
Returning to her original activities, Hanna helped her father wash, iron, then pack all the clothes into plastic. Despite almost 6 months of not doing it, Hanna is not at all kagok. His hands were still very skilled and deft.
Hanna looked towards the wall clock, the clock showed at 6 p.m. Hanna finished her work even though it was not finished, as well as Mr. Handi, her father. They decided to continue later after Isya and also dinner.
"Hanna to the room first yag, after Maghrib later Hanna ready to eat dinner" Hanna said goodbye.
"Yes"
Not long after Hanna went into the room, Mr. Handi saw Nayo enter the house. He just came from college. Nayo shook Hand of Mr. Handi as usual.
"Have a bath, after Maghrib we eat together"
"Yes yeah" Nayo answered not long, he rushed into his room and put a bag containing many books on the table. Since this morning she actually wanted to talk to Hanna, but she still paused. He felt that there was something strange about what Hanna was doing. After taking a shower, Nayo rushes to fulfill her duties before she joins Pak Handi and Hanna at the dinner table.
"Well here he has come" Mr. Handi smiled seeing Nayo join for dinner. "It's been a long time since we've eaten together like this" Mr. Handi looked at Hanna's face, then turned to Nayo's flat face. Hanna returned her father's smile.
"Where is your college?" hanna asked Nayo, her hand while picking up vegetables for Nayo who had already taken rice on her plate.
"Good" he answered briefly. Hanna memorized very well with her sister, she knew that after this she would be flocked with questions from her sister.
"Here you go, eat first. Father is hungry, yuk" asked Mr. Handi to mediate, he is also very familiar with the temperament of his two children.
There was no conversation at the dinner table, they were busy enjoying each other's food. After eating, Hanna tidied up the dishes and leftovers on the table and moved them to the kitchen. In order not to accumulate too much, Hanna immediately washed the dirty dishes. And now the kitchen and dining table are neat.
Nayo waited for her brother in the dining room, Hanna pulled up her chair and sat there. Meanwhile, Mr. Handi returned to work that was still not done.
"What do you want to hear?" hanna asked her sister.
"What really happened, brother? you have a problem with Rayyan?" Nayo looked at Hanna sharply, she had no idea of the true story at all.
Hanna let out a long sigh, "Sister is forced to do it..."
"Why did you do this just for me? brother is selling brother's pride" Nayo said coldly.
"No.no..you don't know the root of the problem, so please don't judge brother"
"It's not because of you either, just think of it as fate, and besides brother is okay, sister is fine, see..." Hanna spread out both her hands.
"So, I'm not too imposing so I can go to the major I want"
"Hey.hei.no, sister said, it's fate" Hanna grabbed Nayo's hand, Nayo let Hanna hold her hand even though she was very disappointed with Hanna. Why does her sister do all this? just because he wants to go to college.
"Sister hurt himself, and brother hurt me too" Nayo said. Hanna was silent, she saw the look in her sister's eyes. Just this time he saw this angry Nayo at him. "I don't want to go to college anymore" threatened Nayo.
"Hey.hey....Nayo" Hanna held back Nayo's hand that almost left her.
"What am I doing in college if it turns out to be painful for everyone"
"Hey listen.." Hanna's voice was a bit high, she did not want Nayo's college to be extinct, because all Nayo's tuition would be enough to graduate. And what he did would not be in vain. "Listen ya..What you did to you is not something that harms others, all this brother did because of agreement, did you beg? answer NO! did you sell yourself? NOT really" Hanna endured the pain in her throat, she didn't want any of this to go to waste. "Listen, you heard, we've been struggling, you see how he fought, and then God gave way without you guessing, and this does not hurt you at all, absolutely" Hanna asserted.
"Are you not ashamed of your widow's predicate?" asked Nayo to that extent, she thought highly of her brother's future.
"Hey.sister is fine, sister is the strongest brother until now, believe me" Hanna smiled little looking at Nayo, then she hugged her sister. Not feeling her tears melt, Hanna rubbed Nayo's back gently. "Please promise me that you will be a great doctor, this is your dream" Hanna said, hugging Nayo, her voice began to change, now she was crying. Nayo returned his brother's embrace, his heart ached. Hanna's struggle was incredible for her, Nayo's eyes were teary.
Unwittingly by the two, Mr. Handi saw his two children, his tears unstoppable. This is the path taken by her son, guilt re-emerged in his chest, if only he was rich, then Hanna would not do this. Mr. Handi wiped his tears, then came back out to finish his job.
Hanna and Nayo have returned to their respective rooms, Hanna decided to be alone in the room and not petrified her father to work, her heart feels unnatural. So did Nayo, feeling that there was a burden that she was carrying. But this very second he was determined to realize his dream of becoming a doctor, for his father and brother.
Hanna rubbed her still-melted tears, she sat on her old bed. He looked around, the poster with Rayyan's image still clinging neatly to his wall. The man he idolized for a long time, which he did not expect at all if he would marry him, and he did not expect that it was the man who made him immediately bear the status of a widow.
Hanna rubbed the remains of her tears, she got off the bed and slowly picked up one by one the posters that were clinging to her. He tidied up all the posters. And he put it in the trash outside his room. Hanna let out a long sigh, but this she had to do. It was enough that he idolized Rayyan with everything. He must look to the future.
There were no posters left, Hanna really wanted to forget Rayyan. Along with her daydream, Hanna's phone shook, there was an incoming message, Hanna had not opened it, there was an incoming call.
"Yes mas?" Hanna got a call from Bian.
After the call was over, he checked the incoming message, the message was from Rayyan who asked for time to meet. Hanna didn't reply because she already agreed to meet with Bian tonight.
In order to get rid of her heart, Hanna decides to meet with Bian, and it's possible that she will give her answer to Bian tonight as well.