My Office Boy's
06. The Greatest Fear

" Li, we're sorry. We shouldn't have forced you to drink that wine. I'm sorry, Li.." Amel tergugu's.

Ira hugged Kalia tightly, her back shaking. He felt very guilty but did not know what words he had to say.

" What do we have to do to make up for it all, Kalia?" Ira finally made a sound with a choked voice restraining sobs.

" Nothing has happened."

Amel and Ira are sobbing. They regret everything.

" It's only natural that you don't want to win with us again, Li. But I promise, I'll make amends for my same you".Amel promised while wiping away Kalia's tears.

Kalia further pursed her body and hugged her knees. Looks pathetic.

" The man has to take responsibility, Li."

Kalia raised her head and looked at Amel.

" No.gue doesn't want to." Kalia replied skeptically.

" May I know, where did you do that?" Ira began to interrogate very carefully.

" Office.."

Amel and Ira looked at each other. Wonder.

" That means, do you know who you're in contact with if you're an office?" Ira asked again.

" I don't know, I don't know, and I don't want to talk about this anymore. I know enough and I ask you to keep this a secret. I just wish I wasn't pregnant because of that guy..." Kalia was crying loudly. The thing he feared the most was that. Kalia was afraid that she would have to conceive an OB child whose origin was unclear.

Amel and Ira are silent. Confused, not knowing what to do to make the state of Kalia better. They just let Kalia cry to feel relieved.

" I want to go home." said Kalia with a red nose and puffy eyes. For almost two hours she kept crying.

" Okay.gue anterin yes. Your car will be in the office first. Tomorrow I'll pick you up for work." bargain Ira.

Ira breathed.

" Yes.gue between you to the office to take a car." did not want to argue Kalia, Ira immediately grabbed Kalia's hand while saying goodbye to Amel who was also puffy-eyed.

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In the morning, Kalia's body was crumbling, sick and sore. His head is also dizzy. Want it to feel like Kalia took a day off work first today, but the pile of files on her desk has not subsided even more mountainous every day.

He was forced to step foot to get ready for a bath and dawn prayer and then went to work. He thought, if you finish bathing all the discomfort in his body will disappear and change fresh. But it was not so, finished bathing and praying his head even more dizzy, his stomach like stirring, nausea. Staggered, Kalia headed for the toilet in her room and spewed out a bitter yellow liquid. No food came out. Understandably, from last night Kalia did not eat anything. He just struggled in his room and reasoned that he had dinner with his friends.

After nearly ten minutes of berjibaku with his bad stomach, Kalia wiped his mouth from the rest of the vomit. Then he looked at his face for a long time. And the horror was immediately reflected there. Kalia remembered, he had not come by the moon.

With a little restrained, Kalia headed for the nightstand. He took a desk calendar that he used to mark if he got a monthly ration. Turns out right, it's been over a month he hasn't gotten his period. Kalia squealed, she shut her mouth. Like getting a flash in the head, he panicked.

Am I pregnant??? Why hasn't the moon arrived yet?? It was 2 weeks late. Kalia pacing indistinctly. Dizziness in his head he ignored. He bit his lower lip.

" Maybe it's just a common cold, it's just a cold. There's no way I'm pregnant just because I have sex once. Anyway, um I didn't eat anything. Maybe because of tired crying all night, so vomiting. Ah.yeah.certainly because of that." Kalia tried to comfort herself.

Quickly he was getting ready for work, he thought by undergoing busy work, surely this discomfort will disappear.

Upon arriving at the office, he immediately busied himself. Don't want to think about the condition of his body that is not good. During the day, Kalia was still often nauseous but tried to hold it until her work was done.

The next day, Kalia woke up feeling nauseous because she smelled the smell of cooking that her mother was cooking. With her hands smothering her mouth, Kalia ran to the toilet and vomited all of her stomach contents into a limp. Sweat dips his temples. For two days she had nausea in the morning like this, her fear became more and more until finally she decided to buy a pregnancy test before leaving for work.

Arriving at the office, his thoughts were mixed. She immediately entered the toliet and tried the pregnancy test kit. Second, two seconds, three seconds. Two faint pink stripes appeared on the pregnancy test kit. Kalia shrieked in shock, by reflex she threw the pregnancy test kit into the trash. His body trembled, he was unable to accept the reality that was now upon him. A beautiful and accomplished young manager, Kalia Indrawan, has to get pregnant out of wedlock by an Office Boy!!!.

The water started to roll out of his eyes. Kalia was once again destroyed. His biggest fear happened. Now he's confused what to do? She's shy, she's scared. How will people respond to him? How would her mother feel if she knew all this? What if she had to have children without a husband? Should she just abort this baby and assume none of this ever happened?? But should she add to the sin by killing her baby??All bad thoughts dominate his brain. It felt as if Kalia's stomach had become nauseous, and again Kalia vomited violently that day.

With her mind in disarray, Kalia knew she would not be able to work properly. So he decided to take half a day off. Even if forced, it will not be right. While his consciousness is somewhere.

At 12 pm, Kalia said she would go home to her staff on the grounds of illness . All his work he put up first and advised his secretary to cancel all the agenda on that day. With a sigh he entered his car. But Kalia did not want to go home, she could not face her mama with such a chaotic look. So he drove his car to a cafe in the Lembang area, trying to find a solution to the problem he was facing.

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