My Infidelity On Top of the Game
30.Excuse me.

All the engagement preparations have been prepared by the Hernandes family, because of the request of Arsen and Dew who only want to be engaged to the family, then they choose to rent one cafe in a few hours for the application event.

And that afternoon somehow Dewun really wanted to meet Bagas, actually a little bit he still felt guilty, he still felt guilty, because his relationship with Arsen even to the first stage is more serious and may surpass the agreement of this pair exchange game.

But if Dew blatantly asks to meet with Bagas, it is certain that he will reject it, so he finds an idea, so that he can talk to Bagas but as if accidentally.

"Excuse me, good afternoon Ma."

And the only way is to meet Mama Bagas, he happens to have a cake shop in one of the nearest shophouses from his house.

"Eh Dew? here come in, boy.. It seems like we haven't met for a long time, are you busy? why haven't you been home for so long?"

As usual, Mama Bagas is indeed friendly people, and always treat Dewun very well even like his own child.

"Yes Ma, sorry about the Dew, this also happened to be passing by, and then wanted to chat with Mama for a while."

Even he was used to calling Mama Bagas with a Mama, and it had become a habit since he was in contact with Bagas, because it was Mama Bagas who wanted it.

"You try the cake Mama yes, there is a new menu loh, soon Bagas also here to pick up Mama, later we close the Shop in a moment, then we go home yes son, son, Mama misses talking to you a lot."

Dew's heart felt a little claustrophobic because of it, Mama Bagas' treatment was so good with her, and she couldn't imagine what would happen between them if they were to finally part ways.

"Thank you Ma, sorry to bother Mama." Because Dewun had no other choice, because somehow he wanted to apologize to Bagas even though he did not have to say honestly about his decision to get engaged to Arsen tonight.

"Yes no, instead Mama Seneng you want to stop by here, if you are free to stop by, let Mama have a chat?" His smile always expands, even he brings various types of cakes for Dew to try.

Oh my God, is my decision right? I'm just afraid that I might have to hurt a good mother like her.

"Thank you Ma, because Mama's always been good to me." The dew could only smile to cover up the gloom in his heart.

"What are you talking about? you're Mama's son too, if you're ready, Mama's hoping you'll get married." Mama Bagas replied while pinching Dew's waist in a fit of anxiety.

I'm sorry Ma, I even wanted to ask permission to get engaged to another man, but that didn't seem possible.

"Somehow Dewun felt unworthy to be Mama's daughter-in-law." Dew Chirps while lowering his head and playing the sandal he was wearing.

"Hush... Can't you say that, have you ever mispronounced or have your words ever hurt you?" And Mama Bagas even had another thought after hearing the words from Dewun.

"No Ma, of course not, even Mama treated me very well, even though I'm not Mama's flesh and blood." Dew held both arms of Mama Bagas and rubbed them slowly, at least she was happy to ever get affection from him.

"Grow up, try to tell Mama, do you have a problem with Bagas?" As if he had another hunch, even though he could not conclude it, because Bagas also never told him anything, even his son's daily life as if there was nothing suspicious or looks sad because of a breakup, so Mama Bagas could not draw conclusions.

"No Ma, we're fine."

Because the fact is that their relationship is fine at this time, which is crazy is just the idea of this game, he said.

"Thank God, Mama was afraid earlier, because Mama has gotten used to you, after all what would Bagas be without you, all the things of your Bagas self that pay attention, after all, even sometimes you know more about her than Mama who has given birth to her into this world."

Because the relationship of Bagas and Dew has been established for a long time, so he has understood the habits of the two of them, especially Dew is always concerned with Bagas.

"Hmm. I'm sorry Ma, because Dew can't be the best for Bagas." Although the end must be this way, but at least Bagas also never made himself happy.

"What do you mean, son?" The look on Mama Bagas' face was a little suspicious, but Dewun tried to keep smiling so as not to be caught.

"Growun feels there are still too many flaws, or may often make Bagas upset, angry or even bored with Dew." He also continues to correct himself, so that in the future he can become a better person.

"Hey..no human being in this world is born perfect, I'm sure Bagas has more flaws than you, but you still want to accept him even always pay attention to him." Mama Bagas replied that she knew the true nature of Bagas, and she often shook her head when she advised him.

"Anything, Dew thanked Mama very much about everything and sorry if Dew ever had a wrong word and a wrong word with Mama." In addition to Bagas, Dewun also wanted to apologize with Mama Bagas because maybe in the future all are no longer the same.

"You're like going far away, you're healthy, aren't you?" Mama Bagas is afraid if the story of Dew like in soap operas, with the theme of illness and death.

"Thank you be healthy Ma, may I hug Mama for a moment, because almost this month we didn't meet, I miss Mama?" Usually once a week they must have cooked together, especially if it is a holiday, because Mama Bagas must have told Dew to come.

"Sure, why not?"

Mama Bagas immediately hugged Dew with a big smile, even rubbing Dew's back as the woman looked to tighten her arms.

Sorry Ma, I'm sorry for not being honest with you, I'm afraid of hurting your heart and feelings as a parent, if indeed I was still Bagas' match, we would definitely be reunited, he said, but if you don't, thank you for accepting me with all my flaws.

This time Dew felt a chestnut, he wanted to be honest, but he was unable to do it, because Bagas would also be angry if he told him about the real incident.

"What's this, why is there a hug-all show?" Suddenly the sound of Bagas surprised the two of them.

Instantly Dew threw away his face to wipe away his slightly dripping tears, as he could only speak inwardly.

"At last you came also Bagas, this is Dew, he happened to pass the trus stop by earlier, you two chat in front there, Mama want to be ready to close the Shop first." Mama Bagas immediately left them to pack up the cookies and closed her shop.

"Hm." Bagas just nodded his head, he felt a little strange with Dew, seeing that his smile was slightly forced, even the two corners of his eyes looked red.

"So I didn't mean to renege on our deal, I just missed talking to your mom." Before being blamed Dew explained it first.

"So there's a need to buy something at the Mall near here." Dewun replied that he had to lie back, but his intention was only to come here.

"Aren't you Arsen?" She looked around her Mama's shop who knew Arsen was waiting for her.

"No, he's a little busy today." Because Arsen and his family are excited to prepare an engagement party later tonight.

"Well, you're not busy either, you're both busy." Ledek Bagas with a slanted smile.

"Sorry." Finally the word he wanted to say came out as well.

"Did? why apologize?" Ask Bagas with his face.

Because tonight I'm getting engaged to Arsen.

"It's okay, now it seems I'm starting to realize, that there are so many flaws in me, that maybe you're getting bored with me." Although it all feels bitter, but for now Arsen can always treat it in his own way.

"Grow, stop! don't talk about it, there's Mama here, anyways we've all agreed, so just relax?" Bagas did not want his family to know about this, because of course they would be disappointed with him.

"Hmm... You're healthy right?" Dew has long not sat alone with Bagas like this even he has started to be awkward now, not as comfortable as it used to be.

"You can see for yourself right, my body remains fresh fit, healthy and strong." Said Bagas while showing off his arm which was indeed quite muscular.

"But you're a bit thin, do you often forget to eat?" Ask Dew who guessed it, but he only wanted to insinuate Bagas.

"Have it, don't be like a mother who wants to eat, life isn't just about eating Dew!" Umpat Bagas who felt insinuated, because now every morning he only had breakfast bread only at this time, he had been kapok ask Nevika to make breakfast, and he was ready to make breakfast, so he chose to refuse if he wanted to make breakfast by his temporary lover.

"I'm sorry, if my attitude is often irritating to you." Dew said back while throwing away the direction of his view far ahead.

"Newly know? but yeah, I have to go home soon, I have an appointment with Nevika tonight." Bagas does not want to discuss the deep with Dew at this time, because later the edges are just fighting.

Did he throw me out?

"Alright, I also have important business with Arsen tonight." Dew replied, who also did not want to be too late in grief again, he just wanted to apologize, and he had done so that he could go home with a heart that hangs more calm.

"Sadly, whatever you guys are, I don't care." Bagas langaung.

"Then I say goodbye, once I apologize for everything." Dew rose even reached out to shake hands with Bagas.

"Why are you so sorry?" Although it felt strange, but he also welcomed Dewun's hand.

"Pardoning each other isn't good, rather than being hostile, is it?" Dew replied with her sweetest smile, although she did not know the ending yet, but at least she wanted to leave a good impression with Bagas before she got engaged.

"What the hell?" Bagas actually wonders in his heart, but the prestige to ask honestly.

"Mama, Dew pamit go home first huh?" Dew straight away with Mama Bagas.

"Wouldn't you stop by the house first, son?"

"Other times, Ma, if you can still, because Bagas also want to go, he said." Indeed, the words Dew symbolize everything, but maybe they do not think far.

"Why can't you, should you dong, you guys aren't dating, instead of this weekend?" Ledek Mama Bagas's.

"No Ma, we have important business each, once again Dew apologise yes Ma, if bother Mama was sorted out earlier, then, may Mama be healthy always and given a long life and more beautiful of course." Said Dew who tried to keep looking cheerful, even though his heart felt a little confused, because it seemed like he would not be able to get this close to him anymore.

"You can do this, then be careful on the road, son."

"Yes Ma, greetings to Papa." Dew waved his hand without even turning his head towards Bagas who continued to pay attention to him.

"Surely." There were a lot of questions, but he chose to be quiet.

"It's over yet Ma, let's go home, I have a show tonight." Bagas came straight to his mother.

"Bagas, why does Mama feel that there is something strange about the attitude of Dew ya, you guys do not fight, right?" He's still curious actually.

"No Ma, we're fine, didn't you see?" Answer the Bagas who did not think that way.

"Yes, just Mama's taste of the kayak-dew"

"Have it, let's go home, it's old don't think too much about the things young people do, it's not Ma's time." Bagas immediately denied it, so that their discussion did not widen everywhere.

"Either why do you feel like you're going a little far from the Dew." Mama Bagas back.

"Emang far away, our house is far from the Dew house, come home!"

Bagas did not want to think much, especially about the Dew talk which was a little strange as well he thought, but Bagas did not care too much about it, he immediately pulled his Mama's arm to invite her home, and he did not care about it, because she can't wait to date Nevika together, because they're planning a romantic dinner tonight.

In a world full of mirages, care not enough, not less, but not too much, because caring less hurts them and caring too much hurts yourself.