
The fish pond beside the house owned by Tasha's parents' residence became Tasha's goal to ward off the turmoil of his heart and feelings. He began to play water to give fish food in the pond that is not too big.
Usually in the afternoon here is where Erik's family spent time with his two daughters and also his wife, to chat, tell stories and listen to many things.
Tasha was still at war with her mind to try to calm down and make peace with a situation. The mother tried not to come closer and let the princess alone, thinking that maybe Tasha needed her own time.
From the distance Tasha who realized that she was in the eyes of the mother and she also saw the mama was busy in the kitchen, now she began to step foot and approach the mama.
"Ma, it's been a long time yes I'm not kedapur" he told the mother and sat on the kitchen bench.
Lita smiled and approached the princess. Like a breath of fresh air from God for the night prayers that they offer to the healing of the princess.
"What do you want to eat today, baby?" The mother kisses her daughter.
Hemmm
"Ma-" Tasha stopped her sentence. Her bead catches the bead of the mother who has been swollen for her condition.
"Yes dear"
"Ma, mama is ashamed to have a crazy child like me ma" her eye beads are as strong as possible held so as not to spill and make the mama will be even sadder.
A successful remark gave a bullet shot into his d**a. Lita's tears broke hearing those words. He did not expect his daughter to give a question that seemed to make his life as a parent destroyed.
Lita moved closer and hugged the princess. He tried to calm his heart so very sick, so that the princess was not offended by his circumstances and could make peace with reality.
"Darling, who says Tasha's mom's son is crazy. You're not crazy, honey. You just can't make peace with the reality now that you're experiencing" said Lita who actually broke her heart as much as the feelings of the princess.
**
Beyond the sound of the rain so heavy, Tasha swung her steps down the window, listening to the sound of splashing water that could calm her heart.
Yes, the condition experienced by Tasha has begun to improve, he began to understand a situation, he began to be able to think for what to survive if the retained want to leave.
The night increasingly shows its darkness but the rain continues to fall. Tasha who was tired from just now nailing in her daydream made her closed and fell asleep.
Several hours had passed, the sound of alarm in her room that Tasha had deliberately set last night before her sleep had now awakened her. It shows it's still half 5 in the morning. Tasha deliberately woke up this early to prepare herself for a long time in the big house owned by her family.
This is the first time Tasha has worked after a month on leave. The company gave Tasha a sabbatical because for several years Tasha worked there never took leave. This makes it easier for him and can return to work there.
An hour had passed and Tasha was ready with a work shirt and a skirt under her knees showing her legs walking out of the room.
The house was still very quiet unless the housekeeper was cooking breakfast for them.
With a swing of his steps have reached the kitchen right at a family dining table. Tasha now sits on the bench of the dining table while being served their breakfast by the maids who work there.
"Udah Neat Sha" called the father closer to the table and pulled the bench next to the princess and followed by Lita the mother also headed towards where their food had been provided.
"Pa, take me to the office yes" said Tasha with a face of plea.
Erik rubbed the princess's hair overtime. Her lips published a smile. Her eyes are teary.
Lita and Erik did not expect Tasha to return to activities after a month long locked himself in the room.
Time has moved, Tasha and Erik the father first went from the Goddess of the younger brother. Because this was the first day Tasha entered work again, so Erik no longer waited for the Goddess who was still in his room.
In one car, Tasha, who was sitting next to her father, was staring out into the street at her side car window. This was the first time she would go back to work and start over from scratch which frightened her.
"Sha, are you okay?" Call Erik who saw Tasha daydreaming.
"Okey pa" a smile to convince the father. "I'm just afraid of you. Krna's been taking a long time off"
Erik was very understanding and caught Tasha's frightened face. Unbeknownst to Tasha, he actually works at one of Erik's coworking companies. Erik did not tell Tasha because he knew that Tasha did not want her career to be meddled by her parents.
Not too long a trip to Tasha's office, the father's car has arrived at the main lobby door. Tasha rushes to get out of the car of the papa that she had previously come out, Tasha has greeted Erik and asked the father to pick her up later after work.
"For so long you princess take her off" Linda's voice suddenly came to embrace her and made Tasha aghast in shock.
Co-workers and employees there are not aware of the conditions experienced by Tasha some time ago, which they know is Tasha took a sabbatical to vacation in the home of the grandmother.
**
The day changed, Tasha's condition had improved, she had forgotten all about it, no more hatred that made her sick.
Tasha had already done everything she did before she experienced her mental state.
Tasha who was bored in her room on the weekend came to the room of the sister who was next to her room.
Tasha rode on the Goddess' bed and lay beside her sister.
"Ka Tasha during the holidays we go yuk. Going out of the country or being close is fine"
"Sister can't deck. You know my brother had a long vacation yesterday. Which sister might take another leave for the holidays" Tasha who had already closed her eyes and hugged the bolster.
"Well brother. Ever since we grew up, we have rarely had a holiday together. All on busy with their respective activities" wooing the Goddess to Tasha with her serious gaze.
"Sir, you're not your kayak who works at papa's company. My brother is someone else's employee. What about the sister colleagues who know big brother a lot of holidays. Could be on their storm"
"Sorry, I was too pushy. I just miss my sister" the Goddess hugged Tasha who turned her back on her.
Tasha and the Goddess were like that from childhood. There is always one who makes a behavior so that one another feels uncomfortable.
"What a goddess, sister wants to sleep. Don't hug." Tasha hands her sister on the roll that hugged her
"Well, I said I miss you, you know, you haven't visited my room in a long time"
"Not funny Goddess"
"Sister I'm bored. How we watch. Lots of good movies, brother"
With a lazy and extremely violent breath her goddess turned her body and looked up at the sky of that room.
"There's a deck of your behavior"
"No one's tired of what all day in the room, sleep aja work. It's weekend brother. Let's see the outside world" while smiling Goddess seduces the sister.