My husband belongs to his mother
Hamdan

Mas Hamdan walked in with a panicked face.

" Mom, Hamdan asked Mom! Why should I see Joya?" ask Hamdan's mom who looks so mad at me.

" Because he must have said that I haven't given you the same shopping money as you Hamdan." That voice was like a prick. Terribly loud. Maybe even the neighbors could hear it.

Mas Hamdan seemed to sigh. Before walking towards me.

" Hamdan asked Joya, ma'am" she said, hugging my shoulder.

" This month your salary money I love Ayenir, and for Mother's needs" said Mother stared intently at me who was silent noiseless.

Now Hamdan turned to look at me, a look of guilt.

I just complain in my heart. Why was Hamdan so afraid of his mother? is not his sin the same if he also abandons his responsibilities as a husband? .

Seeing me and Hamdan silent, my mother-in-law walked out of the room and slammed the door hard.

I got to tiptoe, so did Hamdan.

Now I look at him "So, I don't give a living?" ask me while sitting alone with him who has been accompanying me every day.

The man in front of me just fell silent while looking down. Never mind, I can imagine what he would say in response to the question I just asked. Short of it, I feel like crying. In fact, just like this, he can't be fair. Too scared of her mother and sacrificed myself.

If only I didn't have a penny, would he really not work for me? Would he let me go without having a dime grip?

Hamdan's hand stretched out so slowly that it held my hand so tightly. With a heavy weight I took a deep breath and tried to make this heart palpitations subside. It was not only the heartbeat that I needed to lower the pounding, but the disappointment that had enveloped the entire soul.

" I'm sorry" he said as he pulled my hand and then kissed it so gently. " I love you so much, you live and die me" he said, hugging me tightly.

Does my husband think that saying sorry and hugging can take away hunger and thirst? Our needs are many, he should be able to understand this precarious situation. I'm sure Hamdan also has no savings other than the amount of money I set aside each month.

Money overspending that I manage for future savings. And even then yesterday he had used to rent out lodging for Mom and her honeymoon.

My money exists, but it's mine. The treasure I had before I married Mas Hamdan. It would be inappropriate for me to use my money if it were not for urgent needs. Because before getting married, Hamdan swore he would never let me use my own personal money for our household. But now?.

Her love speech also felt meaningless, even though I tried to understand it.

" I promise I will work overtime so that next month can share the money for you fairly" he said regretfully.

Next month? maybe my husband forgot even for tomorrow a dime of money I don't have.

I took two steps back and looked at the man before me fixedly. " I don't even have money tomorrow!" I said frankly. If no one cares about me, why do I care about other people, including him.

" Don't cry, I can't see your tears!"

I closed my eyes for a moment to feel the pain in the chest that was becoming more and more.

" Dad, I'm gonna give you a chance to keep giving me a living, and for next month, I'm gonna have to give me half your pay"

Mas Hamdan was silent at my words.

" But, Deck?" he asked while cutting the distance in front of us.

" i... Please understand Joy's situation!" there was a flash of emotion in his eyes.

" I don't understand you much, do I? suddenly you brought me to live in this house? You married again? You alone please understand me for a moment!" no less harshly I say. " Have you ever tried to think if you were in my position how?" press me again.

Pov Author.

Getting so much pressure from his family made Hamdan's job chaotic.

Repeated mistakes due to lack of focus made him almost lose his job. Lucky all this time he's an exemplary employee makes him get tolerance.

Hamdan sat pensively at his desk with a blank look.

" Why bro?" ask Hamdan's friend one team.

" Dizziness me Ren! in Mulu's doodle my report, even Mr. Dadang was very angry with me?" hamdan is his friend.

" Family problems, don't laugh at dong bro's work" Reno advises.

" Want to do it, but can't. Keep thinking!" lamented Hamdan scrambled his already tangled hair.

" Aren't you usually like this? Fighting with Joya?"

" Yes, Joya and I are not doing well!" hamdan Sauceu.

" Biasa, quarrels are household spices bro!"

" It's because I can't refuse my mother's request" Hamdan looked wistfully.

" Oh, what's wrong with your mom?" ask Reno.

" Mom lives with me" said Hamdan sighing heavily.

" So now your mother lives with you? And that's why Joya same you quarreled?" flocked Reno.

" No, Joya was angry because Mom didn't give her the shopping money" Hamdan said. He needed enlightenment at this time, choosing the blessing so that his feelings were a little relieved.

" What do you mean?"

Finally Hamdan was honest with Reno because Joya was angry, and it seemed that the friend was surprised.

" Crazy, you're Hamdan!" reno exclaimed after Hamdan finished telling the story.

The one-director man with Handan seemed completely distrustful of his friend's stupidity.

" Practice, you moron, don't!" yells. Reno took something out of her drawer and opened the brown envelope, removing some of the contents to place it on Hamdan's palm.

" Give this to Joya! keep living him, lest you hope for the door of heaven, just open another door of hell." Reno advised. Reno did not think with this friend, how could Handan be a jerk like this.

" And again! you better get your mom out of your house!" added Reno.

" And if you really love Joya, you better leave your young wife."

After receiving advice from Reno, Hamdan was pensive. Yes, Hamdan did tell if he was forced to remarry at the mother's will, but Hamdan did not tell Reno if he and his second wife had a husband-wife relationship. Hamdan was too embarrassed to admit that he did look like a jerk and helpless man.

However, after this incident did he keep his two wives? While the more days Hamdan did not deny if he was so afraid of losing Joya. However, the news given by the mother also did not inevitably make him more struck by fear. The reason, last night when he tried to persuade the mother to keep giving Joya rights. Rubiah said he deliberately gave Joya's ration to Ayenir, because Ayenir currently contains flesh and blood.

Even Rubiah threatened him to take Ayenir and the child he contained to go missing if Hamdan still forced to give Joya shopping money.