My god
chapter 47

In a hoarse voice I said, "God, you're such a jerk, you stole it from me, is it because Rena is sick that you ask me to satisfy you??"

Once satisfied the Lord said "i'm your husband, where might I ask a woman other than you."

Kinan only remained silent because he suddenly felt pain in his lower abdomen, and then sweat as big as corn seeds sprung up.

"why silence??" ask the gods because I don't return the words,

feeling strange, the god stood up and turned on the lights of his room.

When the god saw Kinan holding his lower abdomen plus his pale face, he asked again "how can you say no"

Kinan who felt dizzy in his head and stomach, and also suddenly felt wet at the bottom, a kinan who realized that it was blood, immediately raised his hand.

The god immediately ran over to Kinan, and he saw endless blood flowing through his wife's crotch.

Dewa took his cellphone and contacted the hospital to immediately send an ambulance.after which he immediately took and put on clothes for me, kinan,

He kept trying to wipe the blood, but because of too much, the god chose to carry the chinatown and bring it down, thank God when the god arrived under the ambulance fitting came.

The god placed the kinan on top of the gurney while looking at him full of worry.

"if you're sleepy, close your eyes and rest, we'll do our job as best we can, you don't need to worry" Dr. Haikal said at the operating table

Kinan nodded then closed his eyes.

For about two hours, I was still conscious, He saw the god standing in front of the operating room door with a pale face waiting for him to come out, then asked full of concern "how are you?"

"You came on time, the mother and baby survived, but next time you have to hold back, haven't I ever reminded you of heart??"said the doctor haikal while wiping his sweaty temples

"because bu-kinan has had polycystic ovary syndrome before, then you have to really take care of it, because bu-kinan will be difficult to get pregnant again" said the haikal doctor with a sagging face and left the god

The god nodded, then followed the nurse who took his wife to the hospital.

The next day, I woke up to hear a loud noise of people clashing their mouths.

"who made a scene outside??" ask the nurse who was changing her infusion after she opened her eyes

"That's god sir and miss rena, she wants to come in to see you, but god sir won't allow it, so miss rena is crying outside." replied the nurse as she cleaned up the rest of her medical waste.

"crying?fake or real tears..?" ask kinan to himself.

Looking at the nurse who was about to leave, I immediately said "tell the two of them to come in."

The nurse nodded and then came out.

Not long after the nurse came out, God and rena entered the room.

Kinan looked at the reddened eyes from crying.

Rena followed behind the god, then pura sad and asked "what are you doing well?"

Kinan laughed and said "i'm fine with the baby, I'm sorry for letting you down."

"now, should we attack like that??" ask the god with a serious face

kinan smiled then said".ups.oh yes yes you guys are right, so if I attack rena then you will feel attacked,almost killed me and my baby"

Because he did not want to argue, the god chose to be silent, while he chose to go out and leave when what he expected did not happen.

Almost a week I stayed in the hospital, without feeling the pregnancy has stepped on three months.

The gods come to the hospital every day, even though the tip of the tip is fighting with kinan.

And Yuni sends food every day for me.

When I was alone he felt he did not want a child in the womb, because if this child does not exist, then his life will be fine, not to be beside the god who always hurt his heart.

The longer I think, the more he does not want a child in his womb.

And Kinan realized that what he was thinking was crazy.

Today, coming home from the hospital, the god drove his car slowly, as if letting his wife enjoy the ride.

"God, since I married you, I'm like I lost myself" said Kinan, tilting his head to enjoy the view of the city.

The god frowned, and his handsome face changed, then said "your stomach is getting bigger, the audit matter is postponed first, we are on holiday.

Kinan shook his head and lowered his head and held his stomach while saying.." I don't want to go anywhere, I'm not going to give birth to him in the near future, so I'm going to finish the office business"

The god fell silent for a moment and nodded and said "ok, no problem, if you need my help, you can come whenever you want"

Kinan did not reply to the words of the god, he was focusing on two lovers who were joking on the side of the road, taking each other bribes.

"i've never been in a relationship with any man but a god, that's even after marriage, I've never enjoyed my youth with my lover to go out on a date,it must be very fun to be on a date like that.I have never learned to love and be loved by someone," said inner kinan, then he laughed at his life

"In this life, am I destined to continue to suffer?" I said softly while staring out the window

The god pulled the car over, stopped and pulled her into her arms and said "never say that, I'll try_"

"you will try to continue to make me suffer, you will continue to help me in front of my eyes, you will continue to blame me when I am hurt, and that is you god, you have hurt me so deeply.." kinan said after breaking away from the embrace of the gods.

Maybe the gods did not want to make us suffer more, so the god chose silence and drove his car back.

And then there was silence in the car until it reached home.

Kinan immediately got out of the car and was greeted by the juni "mistress I've made chicken soup for you, does the madam want to taste it?"

"yuni, I just finished the food you made earlier, so I'm still full" replied Kinan with a smile

With a smile Yuni said "or want to play a swing in the back garden while enjoying the roses that are blooming ,,"

Kinan shook his head and said "no, I just want to rest in the room, and you take a break.."

When I got to the room, I grabbed my suitcase and opened my closet and took out all my clothes and put them in my suitcase.

The god entered the room, saw the clothes kinan that was being issued by the god furrowed his eyebrows and said "what are you doing with your stuff??"

"i will stay in my apartment until this child is born" replied Kinan as he lowered his head and folded his clothes.

The god stopped me, then pointed at him angrily he said "what do you want??"

kinan looked at the god and said, "quiet, I want to live a quiet life, with no shadow of you or you, do not be afraid, I will not kill your son and will not also hold you to account,I will give birth and raise her alone, and all you need to remember is that I will not ask for your property, and the shares I have received from your father will be given back to you,."

After the break I continued, "i also knew that you never loved me, and I loved you not as deeply as I thought, so I'll let you go.."