My god
chapter 12

Not wanting to add to the anger of the god, I finally obeyed the god's order to buy food

At midnight we will surround the city in search of the food that the gods mean.

After buying, the kinan directly out of the restaurant, but when he was about to run his car arrived it rained so heavily..

Because the nearest road to his house usually floods if the rain falls this way then the initiative to find another way which is certainly further.

But Kinan did not expect that his car ran out of fuel in the middle of the road like this, especially the road to his house is still far away.

Because the car does not want to walk in the middle of a remote area like this, and it is impossible for him to call an online taxi, I want to look at his cellphone which is almost going to run out.

Because there was no other choice, I contacted the god through a message that he was trapped in the middle of a remote road because he was running out of fuel.

Waiting for a reply from the god who did not appear finally I chose to leave his car and also his phone.He got out of the car and did not forget the food and umbrella he took to take home

Kinan walked in the rain in the middle of the night like this alone.

He hoped there would be a car passing by and wanted him to ride to drive himself home.

Maybe because the fate is bad, you have walked far enough even no car or two-wheeled vehicles that pass.

While his clothes were soaked because of the wind blowing rain so that he shivered cold, plus his stomach was sick maybe because he had not eaten since noon.

kinan who could not stand the pain and cold finally fell along with the sound of a car that stopped beside him.

When I realized that I was confused because I was surrounded by white" I must have been dead" said Kinan who was heard by the god

"foolish basics." whispered the god beside kinan

Kinan who heard that the voice of the god immediately turned his head to the side

"de dewa..i am where.." kinan asked in a soft voice but could still be heard by the god.

without answering the question, the god immediately took a glass of warm drink for me and brought closer to my lips with one hand holding the head of the chin from behind to help me so easy to drink and not spill wet kinan.

"Thank you." said I after I finished sipping the drink while looking at the god

The god was silent, staring at my face and turning to my stomach.

kinan who was confused by the gestures of the god, tried to ask.." god,.what do you see,why_?"I have not been able to continue the question until the door opened with a strong push from the outside

Renata came with eyes reddened with anger, and suddenly strangled the kinan who was being infused "why, why are you pregnant, why did you get pregnant after I lost the child in my womb,I'll never let you give birth to this child of yours, you'll have to lose a child like me, too,"

Kinan difficulty breathing because of the choking of the rena so tight.

"i will not let your child be born, so as to bind you and the gods, I will not let that happen" cried rena as she continued to squeal her neck.

"renata let go." cried the god as he pulled the rena and released a hand of rena chuckle from kinan's neck.

Perhaps surprised by the cry of the god so he immediately let go of his strangulation, then he slumped and cried.

The god immediately grabbed the body of rena and hugged her while stroking the elus hair rena"god, you once told me, if you would never allow any woman to conceive your child," said rena interrupted by his sobbing.

Kinan felt relieved because he finally released his strangulation, but felt good when he saw the scene of the god and rena.

While glancing at me, the god said"you don't cry, you've just recovered, the emotional changes that have arrived are not good for your health"the god tried to calm the rena without releasing his embrace into the rena.

"god, you won't let me give birth to the baby, will you,??" tanya rena released the embrace of the god and looked at the god while wiping away her tears.

Kinan who was surprised by the question of rena immediately noticed the look on the face of the god, waiting for the answer to what the god would give.

The god looked at me for a moment, then pulled me in his arms again and said"rena, don't make me say no."

the god's answer made me relieved, "thankfully the god had no intention of removing this baby"in a canine while stroking his stomach and smiling faintly.

The god who saw it immediately joined in smiling.God felt happy because he could see the smile of his wife while stroking his stomach elus.this is the moment that makes the god more happy.

"no no how,"the newly calm re-enacted sad, and his tears flowed again he cried again as he gouged past "god, you promised my brother, you promised me,if you're always gonna take care of me, now he's gone, and I don't have a man who can take care of me but you"

Rena is crying hysterically while pointing towards me" You will not divorce her, then she will give birth to your child, and become a happy family, and forget me, you will renege on your promise to my brother to always take care of me...that's not what I want.."

Rena continues to doubt in the arms of the gods, like a lost child who does not know the way home.

The gods embrace it, try to calm it down" I'll never renege on that promise, I'll keep you safe without having to remove that innocent fetus,"

Rena looked at the god and said"I beg the god, please don't let her give birth to the child, I don't want her and her child to make you neglect your promise to always take care of me"

The god who did not accept the word rena immediately got angry and snapped at him"Rena, do not go beyond your limits, you have no right to say that"

Rena who was surprised by the clash of gods immediately pushed the god and grabbed the fruit knife, He slashed his wrist.

Rena chose to end her life instead of losing a god.

The god who saw that instantly raised the rena to take her to the emergency department,but because his hand held the head of the bed and refused to be taken to the emergency department before the god promised to choose between himself or his baby.

kinan, who was surprised by the events that arrived, could not do anything

And in the end I said while looking at the god"rena.you don't worry.I will.."you try to strengthen his heart to say this very painful word.....