MY PSYCHOPATH BOYFRIEND
57. Ragel And Happiness

Perhaps, what Olivia said was true. That Ragel never felt the love and affection in his life.

Or ... ever?

But Ragel forgot about it that fast. As fast as lightning that hits the earth.

That's how, Ragel may have felt it. But that love and affection seemed to vanish in an instant in his life.

After the departure of the mother who also involved him. Making some of Ragel's memories of the love and affection of the Mama messed up.

"Well," Ragel squatted on the side of the mother's grave. Grazing the tombstone slowly, "how are you?"

Ragel stared at the mound of land he had just sprinkled with sticky flowers.

"Ragel here is not okay" said Ragel lirih.

"Ragel is here ..." Ragel let out a long sigh, "is not Mah. Ragel doesn't know Ragel. People always refer to Ragel as a crazy psychopath. They also called Ragel a wayward child and could not protect Mama" Ragel said.

Once again, Ragel let out a long breath.

"But Ragel is not that kind of kid, is he Mah? Ragel captures the people who tried to destroy Papa, just as they destroyed Mama and left Ragel here. Both with Papa. Ragel's not a crazy psychopath. Ragel doesn't even kill people" Ragel fell silent. Clenched his hands tightly.

"Someone says that love and affection are the most important things in a relationship. Is that really Mah?" asked Ragel staring at the nano on the tombstone in front of him.

"Well, did Ragel never feel that love and affection? Mah, could it not, if Ragel asks for Mama to return to Ragel's side. Here, next to Ragel. With Ragel, accompanying Ragel. Bringing Ragel to love and compassion" said Ragel. His voice sounded hoarse holding back the crying that was about to explode.

"Well, could Ragel ask for that one thing? Just one mah. Not much. Ragel wanted to hear Mama's soft voice. Seeing mom cooking in the kitchen with my favorite pink appron. I heard Mom's laughter so crisp. Make Papa smile like he used to. Back to how it used to be. Like our old family. When happiness is complete. "

Ragel tightened his grip. Started to lower his head. Letting her tears fall down that mound of earth.

"Ragel just wants happiness like Mah used to. While Mama's on Ragel's side and Papa's side."

***

That afternoon, at lunchtime. Olivia prefers to come to the library.

Lately, the girl has been to the library more often than the cafeteria.

Remembering that it will soon be entering the end of semester one of twelfth grade. Olivia also thought about how she would face her college entrance exam later. Then get a scholarship.

After finding some textbooks he needed. Olivia started to step towards the empty bench to start learning about it.

But honey, there's not a single empty bench where he's standing.

The choice fell on one bench at the very corner near the window. It was covered by bookshelves and there was only one person there who was asleep and seemed to have no intention of reading the book that he made the pillow.

Olivia started to step closer to the bench. Then sit across from him who's stuck in the table.

"Excuse me, am I sitting here?" olivia was polite.

"Hm."

Only a dull sound was heard.

Olivia nodded once. Then put the books he had stacked high on the table.

Start opening the books to learn.

Forty minutes passed, and Olivia was still struggling with her books without being disturbed by anything. After all, the person in front of him also did not move and did not move at all.

It seems like he's asleep really well.

The gadist stretched his muscles. Close those books. Then look at someone who is still sound asleep in front of him.

Olivia was like no stranger to the perfume of the person in front of her.

Don't want to misunderstand him and SKSD. Olivia chose to get out of her seat.

But Olivia's hand was on someone's. Make the girl sit back.

"Sori, you .. know me?" asked Olivia hesitating.

"I don't need to see your face though. I knew it was you, Livia," answered Ragel raising his head.

Looking at Olivia with her flat face.

"Nrt ..." Olivia gaping, "sori. I guess who," Olivia started to get up from her seat.

Struggled by Ragel. The guy asks Olivia to sit back down.

"So don't like her elo on me?" ask Ragel seriously.

Olivia silent. Don't want to lift up. Choose to bow.

Not getting an answer. Ragel let out a long breath.

"Sori."

That one word was able to make Olivia raise her head. Staring at Ragel who was now also staring at him.

"I don't mean make nyakitin elo. I .... can really be clear about my relationship with Syera," said Ragel in earnest.

"E-don't go-"

"At least you know this fact from me. Before you hear the lopsided news from others," cut Ragel.

The guy looked at Olivia seriously. "Gue, same Syera was once engaged. But we're breaking-up"

"Ragel!"

Suddenly Syera came and shouted with all her might in front of the library door. Make himself the center of attention.

Without a care for people's views. Syera ran over to Ragel.

"Queen, she .. fainted again," she told Syera anxiously.

Ragel rounded his eyes wide. Without thinking long. Ragel immediately ran away from Olivia without saying anything. Not even continuing his words.

Olivia who saw that, just stared at the back of Ragel who disappeared behind the door.

"Belgium ... Liv, sori, it's like time-"

"It's okay." Olivia smiled faintly.

Thinking back to Ragel's unfinished words.

So Syera and Ragel were once engaged. But break up and ... what?

Why did they decide on the fiancee?