My Love for My Honey (My Love for My Love)
28. The Struggle for Love

The age of the content of Love has entered five months. Increasing the magnitude of the pregnancy also increases the size of malignant tumors that nest along with the growth and development of the fetus.

The pain that Love felt on her stomach began to afflict her. But love never shows pain to the husband.

The pain becomes even more if her husband has asked for love. Love must bite her lower lip by grasping the bed sheet so that she does not shout in front of her husband while carrying out her duties as a wife.

Cold sweat with a pale face made him have to endure his nearly broken cries. After finishing making love, Noah's wife immediately walked limping to the bathroom only to cry inside there.

"Mama! It's very sick mama." Complaints of Love while sobbing.

Mr. Noah knocks on the bathroom door that was accidentally locked from the inside by Love. Mr. Noah, who thought his wife was having a bowel movement, waited for his wife again.

New love comes out if the pain in his stomach begins to diminish. Love comes out with a slightly bent body. Mr. Noah was suspicious of his wife's changing course which seemed to be withstanding pain.

"Love! why you, baby?"

Ask Mr. Noah while frowning his forehead staring at the wonder of Love that looks more pale.

"It's okay, baby! You are too strong in love, so mine is a little sick." Love tells lies.

"Oh my God, I'm sorry, baby!"

"It's okay that it will also go away on its own. I want to sleep Noah, can I?" Ask Love with a breath.

"But your face is very pale and your hands are very cold, Love."

"Small the AC a little bit I feel really cold right now."

"Where might you be cold if you sweat more. I'll call the doctor, baby."

"No!"

Sergeh Cinta half yelled at her husband. Mr. Noah looked even more astonished by the attitude of the mother of Love which made him very suspicious.

"Darling, what's wrong with what I said? why are you suddenly angry? I just don't want anything to happen to you and our baby-to-be." Said Mr. Noah while calming Love.

"Yes, I know Noah, but don't over-treat me by calling the doctor. I said I was okay and just needed a break.

So please follow my request and don't call the doctor when I don't need them right now." It was obviously love that was afraid of being discovered by her husband.

"alright. Rest baby! I'm sorry I upset you." Said Mr. Noah and kissed his wife's lips.

Mr. Noah turns to the bathroom, while Love cries inside his blanket.

"O Allah, grant the servant physical strength and the heart of the servant. If this is part of the test to take away my sins, then guide me on the path that You are pleased with." Prayer of Love in His tears.

Love recites the infinite istighfar until the pain is gone from her stomach. The girl finally fell asleep with tears still on her face.

In the bathroom, Mr. Noah is troubled by his attitude of Love. He began to remember his first wife who behaved the same as Love today.

Tiara often lied to him while pregnant with Honey until the age of her womb entered the new seven months in the know Tiara suffered from liver cancer.

After giving birth to Honey, Tiara underwent regular chemotherapy but unfortunately, the disease had eaten away at her body until she died when Honey was two years old.

"Did Love suffer the same fate as her birth mother Honey?" Said Mr. Noah Lirih.

Mr. Noah immediately cleansed his body as soon as he remembered his mother Honey. He was so afraid, if something similar happened to Love, his second wife.

Mr. Noah came out with a white towel wrapped in his burly body. Seeing the Love that had fallen asleep, he approached his wife. Suddenly he was shocked to see that beautiful face looks as damp as crying.

"Love, don't hide anything from me, baby! I won't forgive myself if I have to be helped a second time." Mr. Noah's mind then sleeps next to Love without wanting to wear sleeping pajamas.

Honey's father suddenly felt afraid of losing his wife Love.

"Oh my God, I have lost my first wife. Don't test me again by taking my second wife.

If I have many faults and sins in my life, then forgive me my sins, O God." Said Mr. Noah in his heart.

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The next day, Mr. Noah accidentally visited the hospital where his wife did the examination at the hospital. Unbeknownst to Love, he desperately meets the doctor Rachel who once examined the content of Love.

Indeed, at this time Love has turned to another hospital that makes him comfortable to consult. He wants a doctor who has the principle that the life of man dies only God determines, not man himself.

Upon arrival at her study by doctor Rachel, Mr. Noah introduces herself as her husband Love.

"Look at the doctor, a few months ago, my wife Love had checked the contents here. I just want to know what happens next in that examination?

"Excuse me Mr Noah, did your wife Love until now, not tell me the condition of her pregnancy is currently problematic?" Ask Rachel's doctor before answering her patient's husband's questions.

"Not at all, doctor. That's why I came straight to see you to find out what happened to my wife?"

Doctor Rachel breathed a heavy sigh. Almost every patient always behaves the same to their husbands when it comes to the life of the baby, if they get other diseases in their bodies.

A mother will do anything just to protect their baby even if their body has to experience the pain that whacks at all times until they are able to give birth to the baby, although not all of them survive labor.

There are those who died when successfully gave birth to their babies and there are also both died together if the mother's disease can affect the condition of the baby. That is the love of a mother that can not be matched by anyone in this world when it comes to children.

"Look at Mr. Noah. Indeed a few months ago your wife Love checked her pregnancy on me.

When I did a three-dimensional ultrasound on her baby, it turned out that there was a malignant tumor lodged in her uterus along with the shape of an embryo attached to the wall of the mother's uterus." Doctor Rachel said as she was.

Degggggs... Mr. Noah's face was pale with a racing heart when he heard the words directly from Dr. Rachel about his wife's condition.

"What do doctors advise when I find out my wife has a uterine tumor?"

"I asked your wife to have surgery to remove the tumor and had to sacrifice her fetus. But dear Miss Love completely rejects the advice from me.

She desperately defended her pregnancy with complete confidence. He was very confident that God would save him and his baby until the time of delivery." Doctor Rachel said calmly.

Degggm..

"Did my wife refuse the doctor's advice?"

"At first he asked if he still had a chance to get pregnant again after undergoing the operation. I told her she didn't have a chance to be a mother anymore because her womb was also in the lift at once." Doctor Rachel said as she was.

Degggggs...

"Had my wife turned him down as a doctor, because the verdict was severe enough for her if she could no longer get pregnant post-surgery." Said Mr. Noah who just understood the condition of his wife.

What else is the desire of Love that will survive the pain in order to give birth to the beloved baby.

"Okay doctor, then excuse me. Thanks for the time and explanation." Said Mr. Noah while greeting Dr. Rachel.

"It is with pleasure that Mr. Noah. If your wife changes her mind, we are ready to help her overcome her problems, given that her pregnancy is still young and perhaps by abortion can simultaneously remove the malignant tumor at once." Doctor Rachel said she'd come up with a solution for Mr. Noah.

"Maybe it sounds easy for Rachel's doctor to solve her patient's case. But not all solutions can either be responded to by either the patient's family or the patient himself or the doctor.

After all, does the doctor guarantee that the patient's life will be safe if he continues the operation?" Ask Mr. Noah to confirm the doctor's appointment.

"We do not guarantee Mr. Noah, but as doctors we still try to save patients as much as we can and of course supported by medical equipment that has been very sophisticated. That's our only effort, Mr. Noah." Dr. Rachel said with her perception as a professional doctor.

"Alright doctor. I need some time to think about what's best for my family." Said Mr. Noah and left doctor Rachel's office.

Mr. Noah runs his car while daydreaming of his wife Love. It felt like he was screaming and angry at himself because he felt the unluckiest man made his two wives have to face death.

"O Allah what should I do to help my wife to be free from this deadly disease.

Do I not deserve to have a wife to suffer the same pain again?" Ask Mr. Noah.

Due to lack of focus, Mr. Noah almost hit the car in the opposite direction in front of him. Instead, he had to slam the steering wheel to the left to avoid the collision.

The sound of car tires and asphalt sounds very loud deafening to those who hear it. The luxury car had to hit a tree because it had mired.

Telling and swearing of some riders who almost became victims of the daydream. He just stayed in his place without wanting to get out of the car. Mr. Noah seemed unconcerned about what he heard today. In part he felt he deserved a snub from other riders because of his carelessness.

"Astaghfirullah to Rabb. Forgive me, O Allah, for it is almost wretched today." Said Mr. Noah blaming himself.

There was not long for anyone to bang on his car to find out if Mr Noah was currently fine or injured.

Tok..

Mr. Noah rolled down the window.

"Are you okay, sir?" Ask one of the drivers.

"I'm okay, sir. Thanks for your attention." Said Mr. Noah.

"Alright, then excuse me sir."