
Hamdan feels completely devastated when one day he gets two shocking and sad news at once, divorce papers Joya received, along with sad news from his mother about Ayenir. Hamdan went to the hospital and also tried to contact Joya but his first wife seemed to deliberately avoid, wanted to approach, his mother continued to prevent him, making Hamdan increasingly frustrated.
Ayenir declared miscarriage. Doctors say the cause is fatigue and too much burden on the mind.
Once again Hamdan was faced with a difficult choice. Because it turns out not only lost prospective children, doctors also told that the possibility of Ayenir to get pregnant again will be a little difficult.
Oh Allah... How's now? After the barrier to defend Joya has been reduced, now the burden of Hamdan is not and Merta is lost. Ayenir had a hard time getting pregnant and it was the post-mortarization of her flesh blood.
Tega Kah Hamdan divorced a less than perfect woman now. Difficulty getting pregnant is not a simple matter. Hamdan is getting frustrated with the situation. Among all the wounds of his heart, Hamdan looks under pressure from Rubiah. The woman heartlessly asked Hamdan to divorce Ayenir immediately. Just like Rubiah asked Hamdan to divorce Joya.
Where is his mother's heart? Isn't she a woman too?
The burden of thought that Hamdan felt made his body fragile, how not, the reinforcement, the woman who had been the reason for working hard had already sued for divorce. The child who had made himself grateful for his presence even in the womb that he did not want to be gone before he could see the light, and the wife who will be divorced is now very hurt because of the fact that it will be difficult to get pregnant. If Hamdan is selfish keep divorcing Ayenir. Is there a man who accepts the woman sincerely? Not to mention the pressure from her heartless mother.
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The time of Hamdan's destruction has finally come. Hamdan sadly attends his divorce hearing.
Hamdan sat down to wait for Joya's arrival. Joya came after about thirty seconds of Hamdan sitting himself in the front seat.
Hamdan stared at the hand of the woman who was still enthroned in his heart.
Joya looks so beautiful with an ivory white dress. The woman whose hair is now elongated looks so charming. In contrast to Hamdan who looked pitiful.
"I'm so sorry for your son, Mom"
Hamdan's throat suddenly choked, even to answer the condolences of Joya alone was not able.
Joya looks like the first time Hamdan met, a turn-eyed girl with yellow Langsat skin who made Hamdan's eyes just centered on her. Like at the moment. Hamdan's eyes refused to turn away, not wanting to waste the opportunity to look at the face of the ayu as much as possible while allowed.
Hamdan wanted to hold the tiny body tightly and without distance, but could it still be? And what hurts more than reality is 'still worth it?'
The clash of thoughts made him unaware of how long it took him to look at Joya until the door opened and people came in.
The atmosphere became awkward until finally the smile rose on Joya's lips. The cheerful and sincere smile that she had.
The trial took place without appeal, because in terms of law Hamdan and Joya were not worthy together. The two often bicker and there is no match. Hamdan was also negligent of his obligations. Not being able to be a fair household head.
The plaintiff had a compelling reason that made the defendant unable to appeal. The judge also formally ruled their divorce. And there's no further trial, tap the magistrate's hammer sign they've been declared officially divorced.
Hamdan shook Joya's hand as a greeting and farewell.
There was nothing Hamdan could do but try to accept with sincerity the path of destiny.
His heart was torn as Joya's thin smile rose.
"I will always love you" Hamdan said with tears streaming down his eyes.
Joya did not respond, Joya threw her gaze in any direction. I can't wait to see the man she still loves.
If you remember everything about Joya Hamdan it feels like you want to turn the clock around.
The dream of the wife is not grandiose when living with her. There was a husband and children accompanying her aging. As simple as his wife's hope, but he destroyed it without rest.
"The Child is the Secret of the Almighty. Some are given quickly, some are given slowly, some are not given at all. Which is much more important. You should always be grateful, sincere and loving to each other" That's the advice given by Mother Joya during their first marriage anniversary. At that time Joya was seen staring at the envy of a woman who was joking with her little daughter.
While at a time not much different, a row of insults came out of the lips of his mother.
"Well haven't been pregnant with your wife for a year, Dan? Are you sure you married a fertile woman? Or maybe your wife is barren?" That's what Hamdan heard when Rubiah called asking for monthly money. While Hamdan only love alakadarnya because of celebrating the anniversary of the first marriage with Joya.
It should be, from that word alone can make himself aware. If his mother doesn't like Joya. However, due to his folly Hamdan instead complied with his mother's desire to stay with them, and continued to his other mother's wishes.
Now the household ark in his nahkodai has been shipwrecked. That simple dream will never happen. Although Hamdan cried blood though.
"Part yourself well. Mas Hamdan also knows how much love I have given so far. I'm sorry that I can't be the perfect wife for Mas, I hope you're always happy"
Hamdan let go of his soul mate with tears in his eyes. He was just a helpless human being, so quickly the court decision granted their lawsuit so easily. Lawyer Joya's a great man. You can find the evidence very accurately.
Half his soul is empty. Joya left without being able to reach again.
Hamdan stepped footly leaving the building. As he passed through the door, there was a woman waiting for him while looking down deeply.
"Mas, I'm late"
Hamdan turned his head when he heard the little prank of the woman who was now his only wife.
Hamdan circulated his gaze, and already did not find Joya anywhere.
Ayenir covered his face with both hands. Little things began to sound. He regrets coming late and cannot meet Joya to ask for forgiveness.
From morning he was ready to come to court with Hamdan. But what can be said when Rubiah can not give him relief. The accumulated laundry must be completed before Ayenir left, but he could work after returning from court. But Rubiah's word cannot be disputed.
Hamdan who saw his wife crying could not bear. Want to embrace but not able to. Hamdan did not love Ayenir, but to let go he also felt sinful.
Finally, Hamdan closed his eyes. Before finally taking Ayenir away where the bike is parked.
The time brought destruction.