My Story
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Among the many stars scattered in the silent night sky, I found one of the brightest stars out of which to shine. She was beautiful, I looked at her, I looked at her light, it was beautiful to make me forget about my problems. Maybe this is the beauty of Allah SWT who gives me perfect eyes to see something beautiful too. Even though the star belongs to God, I can enjoy it, make me calm. You guys know ga? The star is beautiful when it shines, if every night I could see it shining and illuminating the night. Not all stars can be as beautiful as that, sometimes if the mallem comes and I look up to find a star that shines it is difficult, he is not always present every night, he is not always there for malem, malem nerangin, and this is what I don't want. I want stars to be there all the time, and when I need them

Errrr— a lot of problems that I hadepin lately, even though I gabisa dapet the best ranking in the school? Why the hell am I pales, if people clean up I must be diem, I pemales? When can I create a beautiful piece that I can be proud of? When can I be proud of my parents for my achievements? Kapaaaaan? I feel my life is—ga use, no loss others do not see me, because I gabisa whataaaaa errrrrrr—

“yaaa, why yes I am gabisa make my parents proud. My ranking period is down and I am now getting longer at home is getting worse. I guess I did not use so much–” Ask me to aria in front of me with his favorite serena snack.

“hus ga gitu—ranking doang turuun but nila naek kan. Kalem ajaaa. Ohiya nay, you help me yes to make cerpen—gue gabisa scrawl words-katanih” pinta aria to me.

“ih yes, I gabisa what-__- where can help you make a short story try?” answer me bete.

“ih nay you mah like weird, you are more good than me. Ohiya, later you are clear story yes, you are a lot of temen” pinta aria dodging what I said

“aria ariaaaa—gue mah gabanyak has temen ah , mening you aja. What are short stories for?” answer me again while taking avocado juice just came to the table where we both sat in the campus cafeteria

“tuh right you mah like it nay ah bete I” aria angry

“ya emang yes, I gasehebat you who have many works and pinter. Udah ah I males think this it—gue dizzy. My brain feels like it's young. Home yu ya” I avoid what aria crapin, while spending my alpukan juice standing. My brain is dizzy, I'm again males facing the same problem.

“...” aria stood up from his stool and followed me who had walked first to take the bus home

We walk in silence towards the bus stop, suddenly Aria breaks this silence

“nayaka, as long as you know. If you keep looking up comparing yourself with others who are more powerful it can only make you slump. You won't be able to see your own potential. You have nayaka, admit it”

“but yaaa..” I pout a little.

“without you realize that many people around you are more gaguna nay, lu see eza whose work is crawling every mallem, jeblog value, and ga caringin with his parents, including me. You still think you're the most useless person? Nayaka! you have your own potential you have a good skill to make an article or a story. You have nay don't ever think you are here, the gap is, this is what, me? I'm here, I'll always be there. You think I'm not a temen? Do not always shadow that does not exist but the benefits that exist nayaka”

Aria. that’s a best part I ever hear from his mouth—ever. He really is my best friend who knows everything about me. Only recently I realized, why I always think that there is no, no feeling there is no cement, obviously aria is always there for me. I feel scared? Life is not for regret but for gratitude. Look down to feel we are capable and look up so we are motivated. That's all I've found in my brain rapetrapet. A tip from Aria that can make my life happy.

After that day, I began to realize the importance of time and respect for friends. Now it's time for me to take the test results. I don't know what I'm going to get. Aria already got the results of his guitar practice exam early, perfectly he got 5 stars from our lecturer. I still wait patiently.

“bosen yes nay?” Ask aria to me who put a wry face and hands kept in the chin while sitting in a garden chair near our faculty building.

“hmmm.. I laper abisnya” replied I ketus.

“ah engga ah, I want to wait for the results of his exam”

“yaelaaaaaaaa nayaka you must have passed and got the best results. Trust me the same I”

“how can I hold your talk huh?”

“lu think alone, how much effort you have when doing a practice exam. That's the result you can measure yourself”

“this fucker always bewitches me with his shit” murmured me

“hehehe” aria who heard the mutterings laughed feeling herself being insinuated.

**

“ARIAAA!!! I’ve got what I want!” my voice echoed among the trees of my college garden. Aria sat with her iPod waiting for me in the park seat. A little surprised to see me. He ran and asked me the truth

“beneraaaaan?!” tanyanya girang

“iya yaaaaaa Aaaaaaaaaaa seneeng!!” my answer is more than her

“yeeeeeeee nay lu berhasiiil asik party asik party” her reply sumringah

“hem no party party. I want a mini male just me the same star in the sky that shines. Tomorrow aje lu I treat ya yaaa ;)”

“dih si nayaka nyebelin very-__- if you have seen the star is very difficult to disturb”

my eyes were wide open, I looked up at the starry night sky. And I’ve got the best reward! And this is my favorite! See the star. Stars, I like Bintang—beautiful, shining, bright, and make me calm. Every time I see one of the brightest stars on the porch of my room, I'm sure it's Aria. Aria's my best friend, she's just as rich a star. He said he could make me half-sit to change. Same with the stars that can magic me when the light is very bright in the sky. The stars shine all the time. Even though it was just a night that could make me meet him but it meant something to me. A moment that means. From now on I won't be happy my life again just to regret something. I want to say the word aria that he said when I again bete “learn from the past, live for today, and dream for the future”

“thanks yes, I know how valuable the starlight in my eyes, as well as you are more valuable than that.”

my eyes were closed to enjoy the night among the many stars scattered in the vast sky, above the grass of the yard