My Mate is Delayed
4. Depressions

After one week Tasha received an invitation letter that Siska sent to the company office where Tasha worked, frustrating Tasha at this time. He did not attend Farhan and Siska's wedding invitation. But Siska's main intention was not the presence of Tasha, but what Siska wanted was for Tasha to know that Farhan would be hers forever.

He was like a man who lost his way, a man who talked and was always unclear what he was talking about, sometimes he cried and even with a flash he immediately laughed.

Her beautiful face had turned into tangles, her beautiful hair was no longer well groomed, her eyes were already very moist and her body was getting thinner. The room he occupied was now a mess, the trash of tissue was everywhere, all the clothes were originally neat had come out of the closet, and all her makeup tools had also fallen on the floor. Tasha never came out of her room again and she also ordered that no one should clean her room.

A few days ago, Tasha almost ended her life with the glass-glass figure of her and Farhan's solved figure. She slashed her hand with fragments of photo glass, fortunately at that time Lita came to bring food for her daughter, Lita quickly took the broken glass from Tasha's hand but Lita was a little late, tasha's hand was slashed a little.

"Farhan I have to how to forget you"

Hixss

"I have to do what"

Break Tasha's cry there as it happens, remembering their happy memories together. Tasha and Farhan first met when there was an event on their campus at that time. Time passed, they often met, ate, even liked each other, commenting on each post on their social media accounts. So there was a love and love of Tasha to Farhan.

"My time is in vain because of you Farhan. You told me to wait for you. You made a promise to me. But why do you seem to be spinning around leaving me like nothing. You consider what my sacrifices have been all this time Farhan. You are a b. You shouldn't deserve my love. You must have m**i. I'm j**k with you "Tasha keeps screaming considering Farhan's betrayal of her.

His life had been shattered, his dream of wanting to live together which he had built seemed to vanish instantly.

*

The night moves by the morning. The light from outside had already pierced through the window in Tasha's room. As usual since the incident, Tasha no longer eats at the table, but Lita is the one who brings Tasha's food into her room.

Tasha's hair that was still asleep. Without Lita realizing that her tears were flowing, her heart felt full over her daughter's current condition.

Tasha started to squirm, she felt her hair and cheeks being touched gently.

"Ma, why am I still alive" she said, hugging her mother and making her thigh cushion.

"Honey, don't say it, mama hates to hear it" Lita also returned the strong embrace of her daughter. "Honey, you are the daughter of mama and papa, you must be happy son. as long as mama and papa are still alive dear. Big sister must be strong" kissed Lita on her daughter's forehead.

"Ma, why my fate is not like the fate of lucky people yes ma" in the arms of her mother Tasha still crying, feeling the pain she felt was not lost.

"ma did I go wrong with mama and papa, am I an ungodly child ma, so God punishes me so far ma" hiksss

"Am I a child unfilial to mama and papa" Tasha rose from the thigh of the mother, on seeing the face of the mother with Tasha's tears that wet her cheeks.

"Nobody will know the fate of someone dear. You know God meant you knew him but not to have him" Lita tried to look at the ceiling of the room so her tears wouldn't spill.

Hikksssss

As if there were no end to Tasha's tears that kept coming out, Tasha continued to weep for the fate of her life.

Lita continued to wipe her daughter's back, her eyes could not bear to see her daughter's face that had long been swollen and her ears could not bear to hear the princess' cries and moans.

"Sha, eat first, mama cook your favorite" bribe Lita spoon kebibir Tasha

Tasha shook her head "not hungry yet ma"

Mama immediately put the plate she held onto the nightstand, Lita quickly hugged her daughter. How Tasha did not feel hungry, even she almost never ate, even if she ate it because of the compulsion of the mother.

"Ma why did he betray me why. Why he married someone else. I'm that bad ma, then he turned to someone else. Maaaa"

Hixss

"No dear, no, you are beautiful, you are worthy of love and love, son. Perhaps he was the one who did not see the precious diamond he was holding at the time, so he looked for another piece of trash he wanted to chase after. You will definitely be valuable to someone who values you dear"

Lita remembers the day after Farhan married Siska, Farhan came to their house to meet Tasha apologizing for what had happened and done to their daughter, he knew what he was doing was a mistake. Why didn't he end their relationship before he married another woman. And she was also aware of her mistake, Tasha knew a truth that was not from her direct remarks but from the woman who had become her wife now.

Lita and Erik did not allow Farhan to see their son Tasha. Even Erik with his emotions ignited made the calculation to Farhan a strong blow landed on Farhan's right cheek, but Lita quickly embraced her husband to not continue the hit again.

*

After Lita came out of the princess's room, she met her husband because she could not stand the condition Tasha was in at this time.

"Pa, this cannot be left like this pa. mama is afraid of Tasha pa's psychiatric condition, she must be taken to pa's psychiatrist"

"Papa agrees ma, papa has also thought of her. But what Tasha can accept ma. Papa is more afraid if we do this, his mental condition will be more depressed ma. Papa is afraid that Tasha will feel if we are now considering it to be a mental disorder ma"

Hixss

Lita's tears grew louder over what her husband thought. It could have been if they had done that, Tasha was getting depressed.