
..."We are complicated. One side has more than a thousand reserves out there, while the other has a past with a myriad of happy memories, but also very dark in it."...
...-hazel...
...*****...
The sound of the monitor dominates the room with white shades. The smell of drugs was pouring out of the room. The winding line that is clearly shown on the electrodiagram screen becomes a symbol when there is still a speck of hope.
Like a cotton candy that could fly every wind blew, with great caution, her hands trembled as she scavenged her haircut, this sweet-looking little girl looked deathly pale, various medical devices stuck in parts of his body just to support him in order to survive.
His heart was enveloped in regret. Regret has ever tortured him, can he dream if on this earth like the world of comics or novels that there is a time machine. Fatur wants to turn back the clock from the moment he came to his house..
Treat him well, he didn't lose control that night and wouldn't fight him in the middle of the road. Never mind, regret will result in nothing.
There were a million words he wanted to say to her. However, with his current condition how to communicate?
"I'm apologizing..." Sluggishly. "I'm sorry I made the house we live in like hell for you, sorry it's broken lo, sorry it's ruined your future, even though your life journey is still very, very long.."
"Sorry as much as possible.I know, until foaming even my mouth say sorry words, my behavior will not be forgiven.."
Fatur grabbed his cold hand, bringing it into his grasp. "Quickly aware El...many things that we have not done..lo said to go to the beach with me to see the sunset right? To the playground ride rides with me.."
Her soft lips kissed the back of her hand. "Don't go ya pretty. lo have to survive. soon enough, I'll accompany you wherever you want.me, lo, and-"
"Ware, Brother! There's Mama!!" Interruption his sister gave a warning, from earlier he was watching on the side of the outpatient door. Make Fatur suddenly stand without thinking long, along with his grip in the hands of the girl regardless.
"There's no way out, we have to hide! Mama is in front!"
Fatur confusion, they do not know where to hide, he looked down, under the cage. Hurriedly pulled his sister's wrist, they were just about to hide there. The door was open, they were late and were caught there.
They straightened their backs stiffly, finding a Woman who had displayed a hostile face while stepping towards them, her hands already clenched firmly. Both swallowed the scared saliva. "M-mom?"
PLAKKK!!
With eyes blanking meaninglessly, his face was turned the other way when he received an unkempt slap. Fatur held onto his cheek which was struck by a heat pulse, very sore. It's possible that the palm left a red mark there.
"You still have your face to see my daughter?! How dare you meet him again after the many wounds you have inflicted on him!"
The woman who still looked youthful, pushed her shoulders several times emotions, Fatur was silent, receiving all her treatment. He admitted wrong.
"He's like this because of you! I'm sorry, I'm sorry I didn't listen to her complaints, I'm sorry I didn't believe her words and thought they were trivial!"
He covered his face, starting to shed tears. "I shouldn't have fulfilled Zia's last will... If I hadn't gotten into your life, my daughter wouldn't have experienced all this, until in the future, her smile wouldn't have gone away, she'd still be fine.."
"Sorry.." Fatur was bowed in, his sister also felt guilty and pity for her Brother. It was not his fault, he became like that due to circumstances. However, regardless of that, it does not mean that his actions can be justified.
The woman they called as Mama immediately raised her gaze, she chuckled bitterly, "You think sorry you can restore my daughter's condition as it was? Even though my son is aware, are you sure he'll be okay? He will fall down to endure a myriad of traumas and be haunted by all your depraved deeds!"
"You molested him! I tried to kill him many times! Even to harass her? You shouldn't have been hit by my daughter!"
"Now, can you restore my daughter's honor? How will he face the world in the future?"
"Who would want a woman who lost her crown early on..? Moreover, the incident presents something that will destroy the future and all his dreams that have been arranged in such a way.."
"What evil deeds has he done that he has this misfortune..?
"I know I'm wrong, but I'll take responsibility for what I did for the ransom." Firmly Fatur
His breathing seemed heavy, his blood boiling for a moment, how dare this damn man say so after scraping his deep wounds on his daughter. Does she think there is still blessing for her to live with her daughter?! Hmh! He'd love to spit on this motherfucker's face.
His fist grew louder. He flailed the chest of Fatur's field full of anger. "You think with your accountability, my daughter will be fine?! His future ruined the bastard! He has lost his crown! You've ruined my daughter's life.."
His stout body was shaken by the blows from the woman in front of him. A Mother who will be silent when she knows such a painful fact.
A Mother certainly will not accept if she finds out her daughter has been tortured. At the same time a doctor who looks mature and firm, present the same room with them.
How surprised he was to find a commotion inside here, hurry up and pull the woman away, "What are you doing hey?! Control yourself! This is a hospital!"
Unresponsive, the woman rebelled in wrath, not satisfied with just hitting him, she wanted to exterminate the depraved man. "Tell your Papa! The day after tomorrow I wait for him to be tried!"
"After the bond between me and your father was broken, my daughter came to her senses from her coma, I'm going to take her away! I assure you, I will remove his tracks from you and remove your tracks, from his life!"
Fatur flinched, this was beyond his shadow. Long before he knew the facts, long before this point, Fatur would be very happy with his departure.
But since he knew everything, it never crossed his mind that the two would be separated. His body dropped, he knelt before the woman full of despair.
"Whatever reward you give, I will gladly accept. Hit me? Stabbed me? Or bring the problem to the law? I'm ready to accept the consequences."
"But one thing I beg of you, do not take him away from this city.don't separate us both.I promise, next time will never repeat the same thing, I want to keep him and-"
"Son, you better get out of here. This is a hospital, it's not good to make a fuss like this." said the doctor. Because, the woman in her restraint is increasingly struggling unbecoming. If it comes off, it could be that this room is going to be more chaotic than it was.
"But-"
His head turned towards his sister who pulled her hand to help him stand up. "Don't, brother.we have to go, Cassian El, the break is disturbed because of us.."
"But, Rega..I don't want to split up with El.." Pooled dew fertilized the eyes, urgently want to flow from the source.
"Lo made him rich, brother. Brother should have let him go to find some more color in his life.we, not a place to be happy.."
Fatur shook his head. He manahan with his body hard framed the door so as not to get tangled. He looked at the girl who was helplessly lying on the patient bed. "No, Rega. please, I can't separate from them.they're everything to me.."
"Do I need to ingetin? Lo has a deadly disease, brother. How can you keep and protect them if you later disease Brother little by little will kill Brother slowly."
"Maybe now, Big Brother is still strong to support Big Brother's body weight, but what about later? Sure, you're not gonna make El sad again?"
...*****...
Hazel had just come out of the bathroom to complete a small wish, not to forget to always brush her teeth, it had become Hazel's agenda before going to bed.
He quickly grabbed his phone on the study table before his steps swung towards the bed. That cheek, Hazel put it in her ear.
"Hallo's? Is there anyone?" Yup, he's currently making a phone call with Calix.
"No, it's over."
"Gue party that way."
There was a snort from across the street, before finally raising his voice again. "Would you pee?"
"Udah."
"A toothbrush?"
"Now too."
"Good girl's. Time bobo, skinny chicks are forbidden to stay up, his chest is flattened."
"Judah dating is the same girl whose chest is as big as a watermelon."
"Udah bored, want to try a flat first, maybe more steady."
Calix chuckles low, so he imagines how the face painting is upset Hazel now, guaranteed funny. "Udah, bobo there. It's late."
"Mathatin's phone, isn't it?"
"Don't, justin. I'm singing, I'm going to sleep fast."
"Jude, hang on."
Leaving the phone on the bed, with grubs, Hazel got out of bed, stepped towards the dresser, she grabbed a mini bottle from the drawer.
Not immediately drinking it, Hazel still looked at him doubtfully, 'Is it alright for me to still take this medicine? I hope the side effects aren't too heavy.' His inner.
After a great struggle with anxiety, he finally decided to drink it. Put the capsule into the mouth, followed by a glass of water available on the table.
Both of his hands rested on the surface of the table, he looked at his reflection in the mirror, his eyes looked soft, he yawned later.
Hazel walked back to the bed, before she lay down there, grabbed by the phone she had put down, the blanket she had pulled thick to the chest.
"Zels?"
"Eumm?" Hazel is still trying to maintain consciousness. Suddenly heavy drowsiness attacked him. As much as possible he supported his eyelids so as not to close.
"What did you do?"
"No.."
"Rummer..." Calix nodded his head, his phone he put on the table, he then plucked the guitar in his hand, along with the melodious sound of the guitar, Calix continued his paused singing.
"I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone.."
"I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever.."
"And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far.."
"Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers.."
Drowsiness aided by the chanting sung by the man with his characteristic heavy voice also sounded light, the sleepiness that whack can not make the senses of the listener Hazel lose function.
Hazel's vegetables listened, she could not hold her net petals adorned with plump fur, initially her eyes began to blur, until gradually it was perfectly closed to greet the darkness.
"Oh, it hurts so hard.."
"For a million different reasons.."
"You look the best of my heart.."
"And left the rest in pieces.."
Calix's song stopped, he grabbed his phone back, checked if the girl had drowned into the dreamland or not, what a coincidence, a subtle snoring was heard from behind the phone, quickly fell asleep.
Uncontrollably, Calix gave a faint smile, "Good sleep, my girl.."
...*****...
Kyra removes the book from the top of her face, she falls asleep because she learns Olympic preparation and exams later. The time period is still quite long, but to get above average values, he must prepare from now on.
This time Kyra woke up from her sleep. He glanced aside, Ayana and Arzan were fast asleep there. Because their residence is only a hut, he can feel the vibration if someone stepped into the hut.
With a pillow face, hair a bit fussy, she changed her position to sit, Kyra then moved towards the door, checking someone she had been able to see, who was the person. Before there, he grabbed the prize that was still filled in the paper bag.
"Sister?"
Kyra rushed over to her brother who seemed to be walking straight. The smell of alcohol is so stinging, out of the body of his sister, Kyra sure, This older sister is definitely drunk again. "Sister, drunk again?"
"Lo nanyeakkk?!!" She brushes off Kyra who will help her to clean it up, "Side lo! The cave is sleeping!! The cave chief is dizzy!! Hueee!!"
He was nauseous, almost spewing out all his stomach, his steps were not necessarily direction towards the corner, Kyra was blinding her brother. "Sister, here I have a gift for Brother. Today is my sister's birthday. Maybe, Brother did not want with the birthday of Brother so busy. But I'll never forget."
Bruk!
The goods in her hand ended up falling on the floor, thrown rough by her sister, Kyra only saw her gift with a nano look. That sign means her brother doesn't like her giving.
"Gue doesn't need it!"
"What do you do to buy useless things?! Mending you a tube of money for your future! Don't waste money on that obscurely rich stuff!"
"That's not a useless item, but a gift for Brother. I know, Brother desperately banged his bones and saved the family economy to finance our education, but think also himself Sis.."
Kyra breathed a long breath. Her brother thought too much about them to the point of forgetting his own condition. "When do you stop being rich? Brother's job is not worth living for us. I beg you, stop this.."
"It's none of your business, Kyra! Don't interfere with Brother's life! This is Brother's life, Brother's own choice! Do you think, if you are not rich Gini, you can live until now?! Blame the universe for setting our destiny this stragic?"
Now Kyra is sitting in front of her sister without interrupting, said the words revealed. He understood.they had been miserable enough to live all this time. Live hard, die scared..
"Papa left us for another woman when Mama was pregnant, Arzan. Keep mama leaving us in eternity when I haven't had time to make her proud."
Ruffled, ruffled by her hair, she suddenly became depressed remembering everything that had happened. His head was dizzy as if he wanted to explode. There was a rather loud noise as he lashed the floor of the board. Kyra closed both her ears to suppress the sound.
"Lo thought it wasn't hard for me?! Heavy Kyra! If I can choose I don't want to be like this, but the circumstances that drag me so rich gini!"
"Lo doesn't know what it's like in my position to be the backbone of the family! When I stop, what do you eat everyday?! How can we continue living?! Who will pay for your school?!"
With her hands firmly clenched, Kyra was made unflattered, her sister's string of sentences, was an unshakeable truth.
"Gue knows what you've been through all this time, and I can't say you fully understand what you feel because you've never been in the position of Brother.but, there's one thing that Kyra pinta, but, stay away from him.."
...*****...
Midnight blind, the ringing coming from his phone colored the silent atmosphere in the room. Deeply disturbed her sleep, Hazel squirmed, tilted her body and covered her head with a pillow. "Huh! don't be bored bothering me!"
Hazel was upset when the noise stopped, and she groped the bed to reach for her phone.
Hazel held him up half-asleep so that he did not pay much attention to the number of the caller. Who else would bother him if not the destroyer of his peaceful days.
Hazel rubs her eyes, trying to collect lives. "Hallo's? what's the call at midnight gini..? Why don't you end the call until the early hours? Rather than gini, it's a real mess.."
"Hallo princess El..? How are you..? I miss you so much.."
As if struck by lightning, his body instantly became stiff, Hazel's eyelids suddenly opened wide catching the sound from across it. Still the same, warm and soft...
With a pias face, his breath stuck in the throat. His tongue could not make a sound. A million mixed flavors suddenly gnawed at Hazel's heart. Hate, pain, hurt, endless tightness.but-hypocritical if he says he doesn't miss this guy..
In fact, he misses her figure so much. All this time, why did he suddenly appear again in his life?
"K-kak Arrange...?
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