My Love for My Honey (My Love for My Love)
26. Hard Choice

It does not feel the age of marriage mother Love and Mr. Noah has walked nine months. Both of them enjoyed their togetherness.

Honey who still lives in the dorm no longer feels lonely added her friends no longer bully her since her father married her mother Love.

It's just that now replace his best friend Inggit who is experiencing deep sorrow since his mother in the verdict of heart cancer. The age of his mother who was claimed by doctors only lasted three months made the days of England not cheerful anymore.

This girl is more alone in the music room by playing the violin, her favorite musical instrument. Inggit is indeed an expert in playing the stringed instrument. The sadness that is currently afflicting her inner self is poured in music to convey to the world that she is currently preparing herself to lose a mother she deeply loves.

The sound of the violin sounded beautiful all the way to the dormitory. Cintya's mother and the other teachers enjoyed the beauty of the music that resulted from the friction of the violin.

"It looks like Inggit's having some kind of problem with Chintya's mom." Said Dea's mother who felt very touched by the music game Inggit.

"If Inggit plays music with his heart, it will reach the heart of everyone who feels the sadness of the girl.

All this time, he was good at playing his violin very beautifully, but only limited our admiration to hearing not with our hearts.

But, this time it felt different because he was venting his sadness through his violin game." Typal Cintya's.

"But, what sadness did the girl feel, Cintya's mother? all this time we know the girl was always cheerful as if there was no burden in her life."

"Maybe both parents are having problems. Where do we know the wheel of life of others that at any moment can change at any time." Said Cintya's mother.

"Do we need to ask Cynthia's mother?"

"Try Dea's mother! We deserve to know what happened to our students so we can handle it quickly even if we don't know the real story." Tukas mother of Cintya.

"All right, ma'am, then I'll meet him in the music room." Dea's mother then left her mother Cintya who was sitting in the garden with her.

Upon arrival in the music room, Dea's mother sees Inggit still seriously playing his violin while closing his eyes but her tears come flooding down his cheeks.

"Write!"

Greet Dea's mother while rubbing Inggit's shoulder gently. Inggit stopped the game. The girl held her violin up with a bent face.

"The game is very good Inggit. Mother Dea cried. Never before had Dea's mother heard of a violin played by Inggit as sad as this. Is Inggit in trouble right now?"

Instead of answering his teacher's question, Inggit roared to make Dea's mother in a fog.

"Well, honey, what's up?"

Dea's mother took the violin from Inggit's lap and placed it next to her seat. He hugged this girl tightly. Dea's mother did not dare to ask again for fear that Inggit was crying more hysterically. Dea's mother let the little girl vent her feelings of sadness.

Long time mother Dea waiting for this girl to cry. Not long after, Inggit's cries began to subside. He then looked at Dea's mother's face as he pleased. Dea's mother was just waiting for something from the little girl's lips.

"Mother Dea!"

"Yes baby!"

"I used to bully Honey because I didn't have a mother. And now God is punishing me for what I did that hurt Honey." Inggit said then fell silent again because his crying broke again.

Dea's mother was increasingly clueless about this girl's words.

"Why would God punish you if you yourself apologized to Honey and regretted what you did to Honey?"

"Because my mother is now in a heart-and-heart verdict and she only has three months left to accompany me and my father."

Degggm...

Honey covered her face with both hands then cried again.

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiuun."

Said Dea's mother, smothering her mouth in disbelief with Inggit's words.

"Well, you're not lying, are you?"

"Why lie to my own mother's life, Dea's mother?" Inggit's reply was upset.

He immediately ran out leaving Dea's mother still dumbfounded to hear the poor girl's words.

"Oh God! Why take turns the fate of my students who have to lose their mother." Dea's mother followed Inggit.

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That afternoon the mother of Love felt her body easily tired with a view that often blurred to make her feel the state of her body is not very disturbed at this time. He thought that he was experiencing anemia plus the two months his menstrual cycle was uncertain.

When her car was almost at the mansion, Love changed her mind. He also took the initiative to visit the hospital. He wants to check his condition in the hospital to find out what disease he is currently suffering from.

Cinta asked her case in the registration section by submitting her complaint. The administration was directing Love to the inner disease poly. Love nodded then registered a poly specialist in internal medicine that he would go to.

From poly internal medicine, the doctor felt that Love was currently pregnant. Love was so happy to hear that news.

"Miss Love. You should go to the polystyrene to find out the age of your content, to ensure clarity." Said Doctor Renita.

"Thank you doctor, I'll be there now." Say Cinta then brought her medical report to an obstetrician.

Once there, he had to stand in line again with other patients. An impatient love awaits the next result, hastily sending the glad tidings to her husband Mr. Noah through the message of WA.

"Are you still in the hospital, baby?" Ask Mr. Noah.

"Yes dear."

"Then don't go anywhere, I'll pick you up now." Said Mr. Noah enthusiastically.

"Let Aldo take me to the hospital and I'll go home with you. I'll bring your car.

From now on you can't drive yourself." Said Mr. Noah.

"All right, I'm waiting, baby."

Love ended the conversation. Not long after his name was called and he immediately entered the room. Love gives Renita's doctor a letter of medical report to Rachel's doctor.

Doctor Rachel read the medical report a little jolted then she hurriedly rubbed her feelings.

"Miss Love. Now lie down! I'll do an ultrasound on your stomach to find out the development of the fetus in your womb." Tell doctor Rachel gently.

"Good doctor."

Love rises to the top of the cage, assisted by the sisters to prepare for Love to be examined by doctor Rachel. The doctor smeared the jell on the surface of Love's stomach and began playing with the USG stick in Love's womb.

How shocked doctor Rachel when she saw a lump as big as a ping pong ball perched also in the womb Love with her prospective fetus attached to the uterine wall.

"Miss Love. You are indeed two and ten weeks pregnant, but unfortunately there is a uterine tumor that is also lodged along with your fetus.

This is not very good for the health of your body, you should have surgery to remove both. Between the fetus and also this uterine tumor." Doctor Rachel said as she was.

"What...? did the doctor mean I should have an abortion on my fetus too?"

"Yes, miss Cinta. Because if you preserve your content then your life will not be helped."

"If I had surgery to remove the tumor at the expense of my baby, would I still have a chance to get pregnant again?"

"Unfortunately, it can't be because this uterine tumor is very malignant and your uterus will be removed as well." Obviously doctor Rachel.

Degggggs....

"You are not a doctor God. You are just a doctor who can predict a patient's illness based on medical. I will not be willing to have an abortion on my baby for my safety.

Love is so enraged by the statement of doctor Rachel. He immediately left the poly room with a doctor's prescription.

His mind was raging with the various arguments he was currently thinking about.

"I'd rather die than sacrifice my baby. I really want my baby. Mami is okay dear, as long as it can contain you it has become the most beautiful gift for mami.

I'm not gonna throw you out. If God allows you to be in my womb, God will take care of you. There is no vain creation of God on this earth unless there is no benefit.

You are present in the womb of the mother of His will. By His permission we will both be saved by God." Say Love is soft.

Love walks towards the pharmacy to take the drug. Just a few steps away, Master Noah called out to him from a distance.

"Love!"

Degggm..

A moment of Love was surprised but she hurriedly changed her sad expression to sparkle so as not to invite her husband to ask.

"Darling! Has the examination been completed?"

"Hm!"

Love quickly nodded.

"Well, I want to see a doctor do an ultrasound on your womb." Complain Mr. Noah.

"Later if there is another examination schedule, you can also see the development of our baby." Love tries to smile as best as possible.

"When's the schedule?"

"Two months away."

"That's a long time, dear."

"Just the time passes, it will not be felt if filled with useful activity." Say Love is soft.

"Do you want to make up for the medicine? Here let me make it up to you."

"Let me, baby. I'd like to ask you to buy me a drink because I'm so thirsty."

"alright. What do you want to drink?"

" Mineral water only."

"Wait in front of the pharmacy even if you're done taking the medicine!" Tell Mr. Noah.

"Ok darling. Thanks!"

Mr. Noah searched the hospital canteen while Cinta waited for the medicine to be redeemed.

In the recipe there is a cure for the tumor also that must be taken by Love, but Love disposes of the drug so that her husband does not know it. She only brought home special medicines for her pregnancy.

Mr. Noah returned with drinks and small meals for his wife. He opened the bottle and handed it to Love.

"Did the medicine come?"

"This, it's dear. Let's go home." Say Love .