My Infidelity On Top of the Game
43.Sesal No Edge.

POV Bagas's...

All the time I just felt what is called endless regret, my mother always taught me not to 'embrono' in doing anything, but I never listen and never ignore, because my principle all my desires must I get, because that's my only way to achieve the happiness I want.

But it turns out all that is wrong and only now I feel, since the beginning I knew Dew I have started to be interested in her, her beautiful face, smart let alone always attention with her colleagues, she said, and when getting the Dew was not too difficult, because he also turned out to be interested in me.

I can't believe he was so easy to let me go even with just one month of play, I don't know what a great Arsen, so he was able to defeat me who had been enthroned as his lover for several years.

That's why I'm getting curious and not willing to take off the Dew with him, even when I see there is a curved yellow janur at the Oma Dew that I also just found out from the wrong people there, too, I just wanted to hit him.

My main target is Arsen, so if he dies on the spot even though I'm in prison it doesn't matter, so that neither of us can have Dew.But it turns out Fate says otherwise, because the one who was hurt by my actions was actually Dewun.

When he came near to the bed of the patient I was in, I was fully aware, but I was deliberately silent, wanting to know what he wanted to say to me.

If she wanted to abuse me, get angry with me, that's natural, because I must have messed up her wedding, and it might be a family disgrace in the future.

But this is Dew, the woman who really made me regret having wasted her in my life.

He came to apologize to me, but obviously I was wrong from start to finish, he even asked for my blessing, although I would definitely refuse him.

And what makes me regret back to no end, he cried in front of me, incessantly apologized to me, even still willing to pray for me for the smooth operation tomorrow and my recovery later.

Maybe this is indeed God's punishment for me, so that I am not careless and only attach importance to my own ego, actually I want to say hello to him, want to speak a word or two to apologize to him, but I was afraid that he would run away at that time, so I tried to hold it.

And when he kissed my sinful finger, it was at that moment that my heart seemed so pierced with a sharp pain that it felt like it was making me weak helpless.

Wanting me to hug her and kiss her to ask for strength from her, wanting me to beg her to accompany me when I lay like this, she would definitely take care of me twenty-four hours without stopping, do not let me get sick to this severe, it used to be just a fever that he sat with me until morning, especially now, but it seems impossible, but it seems impossible, because her husband would strictly forbid it especially she was also sick because of my actions, so I did not have the heart.

"Growd.."

When the Dew had left with all her memories of me, my cries were no longer bearable, she just flowed lamenting my solitude in this hospital, far away from my family too, he said, I really feel alone right now.

"I'm sorry I'm a Dew."

I really wanted to say that in person, but I still wanted to be around him, because I honestly miss him a lot.

"I still love you so much Dew, aaaaa!" Unknowingly I shouted there, because I was so sorry to have made him leave me and usually yelling is my way of venting.

"Mas, why? is anyone sick?"

Of course my screams made one of the nurses there run up to me, for maybe fear of unwanted things happening, or maybe he thought I was possessed by a sudden scream.

"Yes Sus." I answered while covering my face with a pillow, because I did not want to look weak in front of women.

"Where is sick?" The nurse checked the injured part of my body.

"It hurts here." I pointed at my own chest.

"Basic in my heart Sus." My answer came back which made the look of his face immediately change reaction.

"God? Do you want to sing?" Ask the Sister with her gaze.

"Now, oh yes.the beautiful woman whose hand was held had gone Sus?" I asked him about Dew, who knew he was still waiting for me outside the room, even though it might never happen again.

"Owh. We've moved him to the inpatient room." The Sister replied that immediately smiled, as if she knew something.

"He's my ex Sus, he left me and chose to go with another man."

I don't know why I want to confide in the sister, at least the chunks in my heart poured out even though maybe the Sister had held back a laugh when she saw my situation, but still I told her.

"Owh yeah? too bad, Miss's pantesan was crying when she got out of here." He said while fixing my blanket.

"I know." My answer is to hear everything from beginning to end.

"Mas hear it?" He felt a little pity like, natural anyway.maybe at this time I look sad, already injured plus heartbreak anyway, complete already my suffering.

"I heard everything, but I purposely pretended to be asleep, so that he would stay by my side, if I woke up maybe he would just walk away from me." My story came back that made him shake his head, even he chose to sit near me to listen to my bitter story.

"Mas still loves him?" Ask her again, whether she's concerned or she's just a pamper, whatever the point is I have a friend here.

"Banget Sus." Answer me steadily.

"Then that's the spirit of Mas, after tomorrow's surgery do not forget to eat good food for the bones, diligently therapy and pray that Mas can recover soon and can pursue love Mas back, okay?" She's so sweet, not even a stingy smile.

"It's too late, Sus, she's married before." It was my answer that made him sigh slowly.

"Geez, then keep the spirit to heal Mas, so as to get the best woman that God has destined for Mas, because the soul mate has been outlined and will not be exchanged, Mas, if indeed the woman was not a mate Mas, as strong as Mas chasing it will not be able to have it, let alone the legs Mas later given platinum, should not run fast-torting, so just turn right continue to advance the road, so just turn right, okey Mas Ganteng, enough rest yes, keep the condition and emotions, tomorrow Mas have surgery." The nurse immediately rose to her feet after giving her advice at length, because there might still be a lot of work.

"Sus?" Call me back when he wants to leave my room.

"Yes, is there anything else I can help you with?" He walked back towards me.

"Suster won't marry me?"

"HUH?" He even looked at me and immediately I showed both my fingers by forming a love sign to him.

I was so salute to the thought and the way that the Sister gave me advice and advice, so even though it might be impossible, I just invite her to marry, who knows she's a khilaf and wants me to marry, right?

The POV Bagas End...

For the next part, which is still sacred as the dew, please skip sajahh😅