My Son Is My Strength
Darling

The sound of the morning dawn of sayup-sayup was heard in the room of the hotel room occupied by Arini and Bian. Arini wriggled, shifted her head, it felt like her sleep this time was very comfortable.

He keeps shifting his head on the pillow, but wait... Arini frowned, only to feel sleep on a pillow like this.

He also began to fumble, his pillow is very foreign according to Arini, but also very comfortable to sleep on. Without Arini noticing, her movements made one distracted.

Increasingly strange, Arini turned her head up, and immediately met with Bian's sharp eyes.

Why did she forget, she was going to sleep with her husband who just got her title yesterday.

"Ja-so I-I slept on his chest?" Arini muttered stammered, misbehaved, and they were still staring at each other.

Arini increasingly misbehaved, Bian followed the wrong behavior, Arini's face harrumphed hot, whether he was embarrassed or something. But obviously all his behavior makes Bian's body hot cold.

The perfect awkwardness was created inside the hotel room, they both did not know what to do. Until Ikamah again heard sayup-sayup in the distance there.

"We have not prayed at dawn." - Arini. Get up, and stand up. Bian did not respond, it seemed like he was still in fashion thinking about what they should do.

"I-I took a shower first." Arini said awkwardly, rubbing her elbow.

"We shower together." Bian got up, sat on their king-size mattress.

Arini's eyes widened perfectly hearing Bian's words just now. "Eh. can't, time's up." Arini said running quickly into the bathroom. Her face reddened many times, she could not imagine having to shower together with Bian, yes.

Bian frowned, "The time has passed, won't the bath together shorten the time?" bian's murmured scratched his non-itchy head.

Time continued to run a few minutes later, in the bathroom Arini was mourning him who forgot to bring a change of clothes because of the rush earlier.

He walked back and forth, biting his finger, and then stuck his ear in front of the bathroom door.

No sound was heard, Arini waited again, and still no sound from Bian's movements could be heard out there.

"No sound was heard, could he be back asleep?" Inner Arini asked.

He also ventured to open the bathroom door slowly, his eyes staring at the entire room, sweeping it from corner to corner. There was no Bian there, not even on the bed.

Ah... Arini did not care much about Bian's whereabouts now, because most importantly he had to change his clothes first.

Arini wrapped her towel tightly, and in a quick motion, she ran out of the bathroom, picked up her change of clothes, then went back in the bathroom to change her clothes there.

After he changed his clothes, Arini came out, opened the bathroom door. And to his surprise, Bian was right in front of the bathroom door with a cocoa shirt and a black hat on his head, and a glove that was neatly perched on his waist.

For a moment Arini was silent, her shock had disappeared, but replaced with another surprise seeing Bian's appearance. He looked at Bian from top to bottom, completely different from his usual appearance. Looks charming and handsome.

"Wudhu already?" Bian asked, restoring Arini's consciousness. Arini nodded in response.

Bian stretched out the prayer rug, stood in the front position as priest, and Arini took his face, and then spread his word as a mum. They both prayed at dawn.

After praying and praying, Bian turned to face Arini, stroking her head gently. Arini grabbed Bian's hand which stroked his head, then kissed him that hand for a long time.

Bian fell silent, looking at his wife who was looking down kissing his hand. Shortly after, Bian's hands felt wet. Bian frowned, was this wife crying? Wh why?

He lifted Arini's head, seeing his face now filled with tears, sobbing now escaped in his mouth.

"Hey...why cry, hmmm...?" Bian asked gently rubbed Arini's cheeks which were smeared by those tears.

"Sorry...." Arini responded to Bian.

"Sorry why? You're never guilty, now don't cry anymore." Bian again held Arini's head with both hands, he saw the face of the wife fixedly. Truly he could not bear and could not see his wife crying like this, it was enough that he made this woman cry with his actions.

"I'm sorry I can't be a good wife to you, a wife who can't serve you well." Arini said in a very sorry tone.

Ah.. it turns out his wife is still thinking about things yesterday, to make him cry like this. He's crying! And again it was because of his actions. Bian cursed himself in his heart.

"It's not your fault, but it's my fault. I can't control myself, let this lust rule me." Bian's words gave Arini understanding, as well as expressing her guilt. "I'm also wrong because I can't understand your circumstances." Bian looked down, he could no longer look into his wife's eyes, he could not. Bian kept his head down, muttering apologetic words repeatedly.

His guilt for his past actions is great, his actions are now traumatized for his wife to this day. What an unforgivable act. But this woman in front of him was still willing, even still willing to give him a chance.

Now Arini who looked fixedly at Bian's face, saw a great sense of regret in him. Bian has indeed changed greatly, he is not like before.

"No, don't be like this." Arini grabbed Bian's face with both hands, raising it so she could look him in the eye again.

Arini shook her head loudly, no longer wanting to hear Bian who continued to apologize, and let Bian continue to feel guilty. Arini didn't let him go anymore.

"Don't say it again, I don't want to hear it." Arini said, shaking her head again. His eyes were still being watered by tears, and the tears were flowing even more when he saw Bian's cheeks also moistened by his own tears. Bian cried, regretting so much in his actions.

Arini rubbed Bian's tears, "I don't want you to be like this anymore, don't want to see you cry like this." Lirih Arini, still rubbing Bian's tears.

"Everything that happened to me, I've let it go. Not blaming yourself, nor blaming myself, nor blaming anyone. I'm sincere. because no matter what's behind all of that, there must be a silver lining." Arini said, Bian listened to her, without missing a single letter.

"Now let's build this relationship together, don't look back on the past because it's the past. Now we focus on the events to come, which will be our future." Arini lowered her hand on Bian's face, then grabbed both of Bian's hands and kissed him.

"Darling...." Call Bian, Arini looked up, feeling warmly called like that. "I love you, love you so much." Bian kissed Arini's forehead full of love, Arini closed her eyes received a kiss from Bian.

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