
Hazel's gaze seemed empty looking forward, various kinds of things that are stuck in the head, Hazel to feel unable to voice the entire burden of her mind.
Shaken by his reflection when Kyra suddenly takes a seat beside him, they are on the connecting stairs, Hazel just looking for peace of heart here.
"It's funny."
"Humm?"
"A few days ago I ordered an ojek online, and you know? Who was the taxi driver at the time?" The two of them look at each other, Hazel does not understand why Kyra is telling a silly thing that is not important to her, and Hazel is stupidly waiting for Kyra's next sentence.
"Calixes. Him, so the motorcycle taxi." Hazel displayed her expression of disbelief. Isn't this big news?
"Really?" Her question made sure to get a nod from Kyra.
"Frankly, I was brutal and was amazed at disbelief. Swear for what?! A Calix Keiran Ragaswara is a motorcycle taxi driver?!"
Between believing in disbelief, there is one thing that arises in Hazel's brain, meaning the other day she sees Calix piggybacking Kyra behind her because she takes on services engaged in transportation. So, what things arouse the fighting spirit of Calix to be willing to become a motorcycle taxi?
"He also asked me for help to help him choose a ring and flowers that are good for you because I am the most deket same friends you. So, I-like willingly helped her, all the while helping her decorate the hall space, she even got into a fight with the headmaster when asking for permission to use the hall room."
'So because of that?' Hazel spoke only in her heart.
"At first-gue guess, he's just messing around with you, Zel. Honestly, I used to strongly oppose you dating him. But-after seeing her struggles lately, my soul has become moved to support the relationship between you two."
There was a three-minute pause before Kyra finally reopened her voice. "You should listen to the explanation first. Do not immediately conclude. Perhaps, behind that, his words were not really from the bottom of his heart, or before that, he still did not realize his feelings were the same lo."
"Again, he seems to have changed since with you. I'm less adept as a girl, or maybe still, but at least she's not as playboy as before with lo."
Hazel gave a rough breath. He was tired, tired of the situation. The man she thought might be the place to lean on while she was hesitating to tell her own family, apparently just another wound mingling in a sea of wounds.
His wing had been broken a long time ago. Is it possible that the second wing will be broken again? He'll fly without wings, how? He did not know whether to treat his wound from which side it used to be.
"Lo wrong Ky. I can tolerate his behavior that is not changed by girls, I can understand his playboy attitude, because in fact, it is his habit that is ingrained. We have a simple binding status, not that I have the right to forbid it, he's free to do whatever he wants."
"But, the story is different again if it is about self-esteem. Her words on the tape - as if trampling on my self-esteem as a woman. Yes I realize, I am not worth it, I should not be hurt to hear it. Because I have no honor either."
"But, if only to play around to get his wish, why should he play the drama as if his feelings were real. He's really mean. It hurts to know?"
Get down his head. She did not want to cry, but her tears betrayed, without letting out sobs, only her shoulders seemed to tremble signaling if she was crying without a sound.
Kya could only pat him gently on his back giving him strength. He doesn't know how to comfort a broken hearted person.
While, on the first step of the stairs, behind them, with no one between them both realized, there was a man there, there, unsheathed them with a flash of fury in harmony with his fist that was accentuating the veins of his hand. "Wait for Ky.."
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"It hurts so bad!"
Patting his chest tight hoping that the clump that was blocking his chest cavity could be reduced, Calix then vented the burning flames in his soul through a kick of his foot clashing in the air, Calix then venting out the blazing flames within his soul through his foot, he was sitting leaning against the inner rooftop barrier and the fiercely raging logic.
From the direction of the rooftop door, Lia present visited the roof. Emboldened to walk up to Calix, he sat by his side somewhat doubtfully in fact.
Calix was aware of his arrival, but chose to ignore it, only destruction monopolizing his soul. It was fine, he would enjoy the pain, these were the consequences he had reaped upon his words.
"So-Hazel was angry with me. To the point of throwing my glasses to a crack." Lia was the first to open the conversation.
Calix chuckled blankly hearing Lia voice out the contents of his mind. He looked up, whether he wanted to see the bright nabastala this afternoon did not synchronize with his dark mood or hold back his tears so as not to spill at this time.
"He's-it's really tough, right?" She was all her heart to hold back the crying. "Simple girls, short bodies like mushrooms, slow brains, fierce, angry, irritable. But strangely enough, in my eyes he always looks cute and adorable."
"sorry. I was one of the causes of the separation of the two of you."
"Humm?" Calix placed the side of his face on his raised knee, aiming his gaze at Lia who was next to him. Lia was the same, looking at him.
"It's not wrong. I kissed you first. If anyone is to blame, everything is purely my fault. It's probably-karma for my arbitrary behavior playing girls all this time. Now, I'm again in the wounded phase of losing a girl who's the only one who can penetrate in my heart."
"Do you really like Hazel?" Not only was Calix injured here, Lia was equally injured.
"Even once Hazel told me a million times to say she liked him, I'd do it the way she gave me a chance once again."
"Gue loves her very much Arghhh!" Ruffling her hair, Calix looks chaotic and frustrated, she just realized that the influence of Hazel in her life is this big.
"Being the main culprit who caused him to go into a coma for a year, now once again, I hurt the little girl, even though she has lived a traumatized life in the past. I bajuangan terribly!!" Had he not run away, had he been responsible, he might not have felt this way.
"Gue hoped, this feeling could fade by itself and I could forget him as soon as possible." He muttered again expectantly. Once enough of this he fell in love, then he would never use feelings again if it was about women.
Since their relationship has been completely broken beyond help, he will not fix this, let the separation that took away their togetherness. Pebbles don't seem worth side by side with diamonds like Hazel.
He is self-conscious enough, he must stay away, far away from Hazel's sight so that she can be happy with others. From today, Calix will try not to make his appearance too often in the scope of Hazel's views, he will avoid as much as possible.
"Actually I'm here to tell you something about Calix.."
Calix again leaned weakly behind his head on the rooftop barrier. It narrowed itself as the glare of the sky entered his cornea. "Aja by the way. But don't expect any further response from me, because the state of my heart is no longer okay."
Not staying still, Lia's two hands twitched together tensely, the temperature of her hands cooling down in an instant. "Actually-the one who pushed Hazel back in the pool was me." Lia admitted she was wrong, because she committed an act of unwittingly and deliberately based only on envy.
He envies Hazel, being prioritized by Calix. As for him, being played by Calix arbitrarily without caring about the feelings he has due to his sweet attitude.
Silent. There were only birdsong and frenzy down there that broke the atmosphere. Two minutes later, a cold and slow, but very domineering tone of voice sounded. "God."
"Humm?"
"It's from here." Calix refused to look at his interlocutor. If the word man beside him is gender with him, guaranteed now maybe they have struggled fiercely.
"I-I just wanted to apologize. Hazel won't listen to me. So, I'm sorry through you, tell Hazel I-"
"Budeg?! Gua said, get out of here before I act over the line. Lo, girl. I don't want to get out of control and end up hitting you here." Press it deep. Once again this girl did not comply, Calix did not know what the consequences would be.
"A-ah i-yes. I'm sorry about that." Stuttering Lia, he hurriedly moved from his place leaving the roof. After his departure, Calix punched the rooftop floor blindly channeling his passionate emotions.
"Aghhhhhh!!!"
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"Promise not crying?!"
Calix's head stiffened at the ridicule for the sake of the ridicule that Candra was displaying. "So, is it just crying because of girls? Scrawl!"
"Ah is real..? Then what's in your eyes bro?! Water from the source? How's glassy?"
Candra flicked her lips at no end sneering at Calix, she wanted to laugh out loud, Calix really got the punishment for his own actions. He just drowned his face in the folds of his hands.
"Ah this?" Calix rubbed his watery, hot eyes. Then give an alibi that just crossed his brain. "Link."
"Yain is already. Ntar explodes here, the cave of Ama Farel which is repulsive to calm."
"You don't fast, but you're kasian, too." Farel felt guilty. Now Calix is back in his face behind the folds of his hand. He does not want to be disturbed, wants calm and tranquility.
Damn, these two partners had no one to compromise with. Looks like they asked to be beaten. Thank goodness the object that became the subject of their ridicule was mager.
"Stone anyway, has been said also from yesterday."
"Head is dizzy? Try blender, who knows turn things around."
Leaning his head on the back of the chair, Farel stared at the front of the class, his mouth open and then his words of wisdom slid.
"There is no togetherness that runs smoothly, there is no relationship that is smooth and easy to continue. We are given the temptation to know how earnest and how patient we are. A soul mate in our hands, a destiny in the hands of God. So, if you want to be a match, then both try to reach the point of destiny. You've hurt him, so instead you're fighting for him again. Descending your ego. Don't just give up."
Brakk!!
Calix's palms landed hard on the surface of the table, creating a buzzing sound. His gaze blew out the flames. It was as if he wanted to find prey to eat in the blazing, ever-great flames.
"After I was thinking in the back of school it was just the three of us. Which means there were between you two who were secretly recording my words back then."
Candra and Farel exchanged glances hearing Calix's exposure, it was clear that Candra's wits were still complicated to employ at this time. Calix is so ambiguous.
"Live quietly while I don't know anything, because when it's revealed who's behind it, only my life will be saved." That instant also Farel stiffened.
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