MY TWIN MAKU
ACCEPTING THOUGH IS DIFFICULT

"If I ask you to divorce her do you want a mas?", ask me with a sad face.

"Not that I don't want to, but what your parents said, just imagine your father's response if he knew it, he was sick and could not hear anything bad anymore, he said, it will not be easy for him to hear if one of his children will be divorced", replied Rafael by lowering his face.

True also what was said by Rafael, only the health of my father is the reason for me to keep the Rose in this house, I do not want the father why, why, maybe I really have to give up a little for the sake of my father's health, my mind is restless.

I took a deep breath, I contemplated all the words of Rafael, then I asked him to immediately find another house for the Roses, for I would not bear to be in the same house as him, rafael looked at me in disbelief.

"Have you accepted the Rose as your honey, you sure asked me to find another house?", said Rafael as if he did not believe my words.

"Either mas, I myself am confused by the decision I must take, maybe this is one of the best ways, given the unstable health of my father, I have to give up a little".

After taking care of everything, I asked Mbak Saroh to take care of the handyman who will renovate the room, I told him to ensure the health of my father during my time away, because I could not trust the Rose, especially if he knew I would still be on vacation with Rafael, because that morning he had to leave for work because his contract with the company demanded him to keep working, immediately I packed the clothes into a suitcase, two tickets to the island of the gods have been ordered by assistant mas Rafael.

We arrived in Bali in the afternoon, the time to see the best sunset, I decided to go to Jimbaran beach and order seafood there, and when I got there, the atmosphere was a little quiet not as usual, it turned out that Rafael had ordered the full booking cafe, so we could enjoy the time alone, I stepped foot to the beach, and I breathed the air that afternoon, then I stretched my hands very soothing in that place, I was very surprised because suddenly there was a hand that was coiled in my stomach, I turned my gaze to see that Rafael was leaning his head on my shoulder, it felt so heartbreaking for me to be in this place with my husband, who was no longer entirely mine.

He led me to a table, with small candles on it, and what impressed me the most was that Rafael put the candles in the shape of a heart.

"I love you Melati, whenever I will always love you, my promise will always take care of you, and forgive your husband who is not care for the integrity of our family, stay with me dear, dear, do not turn away from me even though my mistake is fatal to you", whispered Rafael in my ear while hugging me.

As soon as I shed tears, whether the happiness or sadness that I was currently feeling, being upset was just that feeling that described my current state, she said, then we had dinner together on the beach with a romantic atmosphere, accompanied by a beautiful sunset light.

"As for whether we can always be together after this, considering that you are no longer mine" I said as I tendered my body and she grabbed me.

"Of course, honey, we'll always be together, even if there's a Rose between us, I'll just make it up".

"Aren't you going to sin if you just give him a living, he also needs your affection and caresses, aah must be very heavy for me to imagine you're mingling with him, somehow fate is so cruel to me, my twin is my honey, we shouldn't be in this position, maybe God is punishing me".

"I promised you I'd keep your word, if you asked me to be fair to her, it would be very hard for me".

Then Rafael held me in his arms, he convinced me with his great love, for for him I was his greatest treasure, bowed bitterly I heard him, and, I returned his embrace and he kissed my forehead lovingly.

Five days in Bali I spent traveling, to fix my already messy mood, after which I decided to go back home, because the business in the boutique I can't stay for long.

Arriving at home I was so satisfied with the decor of my room that looks more luxurious than before, saw the Rose approached the mas Rafael and tried to hold it, and, but when Rafael turned his back and walked into the room, he told me that if the room decor was on purpose he asked for the best for me, then I hugged Rafael intentionally to make the Rose jealous to see him.

"Thank you, you always know how to make me happy".

Then the Rose forcibly pulled Rafael's hand, it turned out that he sulked and asked for a room design that was no less luxurious than me, then Rafael told him, if he had to leave this house.

"Are you going to dump me mas, did Melati's sister force you to do it".

"I won't throw you a rose, I'll find you a place to live, you can stay there, and I'll cover all your needs, I'll stay here with us".

"We, what does that mean to us, you won't stay with me mas".

Then I mediated their conversation, I told Rose, if I wouldn't be greedy, and had Rafael's mas alone, there were certainly some conditions that he had to agree to.

"For these few days you can stay here, before Rafael finds a place to stay for you, after which you can move and agree to some terms from me, please, I'll think again about what you can get from Rafael, because I know, if you've thought about having everything I've got in this house, of course I'm not stupid War, I've thought of everything, if you approve of it, I can accept you as my mad brother, but remember only as honey sister, not my twin brother anymore", I cried with a wry smile.

I looked at Rose just silent by frowning, she was thinking of something to strike me back, but she had not found the right way, I knew her way of thinking, right, then he went out from before me with his sour face.

Seen my father looked at me with a haru look, he thanked me, for acting fair to the Rose.

"Dad knows this is very difficult for you, but you tried to be fair to him, you could have asked Rafael to divorce the Rose, but you didn't do it son, your heart is very noble, I'm very lucky to have a child like you" said the father, holding my hand.

...Seriate....