My Mate is Delayed
54. There's No Reason

Tasha who was in the apartment was asleep because she was waiting for Arga's return late at night.

The television that accompanied him to expel his drowsiness turned out Tasha was still asleep on the sofa with a flat object held by him.

Arga's footsteps, which had entered the apartment with a bright light, now saw Tasha who had fallen asleep with the television still on.

Arga who is now approaching Tasha seems to have no heart to see his woman who was never again reprimanded during the incident that made their relationship stretch again.

"Are you not done with your past Natasha. Do you still love him" muttered Arga who had approached Tasha who was now very much missed.

Tasha who felt the breath of someone in front of her now opened her eyes and looked at Arga's face right in front of her. Tasha's tears fell back after the man she loved was still willing to look at her face even though she was asleep.

"Mas, I asked ma-" Tasha's sentence came to a halt when Arga now no longer heeded her and went past leaving Tasha.

Tasha who gets Arga treatment now to him can only mourn his life and see the back of Arga who has now moved away.

"It doesn't matter Tasha, it's not just that you've been treated badly with someone this time. You're used to it, aren't you?" Tasha, who kept encouraging herself, now followed Arga into their room.

Tasha was waiting for Arga to come out of the bathroom in the room, as she usually provides Arga clothes for her husband to wear. But again and again after Arga came out of the bathroom, Arga never wore the clothes that Tasha always provided for her.

Helaan long breath Tasha saw the attitude of Arga who had begun to careless now in fact she was not able to bear this situation.

"Om, why don't you trust me" Tasha, who has ventured back into opening a conversation between them.

Arga who had heard Tasha's question behind him now turned around and faced Tasha.

"You don't know how I feel when my wife, my own legal wife right in front of my eyes, is fucked up by an adult man who is none other than my wife's ex-lover, and very enjoying and looking at my wife's sharp body. And you know at times" Arga no longer continues the sentence, the pain is now back when remembering the incident that he wanted to forget but always haunted his mind.

"Once again I ask you this question I will not repeat. What is true of the man b******k said if you still have unfinished love" arga's sharp gaze with a jaw that had been lifted now stared at Tasha's bead that was already very emotional.

"Om trusts his words rather than mine. My wife om, how can om believe with her" Tasha who was holding back her tears stared intently as well as the eyes of Arga who was fighting it.

"I don't know, if that's true, go Natasha if I don't have any room in your heart" arga's stern voice that had airs in the room and gone by left Tasha with a clear grain in the corner of his eye even though his heart was broken to say it to his wife.

"How can I leave om, if om is where I lean and only om is the man who is currently where I take refuge" the tears that he had been holding in front of Arga had now been spilled when Arga had left him.

"My life has gone awry" Tasha's voice screams in the room that she's alone in.

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Still the same as yesterday, Arga who before Tasha woke up, she had already left first without telling Tasha.

"It's normal" muttered Tasha with watery eyes but not out of her eye patch.

Mata who had seen the presence of Joe who was in the lobby of the apartment that was there, now stopped her swing after being in front of her husband's assistant.

"Searching for your boss sir? He's gone" Tasha told Joe, who wanted to continue walking toward his car.

"I was commissioned by Mr. Arga to escort you to the office" said Joe, who had previously paid tribute to Tasha, his wife.

Tasha took her heavy breaths, the more pain she felt the more she lived one roof with someone no longer there beside her when she was crying and needed her back to complain.

"Tell your boss, I'm not a kid who has to be pushed away by someone else" Tasha, who preceded Joe, said without looking at Joe who was still behind him.

"But this is an order from Mr. Arga, Madam. I'll escort you safely to your office, Madam"

"Go I have my own car and I can also drive myself. Tell your boss thank you for the attention he has given me through you"

Tasha's tears, which she had been able to hold, now had to come out without any cue, she did not expect that Arga had told others to deliver her by her order.

"I am merely following orders from Mr. Arga Madam, I hope that the Madam will come with me and deliver the Lady to the place that Mr. Arga has commanded me" joe's sad speech made Tasha who no longer had the heart to reject Joe on Arga's orders.

Tasha who had closed her eyes and breathed her pain now felt, but had to live it.

The car door on the passenger seat that Joe had opened for Tasha's place now. With painful breaths, and puddles of tears that have flowed now rubbed violently by Tasha and into the car that has been opened.

Tasha was fed by Joe who was behind Joe's back, now staring at the side of the window close to his seat that shows the tall buildings and the people who will do their respective activities.

The face that had been polished before he came out of the apparettement, has now revealed a face that reddened because of the tears he tried to hold.

"The lady has breakfast" said Joe who opened the silence in the car that there were only the two of them.

Tasha did not not not not hear the words thrown by Joe to him, only she was lazy to answer questions from her husband's assistant.

'There's no reason for me to live in this world' Tasha's inner self while playing her lips and still with a look on her.