MY PSYCHOPATH BOYFRIEND
52. We Break Up
...Ziva Magnolya-Pick of the Best🎶...
Olivia breathed. After Ziky's car actually went from his front home. Olivia reaches for the door algae.
Chequek!
Olivia surprised. He found his father standing right in front of him.
"Dad ..." Olivia gulped her saliva slowly. Observing the face of the father that is difficult to guess. "... I'm sorry," said Olivia, lowering her head.
"Yahhhh!!" His father's breath sounded loud. It made Olivia lower her head. "What now, the more appropriate thing for the teenager who is being hit by turmoil is to run away from his home? What is his real home, can not be said home?" asked Dad, rubbing his face slowly.
"It's not so well. Olivia ... don't want my dad to be as anxious," Olivia's great-grandson slowed down her tone by a few octaves.
Dad took a long breath. Staring at her daughter softly. "If you run away, it makes my father equally anxious. Very-very anxious. It even feels like it's going to die. Because it's just you, the only gem in our lives, Liv!"
"Sorry Dad. Maafin Olive. Olivia's really sorry." Olivia hugged her father tightly. Looking for warmth from the father's body that is not strong anymore.
"Other times, if there's anything. Tell me about your mom and dad, okay?"
"He'em," Olivia nodded briefly. "Sorry, Dad."
***
Olivia looked at her phone. There were some messages from Ragel and dozens of calls from the guy that Olivia didn't pick up.
The girl pressed Ragel's name panel on her message. Staring at a series of messages that immediately cut Olivia's heart.
Not my girlfriend, I swear!🔥
|Thank you call me Liv
|Sorry, I was wrong
|Plis, don't gini. Where is Livia?
|Don't break up from me. I can clear it. Come on, pick up my phone Livia.
|Is that how easy it is to break up? Don't you want to talk to me well first?
|Sorry, I am bad. But not gini.
Olivia shed her tears again. Read the next message.
Ragel .. does he really love himself or not? If so, why is there someone in her life?
Olivia knows, she's a complete idiot. Really stupid. Olivia shouldn't be proud of anything.
Ragel's heart, not for himself. Olivia should have put those words in. So that Olivia's heart is conscious and not anchored to the guy.
Not my girlfriend, I swear!🔥
|Let's talk about it tomorrow. I'm waiting at the school rooftop.
One last message the guy sent. Exact 10 o'clock. The guy sent me the last message.
Olivia typed out a word. And his current decision is completely unanimous.
Olivia Dwi Ananda's
|OK.
At that time, it was exactly midnight. Olivia made her choice. To end his relationship with Ragel.
***
Staring at the door of the wooden rooftop was fixed. Olivia tries to neutralize her fast beating heart. It feels like it's going to get out of its place.
"Be careful, don't gini. I was round to break up from him. Pli!"
Olivia held her chest. I hope his heart rate returns to normal. There's nothing to worry about and nothing to fear.
He's really going to break up with Ragel. Yes, really will break up.
Chequek!
Olivia stared straight at the male figure who was busy looking at the field from above the rooftop on the edge of the wall.
The man turned his head when he noticed Olivia's presence on the door leaf. With a slow step, Ragel approached Olivia.
Olivia also stepped closer to Ragel. Now their distance is only 30 inches. Look at each other.
Reflecting on the net of the black eye belongs to both. Trying to find something missing in there and hoping to come back and complete it again.
"Sori," that's the first word Ragel put out. After a fraction of a minute they pounded each other's eyes. "Gue's sorry. But--"
"Over and again you apologize to me. I'm sorry about. But for some reason, I can't" Olivia still kept staring at Ragel.
"Why?"
"Because ..." Olivia breathed. "Nothing needs to be explained anymore Gel," said Olivia began to get tired.
"So fast?" Olivia nodded confidently. Ragel smiled wryly. "For any reason, will you not accept? Is it clear, after you see everything? You don't want to know why I used to, hm?"
Olivia said sure. He still dared to look at Ragel. Even though his heart hurt first. Her heart ached, that she had to lie that she didn't like Ragel.
"Now I ask Liv. Are you not love-"
"The cave that should be Gel! Elo— are you not in love with me? Isn't there a little bit of love in your heart? It's that easy huh, make people's hearts confused and it's that easy to break the heart of the person, hm?"
Olivia was excited, staring at Ragel's dark black bead with teary eyes. He tried to hold back the crying that was about to explode.
"Gue-"
"If you don't love. If not, dear. Don't go out on a date! I don't need to be pitied. I don't need the gel. Not even a minute is needed!"
Olivia cut again. Take out all her junk that she's been craving all this time.
"Oh yes, I forgot. I don't know how love feels. How it feels to be loved. And what it's like to endure pain, when he loves that person. But the person she likes, doesn't even love her. You must have never frowned," the cynical Olivia cast a glance.
"Is it so easy that relationships can be tightly intertwined? What's with me saying, that I love you. Will you stop asking for a break up?" ask Ragel. He deliberately stalling. In order for Olivia to give up and they'll be better.
Olivia shakes. "It's not as easy as turning your palm. Do you know about love and love? Do you know what it's like to love someone with all your heart. Do you know lo-"
"Gue tau's. I know how it feels to be loved by someone we love. I know, what it's like to lose the one we love and me ..." Ragel pointed at himself. "... you know, how sick it is when someone goes away I just do," said Ragel.
Olivia clenched her hands tightly. Trying to resist all the flavors in order not to explode. Especially the desire to cry so-so.
But Olivia was resistant, so that she did not look weak in front of Ragel. He didn't want to show his tears to Ragel. Iota.
"Lo ..." Olivia took a deep breath once again. "Gue tired Gel. Dingy. Plis, let me. Just say 'break up' and all run. I'm tired. I felt a burden on my shoulders. One aja. So plis, break me up."
Olivia looked at Ragel with tired eyes. He no longer knows what to say. Ragel's too stalling.
"Dengerin's explanation first-"
"RAGEL!" olivia snapped unconsciously. "Aiisshhh!!" Olivia hissing rough. Rubbed his face in anger.
The girl crouched down. Focused his gaze on his moustached shoes. One drop at a time, tears fell. About his shoes that I mums.
The sound of sobs was faintly heard. Olivia is no longer strong. He really wanted to end all this.
"Putusin. Or I'm the one who broke up." Olivia wiped the tears on her wet cheeks. "Gue is really tired. You can hate me and think I'm selfish. Go ahead. Because I don't care" said Olivia, still staring at her shoes.
"Lo can hate me as much as you like. Even you can bully and instigate anyone who is in this school. So that no one wants to be friends with me. Go ahead. You can be selfish Gel. Because I'm selfish too."
"Because I just asked for one. Breakup. Then my burden becomes light, even if only a little," said Olivia again wipe her tears that fell.
"Putusin I'm Gel-"
"From today, you and I ..." Ragel took a deep breath. Before finally saying the sacred sentence that ended their relationship. "... there is no relationship anymore," continued Ragel absolute.
Olivia raised her gaze with wet eyes. Tears continued to fall without permission from the master.
Ragel looked at those wet eyes. I wanted to hug Olivia's body as tightly as possible. But there's no way, Ragel can't do it.
The wide step approached Olivia. Gently and quickly, Ragel rubbed Olivia's head. Then step away leaving the girl alone.
Chequek!
"Abakhhhhh!!!"
Olivia was hysterical. Resisting the pain in his chest. Her cries broke, letting her tears fall. Withstanding the wound in his heart.
Not a burden of decays. But Olivia feels, that she has lost one light in her life.
"Stupid! Egoist Elo Liv! You idiot!"
Olivia cursed herself. It feels tight in the chest. She ... broke up with Ragel. It hurts.
Ragel who was behind the door, could only shut up. Hearing Olivia's bitter cry.
Ragel's heart hurts. But he can't do anything. Olivia's request she's following. To be honest, Ragel wanted to stay with the girl longer.
"Sorry Liv's. I am really sorry."
***
**HOLAAAA GAEEESSS 👋
SORRY I JUST GOT UP NOW. GEEZ, REALLY, TOO I'M NOT UP BECAUSE I'M BUSY WITH COLLEGE.
YES, I STARTED KULIAAAAHHHH. SO MABA DOONG😭
BTW, YOU ARE STILL LOYAL TO MPB I AM VERY LOCH ⁇ ️
THANKS YAW, GUYS. BISMILLAH CAN BE UP NEXT WEEK.
I HAVE A TARGET TO GET UP. IT REALLY SHOULD BE ABLE TO UP ME HER.
ANYWAY DOAIN MOGA SMOOTHLY WELL.
PAY PAY 💓**