My Office Boy's
43. Inner Upheaval

After receiving tons of unpleasant news, Kalia felt uninterested in doing anything. He tried to send a message to Surya and tell him everything.

" Who would do that? Not out of thought about mah" said Surya from the phone connection. Surya decides to call Kalia after seeing the photo his wife sent him.

" I don't know, I asked Ratna. Perhaps the tenacious tight-knit who has made me have no face in front of everyone." Kalia was getting emotional, tears that had been held back as hard as she could, it turned out to be broken also when hearing the voice of her husband.

" I don't think it could be Ratna. He also asked about this same thing. Just haven't been able to tell, Lia sent a photo first. Quickly I felt strange from this morning, many OB children who saw akang with cynical views. I think this man has a sin with them." explained Surya at length. It turns out that this news has spread not only among the staff but also everywhere. Kalia's head is getting dizzy.

" What do you keep saying to Ratna?" kalia asked still in a stifled voice from crying.

" Lia crying?" surya asked who was beginning to notice the change in voice from his wife and ignored Kalia's question about Ratna. He was worried about the condition of Kalia who was crying at this moment.

" I'm just so hurt, why would anyone be so willing to spread this. Though this is a personal matter, it has nothing to do with work. But that guy sent our picture to all the board members. I was called Mr. Bambang this morning, maybe he also got the email. I'm ashamed of kang."

Silent language. Only the sound of Kalia stuffing occasionally.

" Tell me the story, what did I tell Ratna?" ask Kalia again.

" I didn't answer anything, just said he didn't have to interfere with my business. The same thing anyone has to do, not his business. As soon as I say.but he seems like emotions continue to even threaten to report this the same manager akang. Tell me if I have an affair with fellow employees, let's get fired. They thought I was Lia's affair. They might not think we're husband and wife. Akang also did not think Ratna would seemosi it until desperate to report to the superior."

Silence back in language..

" How should we go?" Surya heard Kalia getting more and more hugged.

" We are honest and then resign." replied Surya later.

" The effort has been quite successful. I can afford to charge Lia and our son. I will try my hardest for that. I don't have to worry." explains Surya again.

Kalia was silent for a long time.

" I want to work!! to reach the position now, it is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. A lot of things I've been through, I might not know that." Kalia replied, her voice slightly raised.

" After all Lia is strong to bear all the scorn of the people in the office? Although everything is just a big lie, we cannot explain to everyone about our relationship. And remember, there is a beautiful one growing in your womb. Lia has to think of him too, can't be so selfish." Surya tried to explain as calmly as possible. He knew his wife was emotional.

" Lia only had two hands, there was no way she could shut her mouth to comment. And Lia also can't arrange them to argue what about us." continued Surya again.

" But I can use those two hands to cover both ears. No matter their opinion. Anyway I still want to work! I don't want all my efforts to go to waste because of this matter." Kalia remained firm.

" Akang just wants the best for Lia, not want Lia to bear the burden of the mind that is too heavy. Akang wants Lia and also our baby to stay healthy and healthy. I'm doing all this, because I love you !!" said Surya who felt a little upset to change the call Kalia 'you'.

" If you love me, support my decision. I don't want a lifetime to hang on to my husband, I'm an independent woman. I want to have my own income. After all, before I knew each other and conceived this child, I was an independent woman." Kalia is getting bigger.

" Oh yeah, it won't be true if it's by phone mah. We continue this conversation at home. Calm your heart, don't be emotional. Why else. I don't want to! Assalamualaikum."

Surya chose to end his phone call, he knew this conversation would not end either. Rather than Kalia getting emotional, it is better to just leave it and discuss it more deeply when already at home with a cold mind in order to get the best solution.

Kalia who is still emotional with the words Surya who forced her to go out of work increasingly burdened her head.

" He doesn't know how hard I've been at all this, he doesn't know what I've been working on all this time. Until you don't have much time to enjoy life." Kalia's inner self rubbed her face violently.

" She..!! damn it..!! Who would do all this!! There really is no morality..!! Just look if I see who has spread this news, he will run out..!!" Kalia muttered to herself while several times hitting her hands on her desk. Then pull her hair in frustration.

He felt all his efforts had become so fast to shed when he had known Surya and conceived this baby in his womb. Lost already Kalia who is so in the elite superiors because of his qualified work performance. Even the PPIC manager who had been from the beginning did not like it so easily intimidated him because of personal life problems.

He felt weak, lost. Maybe if from the beginning he did not marry Surya and just abort this baby, Kalia still remains with her high self-esteem. He remains an independent and proud Kalia.

Shaken his head firmly, he had to get rid of all those negative thoughts. He should feel lucky to have had a man who loved him so much and this child in his womb. He was wrong, because it was his carelessness that all this happened. If only he had the strength not to drink the liquor, then all this misfortune would not have befallen him. God still punishes him for what he did.

Kalia's getting fucked. The head throbbing painfully. The upheaval within him was so great. Between wanting to be a good wife or a successful career woman. Kalia slumped herself on the desk and cried. He did not want his miserable condition to be the spectacle of all his staff who had been stealing glances towards his room.