
Supporting her hands behind her back, her eyes glanced at Hazel, who was pensively hugging her knees, many big question marks caught in her mind, wanting to ask but Calix was afraid to go back to digging up old wounds.
Drifting in looking at the beautiful creation of God by his side from a side angle, he immediately amazed himself when the breeze slightly flew the beautiful mane, now they are both at the edge of the lake, looking for fresh air here. Just the two of you, take notes.
"Lo, no questions for me? Looks like I have the same debt explanation lo."
Calix gasp. Looking at Hazel who was now looking at him. "Humm? About what?"
"About what I've been through today. Actually I'm ashamed to look fragile in front of others, especially in front of you. But today's an exception, you've seen with your own two eyes how weak I am."
"Gue will not make sense if you have not been able to tell the story of lo in the past regardless of whether I want to be curious or want to know more about lo, because without lo not a story though, because without lo not a story though, I already know your previous life story is messier than I thought."
Hazel's attention again glanced at the front of the reservoir presented before the two of them, the nature around them that witnessed the intense conversation between the two of them.
"To be honest, I haven't been able to tell my past, it's too painful. The point is, there's one thing I don't have to hide from you."
"Gue-not as special as the girls out there."
"For me, you simple girl, but-lo is also the most special in my point of view."
Scooping up oxygen to fill her lungs that felt squeezed by something, Hazel closed her eyes preparing to reveal a huge, very painful secret stored in the depths of her heart.
"My honor is long gone, Lix. Caught up when I was in Junior High. I'm not more just a broken girl trying so hard to get on with life."
"Lo can leave me. Find a girl who's much better than me. Don't be like me, I'm just a dirty girl. A broken woman has no right to happiness. Which guy wants to be the same girl who has lost her honor..?"
Hazel tried to pull the corners of her lips despite the weight, commenting on a bitter smile. His eyes glazed for no reason. Do not blink if you want to clear the crystal does not fall.
"Gue's angry." Calix's tone of voice turned cold. The two of them spoke to each other deeply, yet were reluctant to link the view.
Hazel's chest throbbed, even though she was ready for this, for some reason it still hurt to hear it in person. "Anged by Lix. I deserve to be scolded, I cheated you. Acting like a holy woman, even though you have no self-esteem since a long time."
"Gue is angry you call yourself a dirty girl. I don't like it."
"Humm?" Spontaneous Hazel turned with a plongo. Did he hear wrong?
"Don't call you a broken chick or anything like that. I'm not happy to hear it, you're the most perfect girl I know, don't feel lacking and inferior, Zel. Lo will still be a diamond as long as it happens not of your will."
"Essentially every relationship is not only about love between two parties, but also complement each other's shortcomings. Or less let me complete."
"Nor vice versa, complete the shortcomings that I have. No man is perfect, but you will be perfect in the eyes of the right man and the man is me."
Hazel was touched, wanting to cry it was like hearing a sweet verse come out of the venomous lips of a person with playboy disease this late stage.
He should not bring feelings to a man whose cultural nature has reached the maximum level. "Gue doesn't know if your words are sincere or just to comfort me."
"As much as you want to believe it or not, I will prove it with my actions in the future."
"Don't cover anything from me, try to be more open with me, I also already know about the dark story you once abused your stepbrother. And if his name is Fatur? Who accidentally mentioned the time in the bathroom. Is he the one?"
Sculpting? Yeah! Hazel's body instantly became an impromptu stone, her throat felt choked, she carefully turned to Calix. Where did Calix know his secret? "L-lo know where?"
"Jayden's. Brother lo. He's told me before, unfortunately not completely because he doesn't know the details. Only you know the full story, but I will not make you make a story if you have not been able to bring it up. Forgetit. I can wait until you're ready."
Flashback.
"So, what's the purpose of asking me to meet in this place?"
Calix and Jayden sat facing each other with a cup of coffee and one of the dessert menus available on their table. The two men were in a cafe shop, keeping the appointments they made.
"Gue don't know if you're just messing around or being serious with my Grandpa. As a man, you should know this. Hazel, was raped when she was in Junior High. Worse yet, the person was his own half-brother."
"Uhhuk-uhhukk!! Just darn-buckle!!" Coughing, Calix choked on the coffee he was drinking when he heard Jayden's delivery.
Finished smear coffee found on the corner of his lips and also the stain accidentally spilled his wear with tissue, a little bit of Calix buzz do on the spell they occupy afterwards, not too strong, not too strong, fear of attracting attention from other customers.
"Sister stepdad you mean what the fuck? What do you mean by yourself?"
Bugh!
Jayden's smash hit Calix's head, "Lunny you! Yes my time!"
"So? Isn't that your brother?"
"Gue is her brother but I'm not the one who harassed her." Jayden exhaled, he didn't know where to start.
"This is it." Jayden's hands clasped together on the table, putting on a look twice as serious as the one before. "Short story, Mama Hazel was married before my Papa."
"And in the previous household, Hazel as her daughter was persecuted until the rape case. And the main culprit is his own half-sister."
Calix is still trying to examine Jayden's story. What yes? Calix doesn't know how to describe his feelings. On one side there was a feeling of anger and disappointment.
On the other hand, Calix did not expect that Hazel had kept a secret that was so dark in a piece of her life history and worse, she knew it from others, not Hazel herself, she realized that all this time, she had known nothing about Hazel.
"Regardless of you being serious or not with Hazel, if you can't accept her for who she is, I ask you to release him from now on before my feelings fall even deeper into lo. I'm willing to be labeled as the evil Brother who asked his sister to split up for Hazel's sake."
Calix mangosteen understands Jayden's anxiety about Hazel. Of course every Brother does not want his Sister to get hurt and wants the best for her. Had he been in Jayden's position, he would have done the same to Thea, his sister.
"Lying if I say I'm not angry and disappointed. I'm really angry, really. But I'm mad at the guy who did that to Hazel."
"Even if such a case comes to fruition can you really still be sincere to Hazel?"
"Produce results, you mean?" Calix's forehead intertwined deeply, what was Jayden referring to according to the conjecture in his mind? He's not an elementary school kid who doesn't understand what Jayden means.
"Produce results, which means creating a new life for the incident. Well, without me obviously you can already draw conclusions, if Hazel already has a child that she herself does not know that fact."
"Hazel has a child? Then he doesn't know about that fact? She herself conceived and gave birth but she didn't know anything, What does it mean? I really don't understand."
Calix massaged his forehead, he became dizzy seven circumference digesting the intent of Jayden's statement.
Not to mention the fact Hazel was once persecuted to the point of being abused, then slapped again the fact she already had a child from another man, this really made her unable to think logically.
Too many bitter truths are covered up by Hazel. Worth it, Hazel is sensitive when it comes to honor, is this the cause?
After sipping coffee, Jayden then raised his voice again. "A reasonable question. But that's the truth. Hazel had a fatal accident right after a dark night that left her in a year-long coma."
"Don't tell me she gave birth when she's in a coma?" Calix's guess is on target. Directly greeted by a nod from Jayden.
"Like you guessed just now. With her early age and condition not allowing her to give birth normally, Hazel gave birth abnormally with cesarean section. And he was sentenced to suffer from traumatized amnesia post-coma due to a psychological disorder."
"Unfortunately only temporary which means at any time will recover. His memory was not completely erased, only his specific memories made him traumatized only to be lost."
"Especially his memories together with the guy who had made his past dark. And even if his memory came back, he would not know if he actually already had a child. We kept it a secret for Hazel's sake."
"Let's see that little boy with Hazel, looks so much like her-is it not-don't-don't-?"
"Yup, exactly. Her name is Gilsha." At that moment, Calix was shocked.
Flashback.
Hazel let out a heavy sigh, the burden she carried was really heavy, if such a burden of her life was an item it seemed like she had fallen down from a long time ago. "Gue's tired, can't ya give up?"
"Don't!" Calix answered with an octave high voice. She was attacked by the fear of hearing it from Hazel's mouth straight away.
"Didn't play any fun, the Hazel I know wasn't that guy. No one knows how hard you are to live your life except yourself. But, it's not fair if you just focus on the same painful things that you experience because as long as we live there must also be happy moments that we have felt."
"You give up now, there may be great happiness in the future that you cannot see. Live life step by step."
"Remove the negative side and just pick the positive side. Inget, not the most severe lo doang problem, there are still many other people's problems out there much heavier than your problems."
"Even if someone is really alone, no one accompanies him when he falls down. But you still have Mama, Papa, Abang lo and now-"
Slightly glancing at Hazel who was waiting for the continuation of his words, Calix rubbed his neck clumsily. "There I am." Calix folded his lips after one sentence at the end.
Embarrassed? Yeah! Sure oes. He himself still does not believe, why he who has a prestige like this earth can throw a ridiculous sentence according to him. Not his face reddened, but do not ask the condition of his ears, it was red.
Just look, Hazel made a funny chuckle. "Nothing's funny, don't laugh. I'm serious."
Hazel knew, Calix's expression was serious, the tone of speech was not even a joking element. It's just, kind of tickling hearing it from Calix's mouth.
"OK I won't laugh. I'm just goosebumps, you see?" Hazel showed fine hairs on her arms that lifted up entirely a sign of how creepy she was.
Calix sighs annoyed with Hazel's honesty. "ah! Fucking you! People are again trying to be romantic, lo-nya even-arghh! Been already! You should have pretended to be a baper earlier."
Back to the foresight. Hazel again and again dissolved in her gaze after being made by Calix laughing a few minutes ago. "Fatur.His name is Fatur. Source of wound---"
'Once good my first love.' He added in his heart.
"Lo inget, the same guy who suddenly approached me when parked yesterday?"
Calix mind floated for a moment of work then he nodded. Still fresh memories of yesterday where a man leaned Hazel on the body of his car and not only did he get there, he kissed Hazel's hair, just thinking about it had made Calix grigetan.
"He's the guy. He is Fatur, who has forcibly taken away my chastity. Either the reason or in what order he suddenly appeared in our school. What is clear is that his presence at our school makes me reluctant to go to school. If you can-go want to move."
"Fature?" The Calix parrot with a deep bent brow, he paid little attention to the man, but he should not have his name Fatur because of the one class with him, he was not, especially the girls who one class with him often slip his name on every topic of their conversation.
"He was a freshman in our class, and I know his name wasn't Fatur."
"Didn't you? But-his face is exactly the same as Fatur, right? I will not forget the person who has inflicted a great wound on me. Not to mention with a mole on the corner of his lips, it has become his most inherent characteristic in my memory."
"ah! Same one more, she wears a necklace with initials F. That necklace, I chose it for him."
"Who's yah--" Calix muttered his chin, thinking of the wind and Hazel's words, he was busy with his own thoughts. His two eyebrows almost fused together, racking his brain on behalf of the man. "R-e-t.. Re what is it? How did I suddenly become amnesiac anyway?!"
Calix ruffled his hair. "Rome?" Calix flicked his finger at Hazel's name.
"Well that's him! Rega is Rega! His name is Rega as I remember it. Not Fatur."
"Rome?" Now it was Hazel's turn to parrot, beyond her expectation that the conjecture she was making was true.
Not far from their position, without them noticing, a man dressed in all white, an invisible creature, unable to be captured with the naked eye by ordinary humans, observed the interaction of the two of them, and was unable to be caught by the naked eye, there was a soft room glistening in his eyes.
"Is it time for me to go and really let you go, El..? From this moment to the next episode of your life, she will probably be your reason to keep smiling. You deserve your happiness again."
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