MY name is Naima

MY name is Naima
The Lantern that was extinguished


The little boy looked at me, then suddenly he disappeared from my sight.


"Why is the child crying?" many wonder.


" Don't go.Don't go..talk to me.." I shouted.


Silent mood....


Several times I shouted to call the little boy, but the boy did not reappear.


"Yes, come on." I murmured in my heart


I also went into the room. Then I went into my room and closed the door.


Then I turned off my room lights and fell asleep in my sleep.......


"*Sister .." a little boy called me.


"You..."


"Sister..help me.." said the boy.


Seeing the boy's body shivering with coldness, I immediately picked up the blanket and covered him with a blanket


"Who are you ?" I also asked


I looked at the little boy carefully, I saw bruises on his cheeks, I also sharpened my eyes to see him, my tears dripping. The boy's body was so thin and there were a lot of bruises on his body. My heart asked what happened to the boy before his death.


"Oh my God, what a pity this child, it would not have the heart to see him, if this child were still alive and met me of course I would have tried to help him.Honey we met at the wrong time" I murmured inwardly


"Tell me who you are and why you became like this" I said


"Sister.my name is Agus, I actually have my father and mother. One day when I was 6. My father was arrested by the police, my father was a drug dealer. Because of that, the father must be arrested and imprisoned to account for his actions." said the child. Then fall silent


I looked at the boy, I saw the face of sadness so clearly on his face.


"Sister, after dad's in jail, every night mom always works. And one day the mother also had to be arrested by the police "said the boy, but suddenly stopped


" Why is your mother, being arrested by the police?" much


"Sister, it turns out that my mother worked as a comfort woman, the mother had killed her own newborn child, and buried her behind the house" the child said sadly


"Yes, Lord.tega once how a mother who should be the protector of her child even became an angel of death for her child, whose instincts as a woman and a mother" I asked in my heart


I hugged the boy, I felt a tremendous sadness inside me hearing the little boy's story.


"Oh Lord..A woman is ashamed of having a child from adultery ? then why isn't he ashamed when he does that? The human babies born in this world are holy, they are clean and sinless, like a clear spring, why is it so that the filthy human heart hurts and even kills the innocent baby? They should realize their mistake and change things for the better, not should the hand of God always be open to sincere repentance ." I muttered in my heart


"What happened to you after that? " tanyaku.


"Both of my parents have gone to prison, the brother of my mother is ashamed to accept me, they don't want to take care of me"


" They were disgusted to see me, to say I was a drug dealer's son and a murderous daughter, even the neighbor said the same thing to me, big brother was it because of my parents' fault, I was considered the same as them ,why sis?"


I just fell silent, my tears dripping...


"Small children should receive punishment for the behavior of their parents, of course this is not fair to him, he will not necessarily grow up like his parents. With good guidance and education and good morals, this child will grow up to be a good child, very unfair to him" my heart murmured


"Sister, since no one wanted to take care of me, I ended up being taken to the parlour . There I was ashamed of my brother, I was not used to a lot of people, and I was ashamed that my friends there called me a son of a murderer. I love being alone there, sister, I'm ashamed of my family. A few days there, I ran away. I ran away from the big brother's home, all I had in mind was to leave, I didn't want to trouble anyone big brother, nor did I want to hear the mockery of my friends in the waiting. I live on the streets. I dare not even beg, I eat and drink from the rest of the people, if any food is thrown away I will take it and eat it sis, and I sleep on the edge of the shop or in public places ,where I can feel comfortable and sleep. One day I met a guy, I thought he was a good guy, and I wanted to follow him, 'it turns out I was wrong in that house I was locked up,I was forced to beg on the street and if I didn't get the money then I would be tortured and not fed, big brother it's all the life I've lived all this time"


" Why are you on the edge of that store near the traffic light"


The boy was silent...


"Because of the frequent torment and the lack of food, I finally got really sick, I was not even able to walk big brother, so they threw me on the side of the road ,in the middle of the night and when it rains hard" said the boy.


Every story of that boy makes me cry,


"How poor your life is, God will never be silent, God will give you the best place to be with Him, O God the faults of parents have had a tremendous impact on the life of their children, the child who should be protected and loved by parents must live a life of neglect and suffering. And the age of him is also very small, what can be done by such a small child, will be very dangerous such a small child must wrestle with the rigors of the world" I murmured inwardly,I stroked the little boy's hair gently


"Sister, please help me" said the boy pleading


"What can you do for me?" ask the kid


"Please find my father or my mother, I want them to know I'm no longer in this world, please tell my father or my mother, I want them to be good people ,I'm sad brother if father and mother keep doing his dirty deeds, I don't want anything, just want them to be good human brother" said the little boy


"Oh my God, this boy's heart is really good, even he doesn't hate his parents and he just wants to see his parents become good human "my mumbling in heart


I was unable to hold back the emotions inside me, I hugged the boy tightly, I felt the sadness he felt .


It is fortunate for a child, if you have parents who care and love him very much, then love our parents no matter what the circumstances, because it is out there, ' ' he said ,there are still many children who are abandoned or even have to die in the hands of their own parents.


"Poor little good, I'll try to live up to your expectations"


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