My husband belongs to his mother
Calm down.

" Dear, what are you talking about?" Hamdan dropped his knee on the floor.

Joya crouched down in front of her husband and took Hamdan back into his arms.

Their bodies and feelings can no longer deny that longing, sadness, misfortune and feelings still love each other. Joya did not forget the memory, all the pain and disappointment also still felt. However, Joya chose to file for separation without additional hate.

His love still makes him sane and not lost direction. She was just feeling the love of her husband that she had once loved. It was enough to convey feelings of disappointment. The woman chose to leave a light pat on the back of the man who was now crying in her arms.

God will never give a test beyond the ability of his servant. So Joya chose to make peace with this. Trying to be friends with pain and disappointment. Joya believes there is a place where the valley of acceptance is created where it empties.

Meanwhile Hamdan was only able to shed his tears. It feels in the bed and in all-out banter. The story of happiness with Joya just filled every gap in his mind. He felt hurt and desperate. Still hoping that this is just a dream. The pain that he had never seen from himself Joya, now it was very clearly illustrated even in every sigh of the woman who was hugging him. That actually made him slapped was, indeed, the, his helplessness is the main reason Joya experienced this kind of pain.

" Don't split up, Joy?" stupidly, it was precisely such words that actually came out of his lips, which further hurt his own heart.

Joya let go of his embrace, and stood before Hamdan.

Hamdan's whole body felt stiff, wanting to feel like he was clinging back the first love in his arms. But after the moss of sin that Joya described for her earlier, is it still appropriate for her to expect Joya to return as before?

Tears are back. It symbolizes Joya's pain.

" From the beginning of our marriage, I've told you that someday, you're not in love, you're fed up with me, that's saying, you know, I've been trying to be a good wife and daughter-in-law, but honestly I don't want to be combined. And that's what you did!" Joya felt a tightness of anger in the recesses of her heart. It feels like he was destroyed and thrown by the person who means the most during this time in his life. Joya could only cry. However, this time he chose to voice all his heart.

"Where are you going?" After staying long enough, Hamdan finally made a sound when he saw Joya who was about to press the door handle.

"I want to be alone" was only Joya's answer that made Hamdan's body glare.

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After their quarrel. Joya's not coming home tonight. The woman just sent a message that she was in the place of her best friend. Hamdan who did not want to make things worse was only able to allow without daring to ask further.

Hamdan used to leave with a proper outfit, with a stomach that was filled with healthy food. The front door was always opened for him when he wanted to leave, with sweet kisses and a series of messages from Joya.

Joya always adored him, and he was lulled with all the adoration of Joya. With joy he was sure that Joya would survive by his side. But Hamdan forgot Joya was also an ordinary human being whose patience also had its limits.

Now everything is so empty.

Hamdan stepped into the door lethargic, his tie annoying, many times he tried to tidy up, but still uncomfortable, in frustration he finally pulled off the tie and threw it away.

Although there was his mother and Ayenir, they also did not know how to tidy a tie for him.

" When did you pay Hamdan? All the basic necessities are over?" Not understanding the sadness of his son, Rubiah actually adds to the burden of Hamdan's mind.

"There are still two days left, ma'am, but later, half Hamdan's salary for Joya" said Hamdan, who will leave home and go to work, chose not to eat breakfast because he was lazy to hear his mother who would certainly nag.

Hamdan was also bored with the food that his mother prepared, every day was just that and that's all, there were no vegetables and appetizing menus like Joya's cuisine.

" If that happens, you're ready to lose Mom, Ayenir and your future son Hamdan!" Threaten Rubiah who makes Hamdan's ears buzz.

" What do you mean by mom..?" for the first time Hamdan raised his voice intonation to the woman who had given birth to him. Even his body turned around very quickly.

Rubiah to the tiptoe heard his voice.

"Hamdan, dare you yell at Mom? Want to be your bastard son? Ever since you married Joya you've been an untrue child!"

Hamdan.

"Sorry Mom, but Hamdan please, don't keep on hooking up with Joya if Hamdan is guilty, Joya doesn't know anything Mom"

"Keep defending your unfilial wife is Hamdan, but remember! If you dare to give half your salary for him, then you are ready to lose Mom, Ayenir and your future son" Rubiah threatened again.

"Whatever, Mother." Hamdan said.

Rubiah was astonished to hear the resignation of his Son.

"Did you say Hamdan?" Ask emotions.

"As for Mom, if you want to bring Ayenir, Hamdan will not prevent, it is enough that Hamdan hurt Hamdan's wife, Hamdan loves Joya very much" said Hamdan with red eyes.

"Ayenir is pregnant with your son, Hamdan."

"I know, but I can't lose Joya, Mom" Hamdan cried.

While Ayenir who saw the quarrel between her husband and her mother-in-law felt sad.

Ayenir is a girl who lives in a village with Rubiah who is often helped by the woman. His arrival to this city was also at Rubiah's request.

The middle-aged woman told me about her son who was successful in the city and wanted to be betrothed to him.

Rubiah sends a photo of Hamdan making the girl fall in love at first sight, hearing he will be made a son-in-law by Rubiah of such a handsome son, Ayenir with his innocence accepts Rubiah's offer gladly.

Ayenir arrived in the city where Rubiah lived with his son. Ayenir was shocked when he found out that Hamdan already had a wife. But Rubiah said Hamdan's first wife was very wasteful. Unable to take care of Hamdan, she was also just a barren woman who wanted to master Hamdan's treasure.

Rubiah said with tears streaming down. Without Ayenir realizing it was actually Rubiah's lie. Ayenir only realized that Rubiah was lying after he learned of her pregnancy. He wanted to step back, but he thought about his son's life.

In fact, a few months into her marriage to Hamdan, Ayenir was never really happy.

The money said for her was only a lie Rubiah, all this time she was treated like a maid by her mother-in-law. However, it does not matter, as long as Ayenir can stay with the father of the child he contains.

Although Hamdan did not love him, but Hamdan never hurt him, nor did Hamdan ever speak harshly to him. Although all this time Ayenir knew Hamdan hated him because he was a woman who ruined the happiness of his household.