MY PSYCHOPATH BOYFRIEND
30. A Fact

Mr. Zam was now staring at Ragel. Very, very clingy, as if saying things that Ragel never calculated will be said in the mouth of Mr. Zam.

"Think it was .. You, son of Ragel."

Ragel was silent for a moment. Staring at Mr. Zam back with shocked eyes.

"Ma .. do you mean Om?"

Mr. Zam smiled faintly. The look on his face seemed to hint, if there was no repetition at all.

Ragel sighed softly. Rubbing his face, his eyes closed for a moment. Trying to digest all of Mr. Zam's words.

"I was the only person in the tragedy. But I'm not a suspect" Ragel replied honestly.

"Police didn't assign me as a suspect. But as a witness to what happened five years ago. But unfortunately, I myself do not remember so clearly what the incident was exactly like in my mind," said Ragel staring at his face in the clear water in the glass.

"My brain is washed. And when the police ask the same thing repeatedly. All I remember is the sound of gunshots in my ears."

Mr. Zam smiled lightly. Staring at Ragel with a look of disbelief. "Are policemen as easy to bribe as rich people like you?"

"Of! Me, my Papa. There is no intention to bribe anyone. Even my mother was also the victim of that shot. Victim Om, victim!"

Ragel's breathing hunts down, remembering how his Mama's face was covered in blood because of a bullet that stuck right in his Mama's forehead to the bottom. Making Ragel powerless to hold a puddle of water in his eyes.

"My mom's a victim. I'm a victim, and everyone in the bank is a victim. It happened too fast, as if it only counted for 1 minute."

Ragel held his face. His eyes wandered in fear, remembering how gunshots sounded, terrible smiles, and also the blood flowing from his Mama's face. Make Ragel tremor again.

Mr. Zam who saw the pale face of Ragel. Quiet for a moment. Before the end, Mr. Zam approached Ragel. Patting slowly on Ragel's shoulders.

"At that time, I felt devastated by Gilang's rapid death. I ... feel that all this is unfair. If you know who the suspect is, the police should follow up as soon as possible. But it's actually ..."

Mr. Zam took a long breath. His back against the wall.

"I don't know how to respond. Ibuk, Oliv, everyone's hit. It was as if Gilang's death was just a nightmare that would never happen. And our only hope, we woke up from that dream. And meet Gilang. That's all! That's all we expected."

Mr. Zam rubbed his head. Ragel looked at Mr. Zam with a blank look.

They both lost. They are both unable to accept the death of someone they love. Their hopes were the same, that dream if they could. Not come true.

But fate says something else.

"I'm .. sorry," Ragel lowered his head. Looking at his hands that were shaking violently. "I'm really sorry. I ... trying to remember the incident. I try to fight my fears. But ..."

"Son Ragel," Mr. Tama cut off Ragel's talk quickly. "I personally have been able to accept Gilang's departure. I also try to think positively, how can a 12-year-old kill so many people. I can't blame Ragel's son."

Mr. Zam patted Ragel's shoulder once again. "But my son, my mother and Oliv. Still not sincere with the departure of Gilang that fast. So I hope ..."

Mr. Zam smiled faintly. Staring at Ragel full of hope.

"Don't hurt Oliv."

***

Ragel stared at the gray sky that was slowly starting to turn orange. Occasionally a sigh could be heard from Ragel's mouth.

"Lho, you haven't gone to Gel yet?"

Olivia walked over to Ragel. Look at that handsome face from the side. Ragel looked riled up, there seemed to be a lot of thoughts piling up in the guy's mind.

"Halooo's? Ragel?" Olivia waved her hand in front of Ragel's face.

Ragel was shocked small, turning to Olivia who was looking at him with a question mark.

"Ah, I want to say goodbye to you and also your mother" said Ragel rubbed his forehead riled.

"Yes ... had it not been saying goodbye to dad? Mom hasn't woken up since. You can go home. Later I told my mother that you send greetings," said Olivia nodded small.

Ragel nodded small, putting on his helmet. "Gue pampering. Going to school tomorrow?"

"No!" push Olivia fast.

Ragel chuckled small. Stretching out her hand ruffled the hair of soft Olivia.

"Yaudah, I'm waiting for you in front of the school."

"So, the mode is so obvious!"

Ragel grew increasingly laughable at Olivia's annoyed look.

"Gell!" get Olivia.

"Hm?"

"If it could be the same. I want to meet Mama Lo" said Olivia slowly.

Ragel raised his eyebrows in confusion. "Meet my Mama?"

Olivia nodded confidently.

"May," answered Ragel unsure. "Next time I've met my mom."

"Lho, why don't you ta-"

"Liv, I'm saying goodbye. Say hello to mom and dad."

Ragel hurriedly left on his motorcycle. Leaving Olivia with a pile of questions on her mind.

***

"Well, what should Ragel do? How's Ragel doing now, Mah?"

Ragel stared at the family photo in the living room. Staring at her Mama who was sitting pretty with Ragel on her lap.

Even in the photo, Ragel can not remember clearly the beautiful face of his mother. Ragel .. lied to Olivia about her beautiful mother.

Though Ragel himself, can not remember the look of the face of the Mama clearly since the incident.

"Maafin Ragel Mah."