My Friend to My Husband
The Deepest Pain

Worn

the difference in bed that night, now morning without feeling make Firhan figure

the one who was asleep finally opened his eyes slowly. The emotion in him is real

it had subsided when he regained consciousness from a long sleep. Faint he saw the light

the sun pierced through the gap of the ivory-white curtain.

Although

it still feels like he wants to be lazy, Firhan must fight against the wishes of his body

because he remembered that it was too late. As fast as lightning he came out

to check out of the hotel and rush home to get ready for the office.

Lucky

last night in an emotional state, he also thought about the distance where he calmed down

from home. It didn't take long until the man finally arrived in the courtyard

home with his personal car.

"What

Zaniah hasn't woken up yet?" when he saw the lights on the porch of the house and

others were still lit that morning. The sun is already bright.

Slowly it

knocked on the door a few times.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

"Zaniah!"

shouted in a hurry.

Feel not

getting an answer, Firhan finally tried to make a sound at that door

and turn the door handle. Unknowingly the rectangular object turned out

open-ended. Firhan's forehead shriveled to see the door not in the key.

"What

home all night not in the lock?" tanyanya was confused and slowly firhan's feet

step inside that simple house.

"Zaniah!"

call him again trying to go straight to the room.

Firhan

silent to see the wife who sat leaning at the foot of the bed and closed

her eyes are swollen. It hurts Firhan to see his wife sad as

that's. He knew this would not be easy for their marriage even if it was as hard

whatever Firhan said it was fine not to have a child once.

Unfortunately

they live on earth not just a couple, but many other things

which will make the figure of Zaniah feel inferior because he does not have children.

"Damn,"

slowly he stepped crouching in front of his wife.

Firhan now

I realized it took time to finish everything. There's no way he could

focus on working while the household problems are chaotic.

Nonexistent

the answer from the wife, Firhan finally chose to reach for his cellphone and

contact the company as its leader.

"Yes

already have. You better get your business done, Firhan. I hope tomorrow the day after tomorrow

you can get in to work well. Two days is enough to take care of

everything?" Across the street, Firhan hears the boss's answer

he asked for permission not to go to work today. And how good

the boss when giving permission time for two days.

after the phone call ended, Firhan said hello and

thank you, he is now focusing on his wife. His phone he put in

into my pocket and near Zaniah.

"Damn, man,

g-get ready. We're going to Mamah's house now. I don't want this to be a problem

for us because of Mama. Come on." His hand ransacked the wife to want to

stand up. Unfortunately Zaniah insisted on staying seated.

"Mas, man,

please just. I am tired, however, that Mamah has the right to claim the right to be in-laws.

Mom just wants a grandchild, Mom. Until then this will never be finished

even Mom said yes to me. But as long as I'm not pregnant, this is

it's gonna keep happening. Therefore, I beg you to marry Zeni. Only

she's the only woman I trust." Zaniah even hugged

the husband's hand to plead for approval.

Firhan

again having to hear that word, he was really sick even Firhan closed down

eyes to hold tightness in his chest.

"how

can you give me up for another woman, Niah? I'm your husband. I was so

loving you. Don't you realize you've hurt me?" firhan's Question

made Zaniah cry. He didn't say anything anymore.

Her heart

very agitated each time remembering the figure of Sela Agnes, the woman who was present in the

lack of it as a wife. The woman who really made Zaniah

mirrored, how lacking she was to be a woman. Beauty, appearance and

in fact she was the woman before Zaniah was present in Firhan's life. Really, Zaniah

it's hard to control that jealousy.

"I

begging Mas. My pain no one can understand if you don't try

my position. I'm really weak, Mom. Please just get married. Zeni is already

pregnant and we need the child's help."

Firhan

say whatever else, until finally he hugged his wife. Firhan's eyes are back

red, but the emotions that raged last night are no longer visible. Well, that's the way

Firhan self-inclined and controlled his emotions. He will be willing to leave

wife to avoid quarrels.

"Only

married married married? Nothing else, Niah?" firhan's question seemed to make

Zaniah was aware of what answer the man wanted to give.

Zaniah

nodding softly. Honestly though he begged for Firhan to agree with

marrying Zeni, in the deepest heart Zaniah was so sick upon hearing

the question that led to the approval of the second marriage.

"Yes, yeah,

Mas." she replied softly.

Zaniah is not

calm down, now he was even more crying, his chest was getting tight and sick

it felt. He tightened his embrace on Firhan's body. Firhan's embrace didn't either

losing tightly. His heart was so broken asking that question. In the sense that

she has betrayed this marriage.