My husband Seleb Hits
The Greatest Heartbreak

Last night for Hanna not to sleep, she stayed by her father's body. Sometimes she wiped away the tears that suddenly fell. Rayyan did not want to leave Hanna. He stays there.

Morning came, and the mourners who were once deserted were now crowded again. Panji, Meta, Kia came too.

"Oh my goodness Han.Secondly grieved deeply, strong yes" Kia hugged Hanna tightly, her tears were unstoppable.

"Han.sabar ya Han" Meta alternately hugged Hanna tightly. Hanna nodded. Her eyes had been swollen from crying since yesterday.  Rayyan was standing not far from Hanna.

"Don...." Panji directly hugged Hanna tightly, not spitting out any sentences. Her tears were stuck in her eyes. Hanna must have been very, very hurt.

Meta was looking at Rayyan there, a thousand questions stuck on his lips, wanting to scream but not worth it because of an impossible situation. While Kia and Panji alternately shake hands with Rayyan. Since they already knew, then they were used to this situation.

        The finished body was bathed and forgiven, ready to be sent to the tomb. Rayyan chose to stay with Hanna in the ambulance that will take Mr. Handi to the final rest. While others are riding cars and other vehicles.

Along the journey that only took about 10 minutes was very painful, this is the moment where Hanna can accompany her father for the last time. His tears spilled back, his chest felt tight. Even Hanna could not accompany her father at the last moment. Hanna regrets, cursed herself. Rayyan rubbed Hanna's tears that started to come down her cheeks.

About 10 minutes into the cemetery, Rayyan helped Hanna down by holding her hand. Hanna looks fragile.

After helping Hanna down, Rayyan helped residents to lower the coffin of Mr. Handi down to immediately be taken to the cemetery area for burial.

Slowly the bodies began to be lowered, Hanna who was in the second row after the fathers who were in the front who would be in charge of dirt. Rayyan also came down to the burrow, no matter the dirt red soil that was there, plus the rain yesterday night. And the sky today is back.

The body had descended into the pit, and began to be landfilled. Hanna's eyes saw her father lying there. There will be no more laughter from his father, no more jokes, no more cooking together, no more the same. The mounds of land were getting fuller in the burrow, Hanna was sitting on a chair beside the burrow that was starting to mount it. His hand held a sow flower basket. Beside her were Kia and Meta who calmed Hanna down.

One by one the mourners left the burial area, Hanna was still there. So did Kia, Meta, Panji, and Rayyan. Hanna got up and sprinkled flowers on her father's grave. Hanna crouched down on the side, her hands stroking her father's navel.

As if it was a nightmare, Hanna tried to brush off this reality. It hurts too much, his chest feels so tight. Hanna looked at the tombstone with a sad look.

"Dad, a calm father..." Hanna tried to smile. "Hanna can, Hanna is strong" he added encouraging himself.

Kia crouched down next to Hanna, as did Meta. Rayyan was standing a bit away from them, she was still here. So is Panji. They're still accompanying Hanna.

After a long time, Meta and Kia resigned themselves.

"I go home first Han, later in the afternoon I return again," said Kia while hugging Hanna. Alternately Meta does it.

"I'm Han too,"

"Thank you, I'm sorry if there's a wrong word from your father....." Hanna tried to smile, she started to be able to control herself.

"Yes Han" answered Kia, he rubbed Hanna's two shoulders, so that her friend was getting stronger.

        Now Hanna lives there, accompanied by Rayyan.

"Thank you for accompanying me from yesterday, I still want to be here, you must be tired, go home first I'm okay" Hanna looked at Rayyan, her lips smiling despite being forced.

"I wish this was a dream, but it wasn't, '" Hanna smiled lightly. His hand was holding a sow flower that was on the mound of his father's tomb. Now Mr. Handi has rested quietly. "And there will be no more laughter at home." Hanna looked at her father's grave.

Rayyan grabbed Hanna's shoulder and placed it on her shoulder, Hanna did not refuse. He let his head lean on Rayyan's shoulder. He's already so tired it feels.

"I lost my father, I have no one"

"Don't say it like that, there's still Nayo, there's still me" Rayyan calmed down. Hanna was silent, it was no longer the same.

"I have to how now?" said Hanna sounding desperate.

"There's still me, tell me what I can do for you, I'll do it." Rayyan rubbed Hanna's shoulder. "I'll never be able to feel the hurt you're feeling, but at least let me accompany you through this,"

In fact, Rayyan is the person who was next to him when he fell, Rayyan who is accompanying until now. Is it just pity? just as an ex?. Ah Hanna didn't want to think about it.

"Hanna go home first yeah yeah yeah well.dad's fine here, dad's calm yeah, Hanna's gonna be fine with Nayo." pamit Hanna while rubbing her father's headstone once more before she got up and left the tomb area. Rayyan opens the car door for Hanna and prepares to drive her home.

        Along the way, only the pain Hanna felt. He just kept quiet, while Rayyan let him go.

Because it was indeed a distance that was not too far away, they arrived at Hanna's house. Rayyan came down and drove Hanna into the house.

"Do you still want me to be with you?." Rayyan offered herself back.

"Go home, you must be very tired, thank you," Hanna replied as she fixed her sagging veil.

"Later to come here again, you're hunting for a bath and a meal,"

Hanna nodded small. Rayyan retreated because she was also going to take a bath, her clothes were dirty all exposed to the grave ground.

        Hanna went into the house, she didn't rush to take a shower. He watched the entire room of the house, his eyes combing every corner of the room where his father usually was. His father's seat was reserved for teaching, his father's workplace, where his father ironed the clothes of his customers. The scent of his father was still very inhaled.

Hanna really misses that guy.

"Ayaaah." muttered Hanna while wiping one of the clothes that still hangs on the hanger behind the door, now Hanna was in her father's room. The bed is still neat with the blanket still folded.

"Why did you leave without leaving a message?" mumbling again. He stared at the wall of his father's room, where family photos were displayed there.

"Are you happy to have met Mom?." Hanna took the photo. Hanna's like a daze, plus since last night she didn't sleep. Hanna approached the photo to her chest, she lay down on her father's bed until she fell asleep.

Almost the afternoon when Hanna opened her eyes, she was hoping that when she opened her eyes this would all come back. His father's voice will be heard from behind the door waking him. But in fact, his chest felt tight, the pain was real. Hanna realized that this was not a dream.

Hanna was still hugging the photo in the figura, she looked at him again before she returned it to the wall. Then Hanna comes out of her father's room, she'll clean herself up before the guests will come later for the party.