling that what Firhan did was not right, but considering their current state of innocence it felt like everything that happened was no longer right.

"Lia, please Mas. It feels so excruciating..."

Until everything you don't want just happens. The plain state of Firhan in fact has made everything easy. There is no coercion between the two, even Lillia who originally wanted to refuse just so enjoyed the game that she first felt. Similarly, Firhan feels the game at the moment feels like a relationship with a girl.

Of course it felt different, because Lillia had never come into contact with anyone other than the man who planted the seeds in her womb at this time. It even happened only once without him noticing.

Several times Firhan seemed to make a sound until he finally got a release. Both are equally drooping satisfied with the unification that is happening beyond their control. Feeling guilty, of course. Firhan and Lillia both betrayed Zaniah. However, the marriage between them in fact does not make the relationship between the two commit sins. Because husband and wife should give each other an inner living.

"Yes..." Lillia's bead eyes stared into the blind eyes of her husband. Firhan was still hugging Lillia's body at the moment. Slowly the man kissed Lillia's forehead full of affection.

"Doing or not, we are both sinners. Not even doing would be so far sinful. We are legitimate in religion and law, Lia." said Firhan who did not want to hear anything from the lips of his second wife.

Lillia realized after hearing the words of her husband. He chose to remain silent without saying anything more.

"You're better?" firhan asked deliberately to divert the conversation. Presumably he wants the awkwardness between them lost changed into a proper relationship.

Lillia made no sound choosing to just nod. He closed his eyes again feeling weak to wake up. While Firhan must immediately clean up.

"Let's take a shower" he asked. Looking at the limp-looking Lillia, Firhan knew what she was supposed to do at the moment. His body rose from the bed and then carried Lillia's body to the bathroom.

"Mas," the scrooge was very surprised to see Firhan already carrying his body.

"We take a bath together, don't protest."

Arriving in a small bathroom, Firhan immediately saw the room of the wife who was much different from his room and Zaniah. There was only a shower hanging there as well as a potluck bath soap. Of course, he must think ahead to be more fair.

"Mas, we've crossed the line" Lillia said slowly but could still be heard clearly by Firhan.

"Mas will be responsible for everything. Mas won't forget everything just like that, Lia." said Firhan who sounded ambiguous in Lillia's ears. What did he mean just now? Is Firhan going to maintain their marriage secretly? or is Firhan going to admit everything to Zaniah? However, it felt like Lillia was too confident if this man before her put his love on her.

After taking a shower, the two wore their own clothes in different rooms. Until late afternoon, Firhan had just finished helping Lillia to prepare dinner. One day without Zaniah, the two were so friendly always together in any corner of the house. Until when Firhan and Zaniah were laughing in the pool swing, the sound of car horns sounded.

"Mas, that's Zaniah." said Lillia immediately nervous. He rushed out of Firhan and headed for the main door to greet the friend.

"Zan," he smiled stiffly.

"Hey, how? healthy baby? You're not sick?" zaniah asked kindly to Lillia.

Getting a hug on the shoulder, Lillia was instantly silent. He felt guilty for betraying his best friend. I want it to feel like Lillia is shedding tears right now, but Zaniah first made a sound. "Where is Mas Firhan? he said he hasn't been to the office all day?" asked Zaniah trying to find the figure of the husband.

"Don't you?" Firhan came near the wife. The look in her eyes briefly shifted to glancing at Lillia who happened to also look at him.

As fast as lightning, Lillia turned her gaze downward.

"Mas, let's go to yuk's room. I'm tired." the two seemed to join hands leaving Lillia alone. There was a feeling of tightness in Lillia's chest seeing that. If half the day he spent with Firhan was really happy, now he must wake up from that beautiful dream. Must realize who he really is.

Until the evening the house looked quiet. Lillia sat down to eat alone without anyone accompanying her. His hand fed and the other side stroked his stomach. Tears unfeelably fell on both of Lillia's cheeks.

"Mother is truly a despicable mother to you, son. Mother had gone too far into the role." regrettably in heart, how could Lillia get carried away while with Firhan and forget her status as a friend of Zaniah?

"Ueeekk.." The vomit he couldn't stand immediately made Zaniah leave the meal and run to the kitchen sink.

Spewing out all the contents of the stomach and then cleaning the face, without Lillia noticing if from the back there was a figure that suddenly hugged her tightly.

"Oh Allah." the strangler was shocked.

"Mas Firhan?" lillia's eyes rounded in shock and released an embrace she thought was a hug.

"You must be limp, let's take you to the room. After that Mas to the room brought food for Zaniah." said softly.

Upon hearing the name of the friend called, Lillia was aware of her position. He let go of the embrace and walked quickly away from Firhan.

Inside the room, Lillia was crying curled up in a thick blanket. His mind again weighed whether he would continue with all this or leave the deal with Zaniah?