My Office Boy's
46. Bereft

After Surya contacted both his parents, and also Rani's mother. Surya just remembered that he had not prayed dzuhur. He was forced to step into the mosque in the hospital.

The coldness of the ablution water seemed to restore his consciousness. That all of this has been God's scenario in his life. There is nothing more fitting to be a place of complaint than the owner of his soul and body.

When you raise your hand to takbiratul ikhram, tears have flooded the eyes. His shoulders trembled, trying to hold back the cry with all his might. His eyes were clouded by tears that he could not contain. Heart's sore. It really hurts.

He made his long prostration as he prayed for the healing of his beloved wife. All the tightness that felt squeezing the chest, he spilled over there. Long and long bow. Full prostration.

After the prayer, Surya returned to meet his wife. Kalia's face is now clean, the remnants of dried blood are no longer there. The torn temple was sewn then wrapped in a bandage cloth. Kalia's chest is down regularly. Looks like he's asleep.

He kissed Kalia's forehead gently. A deep and loving kiss. If you have to change positions, it feels like Surya wants to replace his wife. Pull all that pain. Let him feel it. Because it turns out that seeing his wife in pain and helpless like that is truly heartbreaking.

As Surya was staring at his exhausted wife's face, he was startled by the sound of the nurse calling him.

" Sir.dokter obgynnnya want to meet" said the nurse. In a hurry, Surya met the doctor who was waiting for him in his room.

" With Mr Surya?" ask the doctor with a friendly smile and then greet Surya.

Surya just nodded without speaking.

Obgyn doctor who turned out to be named Retno took a breath then leaned himself on the back of the chair. Like thinking about where to start. Later then..

" Pak Surya please be patient and sincere" he said.

DEG

Surya's heart beat fast, trying to arrange his heart to hear the explanation of the next Retno doctor.

" After I did the Ultrasound on Mom, it turns out that the baby in the womb is dead. Because there is a fairly hard impact on the abdominal area that causes the placenta to detach from the uterine wall. This is what causes the termination of pregnancy or termination of pregnancy so that the mother has severe bleeding." explained doctor Retno while staring at Surya sticky. Surya immediately limp in place, his heart ached hearing the statement put forward by doctor Retno.

" Quickly we have to do a cesarean section to remove the baby. Because if through the induction process, I am worried about the physical condition of Mother who is still very weak and also suffered shock after the accident. The sooner it's done the better, sir." continued Dr. Retno again.

Not felt, Surya tears back into the river. His mind suddenly blanked. It feels like everything is turning dark. Her heart was broken accepting the fact that she had to lose the child she had so much awaited. His son with Kalia.

Surya's shoulders shook and cried so bitterly. For a few minutes, Retno's doctor allowed Surya to cry until he felt satisfied.

Surya clenched his two eyes then rubbed his face roughly to shed any remaining tears. He breathed out with all his might to fully fill his lungs. Trying to strengthen the heart.

After talking to Retno's doctor, Surya wants to go back to see Kalia who is lying weakly in her room. His steps are getting heavier and more limp. Even Surya had to be silent many times and lean his body against the wall. Arriving in front of Kalia, he looked at his wife deeply then stroked her soft belly.

" Innalillahi wainnaillaihi roo.ji.uun." whispered Surya with tears that returned broken.

" God loves you more, beautiful. My favorite father and mother. Rest in peace, son. Pick us up later in God's heaven.." Surya was stunned, hugging his wife who was still unconscious.

" Athaghfirullah's..Astarghfirullah's..O Allah..Yes Hadi..Yes Karim.please the heart of the servant." said Surya Lirih. His body slumped weakly, sitting on the floor helplessly. Until unconscious his parents are behind him and then embrace the body Surya which is like losing all bones.

Mr. Asep asked Surya to leave the room. Outside the room, Surya immediately hugged his father tightly and cried roaring. It felt like finding a pedestal to shed her tears. Bu Ati stroked the back of his son only wayangnya with affection. Trying to channel his power to his son.

" Lia miscarried sir, our son died." explained Surya without releasing his embrace from his father's shoulder..

" Heaven, jang. Istighfar. God loves your child more. He who has all life on this earth. Don't be like this, you have to be strong so that Lia is also strong to accept it." said Mr. Asep calming. The tears that kept on melting from the corner of his son's eyes.

Before long, came Bu Rani Kalia's mother with an extraordinary panicked look. When he saw the haggard face of his daughter-in-law and the puffy eyes from crying too much, he immediately hugged Surya. Ask what happened..

" Sury is less well-informed, Ma. When Surya found out, Lia was already face down under the stairs in the office with a torn temple and bleeding heavily." Surya took a deep breath. Then continue his words.

" Surya had met with the obstetrician and he said that our son died in the womb due to the placenta being detached from the uterine wall. It looks like Kalia had a violent impact on her stomach when she fell down the stairs. But Lia didn't have a broken bone or anything. And the doctor suggested that Lia be operated on immediately to remove our child from her womb, fearing that Lia's life would be threatened by bleeding." explained Surya again.

" but..Lia still doesn't know. Somehow his reaction was when he later found out that the beauty was dead.." Surya's tears shed again when he said that. There was still an unreserved feeling in his heart.

He is just an ordinary man, no matter how hard he tries sincerely it is not that easy. It hurts when I remember it back.

" Pity Lia..Maa.." said Surya with a raucous voice. Mama Rani hugged her daughter-in-law and then cried.

" But Surya is more worried about Lia's situation, Surya wants Lia to be okay. Surya misses Lia, Ma."

Bu Ati, Surya's mother stroked the child's hair. Then he said a very calming sentence.

" Hasbunaallahu wani'malvice. Sufficient is Allah who is the best helper, for Allah is the best protector of us, the casep." said Bu Ati sage while wiping the tears of her son who was so difficult to stop.

Yes, only God is the best helper. The best in our opinion is not necessarily the best according to God. On the contrary, the worst in our opinion, may be the best thing according to God. There is always wisdom behind everything.