MY name is Naima
Curious

I can't sleep tonight. I took out a piece of paper and made a scribble on it

I stared blankly at the world

What are they arrogant about?

What are they proud of?

It's all just something mortal

My little heart asks what?

Until he does everything

Do you not see,

Haven't you heard his cry

Haven't you heard his screams

From the innocent \-soul

And you stand with pride

Like you'll live forever

Every laugh, every joke

Without you knowing the angel of death watching every step

If only you could see the soul that had been detached from the body

If only you could hear their cries of regret

If you could feel their sadness

Suppose.....

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"What are you doing, Naima?" ask mom suddenly\

I hid the poem I made under my pillow.

"A..a....I , is it okay\-what mom?" my answer is a bit sputtered\-brick

"Mother" I said softly

Mom then looked at me, "what's up Naima?" ask my mom

"Why am I different, mom? Is it because of the ritual you've been doing all this time? Or am I a tumbar?" ask my mom

Mom was surprised by what I said, I saw mom, now I'm more willing to ask, and I'm ready for the consequences of my mother's anger. But everything was beyond my expectations. Mom touched my hand and told me

"Naima you are not a victim, and will never be a victim. I admit all this time I've made a lot of mistakes, son. Because your mother your father has died, you are a person who loves treasure dear, you cannot live hard. I'm sorry son" my mother said in tears

"Mother, can all these rituals be stopped?" much

" The ritual cannot be stopped, because it is 1 of the covenant part of the past. It will all stop when your mother dies" my mother said in tears

Then mom continued her story.

Mother is the last generation of the heir to this science son, because only the strong and selected mother mastered this science, which is hereditary handed down, in fact the mother's father will pass it on to the mother's brother, because it is not strong, because it is not strong,mother's brother went crazy. And only the mother of the one\ is the most appropriate heir to master this science.

The owner of this knowledge will always look young and whatever effort you do will be all smooth, and we are not lacking in any case son" said the mother explained.

Then my mother fell silent, and my face looked sad.

" Why are you sad?" ask my mom

" Mother remembered mother son's brother, actually mother had a younger brother\-brother, but she had left the house and until now she had never returned.

I just fell silent to hear all the mother's stories, there were actually many things I wanted to ask 'but I chose to be quiet, because right now my mother's feelings are sad.

"You go to sleep, son, tomorrow you must go to school" said my mother to me

Then mom left my room.

I turned off my room lights and put on my blanket.I took a deep breath and then I exhaled trying to be more relaxed.

It was a bright day, early in the morning I was getting ready with my school uniform, but with her attributes, I was ready,usually Gun sir is ready to wait for me in front of the entrance but this time the one who drove and delivered me to school is Mr. Hamid because Mr. Gun permission to go out of town with his family. It's common for my days to run like this the same only that makes it all different because of friends or the people closest to me.

After saying goodbye, I got into the car.

"Sir Hamid, let's go now" I told Hamid.

Mr. Hamid just smiled and my car drove, along the way I kept thinking about what my mother said.

I didn't feel like I was in front of my school, I got out of the car and said goodbye to Mr. Hamid.

My feet stepped into the school gate. Suddenly someone patted me on the shoulder

"My wife" Devanno's voice

"You surprise me Dev, don't be like that" I said in annoyance

"Hmm...today you look moody, why?" ask Devanno

I just kept quiet and kept walking. Honestly in my head a lot of questions and until now I have not dared to ask my mother.

"Let's meet Mr. Zein" Devanno said

"Why so early, later when I go home from school" I said

"Message Mr. Zein, you should meet him in the morning Naima, don't think too much" Devanno said, holding my hand tightly.

Yes, I can only resign to Devanno's attitude

We walked into Mr. Zein's room.

"Assallamoallaikum pak Zin" said Devanno

"This is sir I'm dropping off Naima" Devanno said

"How are you Naima? " ask mr. Zein

"I'm fine sir" I replied briefly

The bell goes off, though,...

" What is Mr Zein looking for me?" much

"Devanno, you go to class immediately and tell the teacher in your class, if Naima is calling you" Mr. Zein said

Devanno nodded her head, then left me alone with Mr. Zein

"Why is it quiet here" I said in my heart, while staring at the empty teacher's room and there was only me and Mr. Zein

"Sit Naima" said Mr. Zein

"This is Mr. Zein, a religious teacher and known to have spiritual abilities" I said in my heart

" Naima, tell me how did that happen ? " ask Mr. Zein

I just kept quiet, and then I said

"Didn't you know better, if in the room there are creatures that are confined and cruel" I said in a soft tone but directly to the point of conversation

Mr. zein looked at me sharply.

"What do you want to say to Naima?" ask Mr. Zein

"The room is not suitable for the library, it should not be a place for us to pray congregation only" I said giving an opinion

"Father also thinks so" Mr. Zein confirmed

Suddenly Mr. Zein's eyes saw the necklace I was wearing

" What are you wearing Naima? " ask mr. Zein

"Just a necklace sir" I answered briefly

Mr. Zein, trying to touch the necklace I was wearing, suddenly his hand seemed to bounce.

"Naima, can you join ruqyah tomorrow afternoon ?" ask Mr. Zein

"Ruqya? Where sir? " ask me, Mr. Zein

" It's my son's house" said Mr. Zein

"Okay sir, I'm there" I said

"Tomorrow wait for you Naima" said Mr. Zein

I just nodded my head. I know Mr. Zein's purpose to me, he might want to harm me, he also wants to know why I have this necklace.

Maybe he also wanted to know, why yesterday's event could happen, there's nothing I want to tell you.

I took a deep breath and tried to calm my heart and mind, and then I asked permission to leave Mr. Zein's room, and I saw Mr. Zein's eyes looking at me with a sharp look

To be continue