My Infidelity On Top of the Game
51.A Thousand Sesal Words.

We often see something more valuable, when we know it is lost and owned by others and a thousand words regret it is no longer useful.

This afternoon Nevika walked down the company hallway to her car park with a blank look, it has been almost two weeks since she got sick, she has not seen Arsen again.

But what made his mind back in the fog, he heard the news that Bagas was hit by a disaster, even his legs and hands were broken, so that he had to resign from the company, because his recovery period was uncertain, especially fractures that may take a long time.

"Aish... why am I at Bagas' house?" Even without realizing Nevika drove her car towards Bagas' house.

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When Nevika wants to turn around, it turns out his car is blocking a car that wants to enter the house Bagas.

"You who? how come Auntie I've seen you, yeah, but where is it?"

And it turns out that the car belongs to Bagas' father, both parents have just come from shopping for Bagas, because currently Bagas can not go anywhere alone, by himself, he even uses a wheelchair in his daily activities.

How's this? going straight back to the right is also impossible?

"I'm a colleague of Bagas Aunty's Office." Nevika replied that she was disinclined to suddenly have to leave.

"Owh... Surely you want to visit Bagas huh? then let's go in, pity she doesn't have her friends now, nor does she ever come, or--?" Mama Bagas' words hang while observing Nevika's face from all sides.

"Why Auntie?" Ask Nevika who's been fussing herself.

"Or maybe he broke up with the Dew because of you?"

Duars

Die me!

"Owh. sa-I don't know Auntie, I just came here to see Bagas's situation because he said he resigned because he was sick." Nevika said with a trembling hand, why was her hunch right.

"Sorry yes, Aunt is just a little surprised, not usually Dew like this, usually he is the most considerate person with Bagas, even more than Aunt herself, he said, but lately he's never been home again."

It turned out that Dew had stolen the attention of Mama Bagas, not just stealing my lover.

"That's it Auntie." Nevika replied with her weak voice.

"Let's get Aunt to Bagas' room, she'll be up." Without thinking long, Mama Bagas immediately led Nevika to Bagas room.

"Who's Ma?" It turned out that Bagas was already sitting on a wheelchair while looking at the window.

"Here's an office colleague you want to see you."

"NEVIKA?" Bagas was surprised to see the arrival of Nevika at his home.

"Hmm... How are you doing Bagas?" Nevika asked just a small talk, but she did not fully have the desire to visit him, only her heart moved all her limbs to get there.

"Fuuh. ya this way." Answer Bagas while seeing how bad he is.

He was taken home by his parents a few days ago, although Bagas did not say all the events he experienced directly.

"Then Auntie stay behind first yeah, you guys just talk first."

"Thank you Auntie." Nevika answered while sitting next to Bagas after Mama Bagas came out of her son's room.

"Are you okay?" Sapa Bagas back.

"I should have asked you that, right?" Ask Nevika back.

"I thought you'd forgotten me."

"I'm not as cruel as you, who can only think of your own ego." Umpat Nevika while smiling wryly as she recalled their last meeting first.

"You insinuating me?" Chirps Bagas while glancing towards Nevika.

"Yes, you are the type of person who is like that, sweet enough to be thrown away, and maybe you become like this because of your karma!" Let Nevika you don't lose if you argue.

"It's not just my karma, it's our karma." Reply Bagas who even smiled discordantly considering the narratives of the two of them.

"meaning?"

"My lady with your man is married!"

Duars

"ahahahahah.. Be married? are you joking now?" Nevika still does not believe, because she did not hear any news, she just thinks Arsen took a leave of absence to rest.

"You don't see my condition, my hands and feet are broken because I deliberately wanted to ruin their wedding." Say Bagas who started telling stories.

"But I didn't hear anything?'

"They were married in the village of Dewanya."

"Argh.. Goddamnit!" Nevika immediately looked limp, but she still could not accept.

"Don't curse at my house, my mama can scold you!" Chirps Bagas while observing the door of his room.

"Hiks. hyks.. You're kidding Bagas? they can't get married, Arsen's a real pity for me." Finally the word water dripped too, because indeed Bagas' face did not look joking.

"That was before he knew my woman!" The answer with a face is no less lethargic.

"It's all because of you, if you hadn't proposed this crazy game, I would have married Arsen!" Because annoyed Nevika hit the chest Bagas field though not too hard.

"Aw.. aw. do you want to break all my bones?" Bumpat Bagas who immediately whimpered.

"I don't care, I hate you Bagas!" Shouted Nevika with the roar of her tears.

Grep's!

With one hand that did not hurt, Bagas finally grabbed Nevika's body and hugged her tightly, he realized that all this had indeed started from his mistake.

"I'm sorry now, I'm sorry I didn't think long back then."

"Then what should we do Bagas, I still love Arsen very much, I don't want to lose him, hiks.."

"I'm the same Nevika, until this moment I still love Dewun very much, I was not willing to take it off, but what you want to say, they are both legal to be husband and wife, there will be no hope for either of us." Bagas unconsciously rubbed Nevika's hair slowly.

"Then what would my life be like without Arsen, I'd like to always be by his side Bagas."Whining Nevika.

"We have to stay alive, because the pain feels bad, look at me so I can't go anywhere."

"Everything use your brain, if you can't ride a bike, if not rent a rickshaw dekalian, so it's not risky!" Nevika's true compassion also saw bandages everywhere.

"Aish.where cool is ruining the wedding of people wearing Rickshaws!" Babe Bagas while grumbling in annoyance.

"You're really crazy!"

"I can hide from my mistakes, but not from my regrets. And maybe I can play with my drama, but not with my karma, not even just me, you're the same." Said Bagas while staring at the window of his room with a blank look.

"God should have created a two-way time so that I could go back in time to erase all my regrets and mistakes."

"Am I better off dead?" Nevika without thinking.

"Hush.. I told you, broken bones only hurt, especially to death, is your charity already a lot?"

"But I don't know what my life is without Arsen." Nevika involuntarily tightened her embrace on Bagas' waist and spilled her tears back.

"They can live happily, why can't we?"

"I mean us?"

"We are each with our destiny, you with your life and me with my life, you think what just now, don't Ge eR you!" Bagas again upholds his self-esteem that is not how much it is.

"Who is Ge eR, I have no interest in you at all!" Nevika also does not want to lose competitiveness.

"Especially I, do not really have a spoiled partner, can not cook, like shopping, spend my money alone." Bagas seemed to not accept when Nevika seemed to reject him.

"I'm definitely interested in having a partner like you, a mediocre salary, his job hanging out, and now you're a bully, aren't you?" Ledek Nevika who is getting upset about it.

"You dare insult me?"

"You started first, didn't you?"

Finally, the two of them even argued alone, and felt unwilling to be humbled by both.

"Silence you two!" Suddenly Mama Arsen appeared between the two of them.

"Huh? sorry Auntie, I was just joking with Bagas earlier, hehe." Nevika straightened up her way of sitting.

"This is something for you."

Mama Bagas menyodorkan satu kotak kepada Bagas dan Nevika.

"Apa ini Ma?" Tanya Bagas dengan tatapan heran.

"Itu untuk kalian berdua, kalau mau tau buka saja sendiri."

"Dari siapa sih Ma?" Tanya Bagas kembali.

"Dari orang-orang yang pernah kalian berdua sakiti, Mama kecewa sekali dengan sikap kalian berdua, tapi ya sudahlah, itu pilihan kalian berdua, sekarang nikmatilah hasil dari perbuatan kalian, sebagai pembelajaran hidup agar nanti kalian lebih berhati-hati dalam berbuat, jangan hanya mementingkan ego dan nafsu, karena penyesalan itu letaknya dibelakang dan tidak ada gunanya." Nasehat panjang lebar langsung keluar dari mulut wanita paruh baya itu.

"Mereka sekarang dimana Ma?" Tanya Bagas sambil melongokkan kepalanya kearah pintu.

"Setelah mereka menceritakan inti dari permainan gila kalian, mereka berdua langsung pulang, sudahlah.. jangan ganggu hidup mereka lagi, karena mereka juga berhak bahagia, jika kalian berdua ingin hidup tentram dan damai, lupakan mereka, sadari kesalahan kalian masing-masing dan tatalah kehidupan kalian menjadi lebih baik lagi." Ucap Mama Bagas seolah memberikan peringatan kepada mereka berdua.

"Baik Tante."

Bagas dan Nevika hanya bisa menundukkan kepala mereka masing-masing, kalau didengar dari semua perkataan Mama Bagas, sudah pasti itu adalah kotak pemberian dari Embun dan Arsen. Dan akhirnya mereka berdua sama-sama membuka kotak itu dengan wajah yang terkejut.

*To: Bagas and Nevika*.

*Actually we both wanted to apologize to the two of you directly, but we didn't want to interrupt your meeting earlier, so I left this letter to your Mama, although at first this happened because of the madness of the two of you, but in the end we even said thousands of very thanks to both of you, because without you, without you, we probably won't be able to unite*.

*One thing you need to remember, thousands of regretful words are no longer useful, indulge in emotions and passions will only harm and regret is a gift that will definitely be accepted*.

*But blaming each other is useless, just take the silver lining, maybe this is the best way for the four of us*.

*And this, we give you cantile flowers at our wedding, even though it is not fresh but said people if you have it can get married*.

*Who knows you two are also paired, because usually quarrels are the beginning of the emergence of love, if you are already legowo, let's meet each other with a smile, let's meet each other with a smile, so that there is no more grudge between us*.

*Again thanks we say to you both, in this case we also admitted wrong, but my affair occurred on top of the game you made, but believe me that a soul mate, but, sustenance and death have been described*.

*And our prayers, may you two meet again on the cover, amin*.

^^^*From your past*:^^^

^^^*Arsen and Embun*^^^

The two of them finally could only stay still in their respective daydreams while looking at the box containing a letter and Cantile Flower headdress during the Dew qobul Ijab at that time, although it was not fresh, it was not fresh, but it still looks good, because it is deliberately stored in a cool place.

Appreciate what you have right now. Remember, happiness will never come to those who do not appreciate what they have.

The fact of regret is the awareness of mistakes that have been made. Behind it all, regret becomes one of the keys of someone's life that can make us better than before.

...~~SELESAI~~...

Finally the novel "PERSELINGKUHANKU ON TOP OF THE GAME" has been completed yes man friend, although not how at least can entertain in leisure.

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