My god
chapter 64

"you have nothing, how can you support my son later, will you depend on Irfan??or maybe the judge??" say the gods while staring at the sharp kinan

Kinan raised his eyes and looked at the god, then said in a slightly high tone "do you think I am the same as you??don't you equate me with that mindset of yours"

"what do you think I am??" said the deity in a low voice as he approached kinan "I have explained many times to you, if I and rena have nothing to do, and whether I have ever asked you about your relationship with the judge,and do you have the initiative to explain it to me about your relationship??"

Kinan furrowed his brows and said "i don't know what you mean"

The god raised his eyebrows and said "Melinda's birthday party, you refused my invitation to go to the party, but instead you went with the judge and took her hand, have you explained it to me?"

Kinan was silent because he was confused about where to explain to the gods.

Seeing the silent kinan the god added "I never asked you about it, for I wish you would come to me and explain it without me asking,...Kinanti, not all love should be expressed in words, just enough we express our love with behavior,,"

"me and the judge." I was confused where to start.

After that, I was too lazy to tell the matter to the judge.

Staring at the god Kinan said "Rena has anwar and melinda, but you can't let go of her, whereas me and the judge, we're friends of a child, we're friends,and we had nothing to do except as brothers and sisters, we were just as raised by Mary's grandmother"

Kinan knew that the god was very angry.After a few moments of silence, he said again "me and rena are different, because only need to use a face of compassion and pura crying to get your attention, Anwar, melinda and rendy, you just need to wear a face of compassion and pura crying to get your attention,while I can only rely on myself.Judges are a nightmare to me, we are just distant brothers,,"

The god began to calm down, he waved his hand to Kinan and said "come here.."

Kinan sat on the side of the bed, He looked down sadly and said "no..."

The god furrowed his brows, approached Kinan and crouched down in front of him while saying "do you feel guilty to me??"

The god smiled and said in a helpless voice "I'm sorry about the box, the father gave the box to make our marriage last,but I know that our marriage will last without the box, so I put the box away, I will take care of you both and make the family the happiest with you,we have to make a harmonious family, right?"

Kinan just silently did not want to reply to the word god.He was very sure that the gods hid a lot of things related to him.Kinan also believed that the gods had lied to him a lot.

Regarding his relationship with rena, I'm not sure if the god will actually release him.

But the one I believe in, if his feelings never change, he still loves the god as he did when he first met her and still wants to continue his marriage.

For Kinan, being able to live with a god was a gift to him

Therefore, I do not want to leave the god, even though his heart continues to be hurt by the behavior of the god and his mouth continues to lie saying that he does not want a god.

Kinan nodded his head and said "uum"

The god smiled and said "in the future never mention the word divorce again, okay??"

Kinan simply nodded helplessly.

Looking at the helplessly nodding kinan, the god immediately carried Kinan's body and brought him to the third floor room, their current room.

After putting the kinan on the bed, the hand of the god touched the stomach and said "tomorrow I will take you to check the contents of the hospital, now take a bath and rest"

If the gods do not remind, you must have forgotten that this month he has not met with dr haikal to check the contents.

Kinan only trusted himself for now.

The god who came out of the bathroom, frowned at the sight of Kinan as if he was thinking about something and said as he grilled his hair with a towel "what are you thinking?"

Kinan who realized, immediately got up and sat down, then extended his hand and hugged the waist of the god, with the head attached to the muscular face of the god.Kinan just kept silent while enjoying the scent of the body of the god who fragrant soap because of the bath.

Looking at the kinan like that, the god immediately threw his towel, then hugged the kinan and allowed him to lean on his shoulder, then said in a low voice "you don't have too many thoughts, you don't have too many thoughts,it's not good for you and our baby, and it's exhausting."

Kinan nodded, then said in a helpless voice and sounded pitiful "god can you stop dealing with rena, I am so tormented by it.."

After a few moments of silence, I continued again "he now has his parents who love him so much that he no longer needs your affection, whereas I, I only have you, I just have you,and it's only your affection that I need, your daughter I don't know.."

Kinan tried to use a trick that was often used.

Hearing the words kinan dewa immediately hugged Kinan tightly, and it made me smile happily, and then he said "it turns out men really like weak women"

The god coldly said, "this is not you, my message be yourself, do not imitate others.."

Kinan glared and pouted, then he said in a slightly high tone "if rena can, why don't I, you choose love"

The god laughed out loud and said.."you already have me, so you don't have to pretend like that.."

"it turns out that my actions for you are only in vain" said Kinan with annoyance then he went to the bathroom to brush his teeth because he was forgetfulness..

When he returned to the room, he saw the god lying in the bed, while he immediately sat on the dresser to wear cream.

Then the god woke up and said "come here"

Kinan approached the god and looked at him, then said "what?"

The god sits a kinan in his lap, while removing the tie of kinan hair he says.."don't tie your hair when it's not dry right"

Kinan pursed his lips and said "i'm lazy to comb, I'm so sleepy I'd better get some sleep"

God didn't say anything, he hugged me and said .." Yeah, we're sleeping.."

Kinan was already too tired, so it didn't take long for him to sleep.

The next day I went with the god to check the contents in the hospital.

At the end of this, you often feel anxious, and worry excessively.

After the examination of the womb in the hospital, and the doctor also said that the fetus in the womb is in good health.

Kinan immediately came out of the hospital, he was very tired even though he never did anything.

After getting into the car, the god looked at me and asked "what do you want to eat??"

Kinan shook his head and leaned against the back of the chair weakly while saying "i don't want anything, so it's up to you.."