My Love for My Honey (My Love for My Love)
37. Grief Inggit

After fighting cancer that lodged in her body, finally Madam Irene began to give up and say goodbye to her family.

Inggit stood next to his mother who had breathed a sigh. A pale face with tapered cheeks yet a beauty streak was still left there. His smile expands even though it seems forced.

She looked at her daughter's pretty face with a sad look.

"Wind it! Take care of me, baby!" His mother stammered.

"Don't go mami!" Inggit's cry broke.

"Mother has tried to endure, dear, but God does not want you to live with you until you grow up."

"The egg will feel lonely mami."

"There is a father who will accompany Inggit."

"Dad wouldn't do his duty as a father like his father Honey when Honey lost her mother." Inggit was seen protesting.

His father shook his head weakly as if he could be the father his daughter Inggit needed.

"Trust Inggit's father!" I won't make you lonely." Madam Irene said as she closed her eyes because her time was running out.

His last breath began to feel with a calm smile while saying the prayerful sentence as his last utterance.

"Mommy.mami.mami!" Call Inggit in a hoarse voice.

Mr. Gunawan hugged his shock-looking daughter." Sweetheart! mami's gone."

"No!"

Inggit approached his mother's chest wanting to feel her mother's heartbeat. " Mommy! Don't you feel sorry for me?" Inggit asked as he shook his mother's shoulder.

"Darling! Let your mother go quietly!" Mr. Gunawan covered his wife's face with a blanket.

"Seekkkk..mamiiii!"

Shouted Inggit hysterically. This poor girl is in her father's arms. He did not expect that he would have the same fate as his friend Honey.

"Mommy! Why leave me when my friend Honey regains her happiness." Say it with a soft.

Both of her parents took this girl from her father's arms who seemed unable to endure her grief.

After how many hours, the residence of his parents Inggit was full of mourners who came and went alternately. Honey is no exception with both parents who want to express their grief directly to Inggit and his father.

Inggit immediately cried hysterically as Honey hugged her friend to give strength to the grieving Inggit.

"Honey! Is this how it feels to lose a mother?" asked Inggit, sounding raucous.

"There is nothing more painful in this world when we lose a mother, Inggit." Honey said as she wiped Inggit's tears with her small hands.

"Maybe this is God's reward for insulting you first?"

"It's not like that, Inggit! Without you insulting me, God still takes your mother because her end has come. Who are we to impede God's will on His servant whom he wishes to take back to his lap." Honey Vocabulary.

Similarly, his father, Mr. Noah, who is currently strengthening the heart of Mr. Gunawan in order to accept the reality when he lost the wife he loved the most.

"Mr Gunawan! Right now, I'm sure you don't want to listen to anyone's advice because I've been in your position.

But, I just want to say that someday God will replace your grief with something better." Said Mr. Noah.

"It just so happens that you get your wife who suits your daughter Honey's wishes, then what about me Mr Noah? Maybe every human journey is not always smooth, right? for everything is in God's hands." Said Mr. Gunawan.

"God knows what we need, not what we want. If God returns this test, God will never break his promise." Tukas Mr. Noah.

Glekkk...

Mr. Gunawan felt very ashamed because his foolish words had doubted God's promise to His servant who would be patient.

"I'm sorry Mr Noah! my mind is cramped right now. How can I respond to any wise counsel from you, Mr. Noah."

"I understand Mr. Gunawan. Then we say goodbye first. Next time, if anyone needs a friend to vent, I'm ready to listen to your complaints. I happen to be a good listener." Said Mr. Noah while greeting Mr. Gunawan.

Mr. Noah's family went home to Mr. Gunawan and his daughter Inggit. They promised they would come again following the funeral process of his late mother Inggit.

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The ground of the cemetery has formed a mound of land on which has been sprinkled with flowers and also ornaments of roses and other flower arrangements dominate the navel.

The cry of Inggit and his father could not be contained when the thread of prayer offered by one of the ustadz for his beloved mother.

Mr. Gunawan is almost unsteady where he stands because he is not strong enough to withstand his sadness. Similarly, his daughter Inggit can only stare at the departure of the mother.

Luckily, that morning Mr. Noah and his family accompanied the bereaved family. Mr. Noah hugged Mr. Gunawan's shoulder so that this handsome man did not fall easily.

Ibu Cinta and Honey stand next to him, Inggit who still sobbing. Honey rubbed her friend's back without saying anything.

"Honey! I went home no longer seeing my mother's beautiful face. I can no longer accompany her to cook and bake cookies every time I come home this weekend." Said Inggit while sobbing.

"Is there no one but your father and servants?" Ask Honey.

"My father was an only child and my mother had an older brother but lived in America. My uncle has a family. Later in the night may just arrive in Indonesia with his family." Inggit.

"Oh my God, I guess, I was the loneliest princess when there was no mother, even so I still have Aunt Lea ready to accompany me when I was sad because my mother was an orphan who had no siblings.

You are suffering the most than me. God willing, your father must have had a great mother for you, just like my father got a mother of love for me." Honey said comforting.

"Who said every mom connected was good Honey? It might just happen to be your lucky fate that your father can get 8bu Love who is very patient and loving. After all you deserve Cintya Honey's mother because you're also a good child, unlike me who likes fun and naughty." Said Inggit humbling himself to Honey.

"Then, from now on change your attitude to be a submissive child so that you can get a good connecting mother like me who gets a mother of Love." Hinduism advises his best friend.

"Please pray Honey that my father will soon find 8bu connect for me because I depend on how my father feels about the girl he's getting married to." Said Inggit while wiping his tears.

The family eventually separated in the parking lot and returned to their homes.